A State Of Becoming [VampBuffy/Angelus] Long-Story AU

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Well, I figured since the oneshots I was posting were getting some attention, I thought that maybe I'd start posting the chapters to one of my longer fics. So far, this is the longest one that I have on my Fanfiction.net account, and its still not done. Personally, I'm really proud of it, and I'm looking forward to maybe writing a sequel when its done.

Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy or any of the characters on the show. They belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. Don't sue.
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Chapter 1​

The swords continued to clang against each other as Buffy and Angelus continued to exchange blows with each other, the sound of their battle echoing off of every possible surface within the Mansion. Behind them, the ancient demon Acathla stood silent, the feelings that surrounded the air around it betraying any sense that Angelus' ritual had failed. The demon had laid dormant for centuries, but that was all threatening to change within a single moment.

Ducking away from another one of the vampire's attacks, Buffy quickly brought up her own blade in order to block another slash from her opponent's sword. Trading blows with Angelus for a moment more, she quickly managed to move a few feet away from him, allowing her a few moments to catch her breath before he was on her again, his sword never once letting up in its intensity.

As the sword's blade slammed into the ground in front of the Slayer, sparks momentarily scattered across the floor before they disappeared, the battle that spawned them continuing on nevertheless. Again and again their swords connected, the sounds from the battle filling every inch of the mansion around them.

Her mind focused on only the sword in her hand, Buffy matched Angelus' every movement, making sure that her defense was unbreakable, if only for the moment at least. Still, she knew that eventually he would realize that neither of them were getting anywhere in this stalemate. Sooner or later, one of them would have to give in and try something risky, as dangerous as the move would be to either of them.

As both of them pressed the battle outwards into the abandoned courtyard, their swords never once stopped their deadly passion-filled 'dance'. Twirling around on her heel, Buffy slashed with her blade, barely managing to suppress a smile as her blade made contact with Angelus' shoulder. Still, the small victory was over within seconds as the vampire struggled back onto his feet, his blade once again becoming nothing more than a blur in his hands. Little could stop an enraged vampire, a fact that Buffy was no doubt aware of.

Going in for another attack, Buffy was caught off-guard as Angelus pressed forward with his own, attacking her with enough intensity that she almost left an opening in her defense. The vampire's attack never once stopped for a moment, the intensity pouring off of his concentration showing in the style in which he timed his attacks. Rapidly running out of room to back up into, she nevertheless continued to defend herself, the adrenaline in her system allowing her to almost match her opponent's speed entirely. Almost.

Her mind still focused almost solely on her sword, she didn't see his fist flying towards her until it was too late to dodge it or at least move to soften the blow. As the full force of Angelus' fist slammed into her body, she felt her sword fly out of her hand, the sound of the steel weapon hitting the ground assuring her that she was almost utterly defenseless against her enemy.

As he stood over her, Angelus twirled his sword around in his hand, mocking her with his usual sadistic grin on his face. Backing herself up against the wall behind her, Buffy watched as he continued to walk towards her, his pace almost a casual stroll, his sword never leaving his hand in the process.

"So this is how it ends, no friends, no weapons"¦no hope." He said, holding the tip of the blade just inches from her face. "Take all that away and what's left?"

"If you're going to kill me, Angelus." She replied, nearly spitting his name. "Then do it. I hate long waits." Looking down at her, he smiled.

"With pleasure." Raising the sword above his head, he began to bring the weapon down towards her head, the blade slashing through the air, and then, it stopped just as suddenly as it had began, his body unable to finish bringing the blade down completely. Come on, come on, what the hell's wrong with me?!

Raising the sword above his head to regain the momentum that he had lost, he again brought the blade down towards the Slayer's head, the blade still stopping only inches away from her skull, the steel of the blade touching a few stray hairs on the girls' scalp. Pushing every inch of his strength into his grip on the sword, he still found himself unable to drop the blade onto the girl's skull, the very idea sending waves of rage coursing through his body. This had to be Soul Boy interfering again, trying to push his way back into control.

