I love this episode. I loved seeing Buffy as being helpless, it's one of the few times we've seen her completely out of her depth and no idea of what to do.
I loved hearing everyone's thoughts, and finding out how 'blonde' Cordelia is. Although, I think this is an unfair judgment of her character, especially as we know now how she turns out in LA.
I adored Buffy's speech to Jonathan in the bell tower, you can tell she's really speaking from the heart, and now knows how everyone is feeling. I think this is the moment when Buffy stops taking everything at face value, and starts looking for the deeper meaning behind peoples actions...at least until those actions got in the way of her own!! lmao.
Buffy finding out about Giles and Joyce was hilarious, as was Giles' reaction to her knowing.
I felt so sorry for Jonathan in this episode. I've been where he was, the person who always seemed to be on the outside. Granted, I made it past those feelings without resorting to attempted suicide, but I know what he was going through. And I can understand now why he joined up with Warren and Andrew in S6, because for the first time, he felt like part of the gang, and that gang needed something from him.
The episode being postponed didn't affect me, as I live in the UK, I think they were screened as normal the first time they aired. I heard about it years later when I got the Watcher Diaries. But I do think they did the right thing, the censor peoples. Ok, so Jonathan was only going to kill himself with the shot gun, and it was the lunchlady who was the actual killer, but the events in the ep might have been too close to home for some people, and I think they did the right thing.
BTW, Xander's reaction to seeing the lunchlady pouring the rat poison into the pot? Priceless!!!
Also, either Jane Epenson or Marti Noxon play a lunchlady in this ep, but I can never remember which one it was! :lmao: