A Note to Self

I would have told myself of ten to fiftheen years ago not to be embarassed or ashamed of the things you like, but to embrace them and embrace people who have similar interests, rather than wasting time worrying about people judging you and making fun of you.
 
"Don't bother with Art College you'll hate it and quit"
"Don't get involved with friends, it'll only lead to awkwardness"
 
Oh, dear...I can think of so very many things to tell myself, but any one of them would alter the path that led me to where I am.

It would've been nice to have the confidence I have now. Even in my most insecure moments, I am worlds more confident that I was at 13/14. I wish I could have told myself a few years ago when I miscarried that I would have this really beautiful son now. Like I said though, I'd want to tell myself a million things but I love where all of those insecurities, mis-steps, and mistakes took me so I think I would pass.
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Not to self: Do not mess around with Bub's big ugly. It will be painful, yo.
 
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