Stepping back, he grabbed Buffy's sword off the ground and tossed it to her, the Slayer catching it just as she opened her eyes. Brandishing the weapon as she returned to her feet, Buffy looked back at him, confusion coursing through her eyes.

"You can't do it, can you?" She asked, her tone betraying no single emotion.

"Let's just finish this." He replied, rushing towards her with his sword held at his side as he prepared to attack. Raising her own, Buffy easily dodged his attack, and smiled at her foe before she began her attack.

"With pleasure."

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"Te implor, Doamne, nu ignora aceasta rugaminte." (I implore you, Lord, do not ignore this request.) Willow chanted, her head bowed slightly with her eyes wide open as they continued to look straight ahead. Beside her, Cordelia and Oz looked on with a mixed feeling of shock and worry, not knowing exactly what was happening. Putting down the sage that she had been waving earlier, Cordy gently pushed the hair out of Willow's face in order to look into her eyes.

"Will? Snap out of it!" Turning her gaze to Oz as Willow continued chanting in the ancient language of the curse, she had a mixture of fear and shock in her eyes.

"What do we do?" She asked him, genuine fear in her voice, her eyes turned towards the orb that lay in front of Willow.

"Nici mort, nici al fiintei..." (Neither dead, nor of the living...)

"What"¦what's going on in here?" Someone said, his arrival being met with further looks of shock from Oz and Cordelia. As the doctor called out into the hallway for more medical personnel to come in and join him, Oz was already on his feet as the doctor rushed over to Willow's side, his hand shooting out for the orb situated in front of the red-headed girl. Rushing to her own feet, Cordelia reached over in order to protect the orb from being moved, her shoe bumping into one of the legs of the bed, the action being enough for the orb to fall out of its holder and begin to roll off of the table towards the floor.

"Oz, grab it!" She screamed, reaching out with her own hands in an useless attempt to grab the object, her palms slapping uselessly against the table in the process. Unable to even make an attempt to grab the orb, Oz watched uselessly as it fell to the floor and shattered into thousands of pieces, the faint glow from it spreading out into the air for only a moment before it disappeared. From where she was seated, Willow screamed, her red hair falling out of her eyes before she tumbled backwards onto the bed.

"Both of you get out of here before I call security!" The doctor yelled, his eyes ablaze with both concern for his patient and fear at what he had caught them doing. Even though Sunnydale did in fact sit atop of a Hellmouth, that didn't mean that all matters concerning the supernatural were welcome with everyone in town. Holding up his hands in a false symbol of surrender, Oz made a quick escape from the room with Cordy on his heels.

"Something tells me that Sunnydale's population is about to get a lot thinner." He said, breaking the silence once they entered the otherwise quiet hallway. Turning back to him, Cordy found her mind drawing a blank.

"What do you mean?"

"Well the spell was stopped before Willow could complete it. That means Angel's soul wasn't restored."

"And if Angel is still Angelus"¦"

"Then Buffy's still in danger."

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As she ducked underneath Angelus' blade for the untempt time, Buffy could feel the sweat rolling off of her body, her body almost completely exhausted from the battle. As the vampire unleashed another furious assault against her, his blows were matched in speed and timing by the Slayer. As she countered, she allowed herself to smile as part of her blade connected with Angelus' body, the specific part unknown to her in the confusion of the battle. As the blade cut through flesh, some of the blood that splattered outwards from the wound flew towards Acathla, eventually landing around the demon's mouth with no pattern to the splatters themselves. Gradually, the sensation that had surrounded the demon earlier began to subside, silently signaling that Acathla had been stopped yet again.

Raising himself back to his full height, Angelus gave a moment's notice to the wound before he turned back to the Slayer standing only a few feet away from him, his eyes almost instinctively gathering on her neck. The blood of a Slayer was one of the most purist forms there was, and there wasn't a single vampire that didn't hunger for it at some-point in their undead lives.

"So, how does it feel to bleed for once?" Buffy asked him, holding her sword out in front of her incase he decided to attack her again. As he looked back at her, his face broke out into that sadistic grin that was all-too familiar to her by now.

"I was just going to ask you the same question." He replied, gesturing to the wound on her right arm, a small stream of blood surrounding the cut. Never taking her eyes off of him, Buffy reached over with her free hand and gave a quick look of disgust when the unmistakable color of blood appeared on her fingertips.

"You know, I just want you to know that you're probably the best girl that Soulboy ever had. Not to say that he was very successful in the romance department, but still, it was fun to watch you underneath him."

"Shut up." She replied, holding her sword out in front of her as he started to approach her, his pace slow and unthreatening.

"Oh, what is it? You don't like knowing that I was there the whole time, watching from the back of that pansy's mind? Let me tell you, that's the truth, and it was very entertaining to say the least."

"I said shut up!" She answered, the strength in her voice momentarily breaking as he continued to come closer to her, her sword now only inches from his chest.

"What Slayer, are we a little shy? Don't like the idea of having someone watch your first time?"

"I SAID SHUT UP!" Buffy screamed at him, her voice spreading out through the Mansion. As she raised her sword, Angelus rushed towards her, his hands shooting upwards towards her throat, the tactic catching her off-guard. Her sword falling to the ground, Buffy curled her hands into fists, her blows hitting the vampire's back without doing any real damage. As Angelus slammed her body into the ground, his hands never once loosened their grip on her throat.

"Trust me Buff, I'll be shutting up soon enough." He said to her, the poison in his voice almost sending shivers down her spine as she struggled to breathe. Slowly he inched his face closer towards her neck, Buffy still struggling to try and force him off of her, her efforts doubling when she realized what he intended to do. Even before his fangs broke the skin surrounding her jugular, she could almost feel the pain beginning to course through her body. She was still fighting to push him off of her, but with his full weight ontop of her, it was a useless gesture.

'No, damn it, get off of me! I don't want this!"

"Don't lie to me." He replied, meeting her gaze in the process. "You've wanted this ever since you found out the truth, because a tiny piece of you wants to know what its like to have all the blood drained out of your body."

She cried out for a moment when he finally bit into her, the pain from his fangs breaking into her skin almost unbearable. As she felt the blood begin to drain out of her body, a strange numbness came over her, the entire sensation making her feel somewhat at ease. It was almost as if she could close her eyes and fall into a deep sleep, the world around her meaning nothing.

Angelus continued to drink for a few moments before he stopped, wanting to make sure that he hadn't killed her. The Slayer was almost completely unconscious as he picked her up in his arms, her hair falling around where he had bitten into her. The wound was still bleeding slightly, but not enough to endanger her of completely bleeding out. As he continued looking down at her, he started to chuckle slightly.

Walking off towards the slightly ajar sofa that had once adorned the main area of the living room, he carefully set her down on it, the Slayer's eyes were barely open although he knew that she was still watching him. Kneeling down onto his knee, he watched her, her golden blonde hair adorning each side of her face.

"Angelus?" She said, her voice practically nothing more than a whisper.

"Buffy"¦" The vampire started before Buffy finished her sentence, effectively interrupting him.

"Bastard."

"You know, Buff, I feel like being generous today. So you know what? I'm going to save your life, because trust me, I could easily kill you."

"Then"¦do it.." She whispered, her voice starting to fade with each passing second.

"Oh, but where would be the fun in that? After all, if you were dead, I wouldn't have someone to toy with. Besides, this way I could never lose you." The line ran through her mind, her barely conscious mind slowly began to put the pieces together, the realization of what he was going to do sending fear coursing throughout her body. He was going to turn her, the same exact thing that Darla had done to him a century earlier.

She watched as he slowly rolled up the sleeve on his shirt, and taking the sword that was lying by his side into his hand, he cut a thin line through his skin, his blood quickly emerging from the cut he had made. The red liquid started to roll off his arm, a small droplet falling to the floor silently. Moving his hand behind her head, he pushed her mouth towards the thin line of blood.

The Slayer tried to summon the strength to return to her feet, but Angelus had drained too much of her blood, effectively depleting her body of its strength. With one final try, she managed to wiggle her way out of his grip, but he simply just grabbed her head again, once again pushing her mouth towards the cut he had made across his arm. As her lips met the cut that he had made across his arm, she couldn't stop herself from swallowing his cold blood as the liquid flowed down her tongue and into her throat. It made her want to gag, it was positively the most disgusting thing she had ever tasted.

Almost immediately his blood began to burn through hers, infecting and destroying any shred of humanity left in her. She swore that her skin was on fire, and she tried to scream, although she could make no sound escape from her throat. She could feel her entire body beginning to shut down, the warmth that she had felt earlier rapidly evaporating. Angelus was still at her side, holding her even though he had already done what he had intended to do.

That was when he did the unthinkable, and he leaned down to kiss her cheek, the very action repulsing her. Her soul was being ripped from her body, and here he was trying to take advantage of her situation. Closing her eyes, Buffy felt the world fall away from her touch, and everything around her faded to black.

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The grave-yard was almost entirely silent as she continued on her patrol, the stake in her hand held with a loose grip. It had been an almost uneventful night, with not even a single vampire electing to show its face . As the moonlight continued to cast its gaze down at her, Buffy sighed and leaned against a nearby tombstone, letting the silence of the entire area wash over her.

"Quiet night." She said silently, tossing the stake up in the air and catching it with her hand. Nothing replied to her statement, with barely even a breeze to keep her company. The night air itself was cold, being that it was almost November now, the nightmare that was Halloween already past, this year having happily lacked the excitment that the last year had held. Going against another demon that held the majority of his power on a holiday had been enough to last a lifetime.

Looking up at the full moon, she held her gaze upon it for a few moments before she turned and headed deeper into the cementary, trying to keep her thoughts on her patrol, even though they continued to constantly drift towards Angel, the vampire that she had, against all odds, found herself falling for. She herself hadn't ignored the irony in the realization. A Vampire Slayer falling in love with a Vampire? Dramatic irony there

Xander had already spoken out against it, which had been no big surprise considering that he still danced in her shadow for her favor, even though he knew that she would never fall for him. A small part of her felt sorry for him, considering how many times he had been burned in the love department.

As she heard a branch snap behind her, all of her thoughts vanished, and she turned on her heel almost immediately, her stake raised and ready in her hand.
 
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy or any of the characters. They belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy

Chapter 2

The room around her was almost completely silent, with not even the sound of the weather outside leaking into the room. Opening her eyes, Buffy could feel her entire body erupt into pain as she became aware of the numbness in all of her limbs, some of it a remaining side-effect from her dual with Angelus. Hissing slightly, she almost instantly regretted her action as her sore limbs erupted into more pain than she had felt before. Still, she managed to pull herself up into a sitting position, doing her best to shrug off the pain.

"Well, good morning, sleeping beauty." She heard someone say, her mind recognizing the voice almost instantly. Twisting her head to the side amongst the pain that she was feeling, she caught sight of Angelus sitting in a chair near the bed she had been sleeping on. The look on his face was almost peaceful, if that was the right word to describe it.

"Get away from me." She snarled at him, the sound of her own voice shocking her slightly. She felt cold, and it was that feeling that she felt coursing through every inch of her body. She already knew what he had done, having been barely conscious when it had happened, her non-beating heart enough to attest to the fact that she was no longer human. More than anything now, she wanted to kill him, even though she knew that her body was currently in no state to do so. All he would have to do would be to deflect her blows, and then she would be powerless against him, or anything that he wished to do.

"Such a fire. I like seeing that part of you."

"Just wait till I get back on my feet again, and then you'll see how much you like it." She answered, already forcing her body to move. As she tried to swing her arm forward to in order to curl a fist, Buffy heard the sound of chains rattling reach her ears. Casting her gaze to her right side, she found her arm shackled to the bed's frame, the feeling of the cold iron around her wrist only adding to the lack of warmth in her body.

"Sorry about that. You've been sleeping for a few days now, and for some reason, you were swinging about wildly, probably something to do with what you were dreaming about. I didn't want you to hurt yourself, so I just took some precautions."

"I'm touched, I really am." Buffy replied, turning her wrist in an attempt to find some way to unlock the cuff, or possibly even break it off. Pulling against it slightly with her wrist, she felt the pain erupt inside her body almost instantly. From her left, she could hear him chuckling slightly as he watched her struggle against the iron clamped around her wrist. "Now would you please get this thing off of me?"

"Interested in leaving so soon?" He asked, crossing his arms over his chest. "I'm hurt."

"I quite frankly don't give a damn what you feel. Let. Me. Go." The words had barely left her lips when he started to approach her, his walk slow and his stride full of amusement. Continuing to pull against the iron chain, her strength slowly beginning to drain out of her body, Buffy never once took her gaze off of Angelus as he walked towards her. As he finally stopped in front of her, he leaned down closer towards her, his face only inches from hers.

"And where do you think you'll go?" He said, his brown eyes staring directly into hers. "You really think your friends will want a vampire Slayer who's a vampire? I'm sure that would be good for a laugh or two."

"They'll take me back. They're my friends. They won't care that I'm a vampire."

"Friends." He snorted, fighting back the urge to laugh in her face. "You've seen the way they treat you, how they talk about you when you're not around. Or at least I have."

"You're lying." Buffy said, turning her head away from his unceasing stare. Reaching out, he grabbed her chin and forced her to look back at him. "You have to be."

"Am I? Maybe you just haven't realized that I'm right. They're jealous of you, of all the power you have, everything you have that they don't. It makes them jealous, even if they don't let you see it, it still burns underneath their skin."

"I"¦"

"You see it, I know you have."

"And you're a better alternative to them?" She asked, her face hardening for a moment with resolve.

"At least I understand you. You and me, we're of the same breed. What burns in your blood burns in mine as well." He answered, a certain emotion in his voice that she had barely ever heard him utter before now. "You can't tell me that you don't feel it right now, at this very second."

"And what if I don't?"

"You're lying to yourself, and to me."

"Am I? Can you tell that from the way I'm looking at you? From the way my thoughts are coming up with all the possible creative ways to kill you? From the way I'm 'wired' now?" She replied, the anger she was starting to feel continuing to build in strength. "Of all the ways I've wanted to just take you out along with myself, just so I could end everything that I've felt over the past few months? Can you tell that?! CAN YOU?!"

"Go on, let it all out, I'm not going anywhere." He replied, his tone as calm as it had been only minutes before, the anger in Buffy's tone not affecting him in anyway.

"I hate you, and yet, you wear the face of the only person I've ever truly loved. Do you know how terrible that makes me feel?" She continued, the anger in her voice having reached its highest level. "How when I look at what you are, how I think of how I wasted a year loving you?"

"And now I've changed you." He answered, getting back onto his feet and taking a few steps back towards the chair that he had been sitting in. "Would seem that we have forever to be together, you can at least thank me for that."

"Are you at least going to take this stupid chain off?"

"Just pull on it. It's not locked." Looking down at the iron clamped around her wrist, Buffy closed her eyes for a moment, and pulled, the sound of the iron snapping away from the bed's frame being her reward.

"And you couldn't have told me that earlier?"

"Where would the fun have been in that? It's fun to watch you act like a caged animal."

"Oh?" She replied, swinging her legs over the side of the bed and slowly getting back onto her feet, her stature weak at first before her strength quickly began to return. "Is that so?"

"So, are you going to attack me? I'm always up for a good fight." His gaze never leaving her, his face changed into that of his true form, a demented smile accompanying it.

"So am I." She answered, his own face changing with such speed that it looked as if she had been a vampire for a number of years, instead of the hours that it had been in reality. As she continued to step towards him, her lips broke out into a smile.

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The interior of Giles' home was almost utterly silent, the only sound coursing through the air being that of the record player continuing to play softly in the corner of the room. the song being a remnant from the early 1970s. The lights throughout the room were also turned down low, giving the illusion that the bulbs were close to burning out entirely. Holding a cup of tea in his hand, Giles closed his eyes for a moment, trying to push the pain that still lingered in his body out of his immediate thoughts. The more he thought about it, the more it would hurt. Better to just ignore it.

It had only been a day since they had last seen or heard from Buffy, and that fact alone continued to weigh heavy on every person's mind in the room There had been no further activity from the Mansion, or at least, as far as they knew. Until they heard from Buffy, it would only bring more trouble to check and see if the Mansion lay deserted. The only thing they remained certain of was that Acathla had indeed been stopped, considering that the world around them still existed.

"Someone please tell me that I'm not the only one here that has that 'Something's not quite right here' feeling." Xander finally said, breaking the silence that existed between the three people situated in the room at the moment. Looking up from the book she had been buried in, Willow stared back at her oldest friend.

"We shouldn't worry, I mean, Buffy has to be alright, I mean, she's the Slayer. She's been in dangerous situations before."

"With Deadboy? Wills, I hardly think that smooching with him in the school while they were possessed would count as being a dangerous situation."

"But, still, she's more than capable. I mean, how did she look when you caught up with her? Did she look determined?"

"More than I've ever seen her look before. But that doesn't change anything. Something still could have gone wrong, especially considering that your spell thingy was interrupted before it could be completed. No spell, no soul for Angel. Which equals bad things for Buffy."

"Willow is right." Giles added, opening his eyes and looking at the two teenagers. "Buffy is indeed the Slayer, which means that she had a better chance at fighting Angel than any of us would have."

"Still, I feel like we're missing something from our list of possible situations."

"And which scenario would that be? Take all of these thoughts away, and Buffy is still not here. And no endless list of situations is going to change that."

"Giles, it'll be alright." Willow said, reaching out and laying her hand over the Watcher's arm. "Buffy's going to be fine. If she really killed Angel, then she would have wanted to be alone for a while. She loved him, even if he was soulless."

"And it's that love that led to them getting fleshy with one another and losing his soul in the first place."

"Xander!" Willow said, slapping his arm in the process.

"What?! It's true!"

"Still, it's not her fault! She didn't know!" As the red-headed girl finished her sentence, all eyes turned towards the door behind them as the tell-tale sign of it opening broke through the air. As Oz walked through the door, Giles' heart dropped slightly into his chest, his hopes having been high for a moment as his mind envisioned Buffy walking through the door, with everything returning to 'normal'. He knew that it was only a fantasy, considering that it was already known throughout town that the local police were looking for her, thinking her to be the cause behind Kendra's death. Everyone in this room knew that to be the exact opposite, but their opinions didn't really matter considering the grand scheme of Law Enforcement.

"Any news on Buffy?" Oz asked as he stopped for a moment beside Willow.

"None." Giles answered, setting his cup of tea down gently on the end-table beside him. He was still trying to make the aching feeling in his chest stop, his hope having been up for only a moment, but even that was too much. No matter how much he wanted to deny it, he loved her as if she were his own daughter. Having gone so long without hearing from her was threatening to stress his body more than it should be, considering the torture Angelus had inflected on him only hours before.

"Still, I'm sure she'll be alright. We just have to give her time to get over Angel's death." Willow added, smiling as Oz took a seat next to her wheelchair. As Oz sat down, Xander pushed himself up from his own seat, walking around the couch and beginning to head towards the door, giving a casual wave to the other occupants of the room.

"It's a little late, I'm gonna go home and grab some shut-eye. You can imagine how thrilled I am about the whole 'School isn't over' thing."

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As she pulled her lips away from Angelus, Buffy's face changed back into that of its human form, a pout starting to grow across every inch of her features.

"I'm hungry." She said, looking into the other vampire's eyes from where they lay only a few inches away. Almost as if on cue, a small pang of hunger erupted in her stomach as the words had barely left her lips, causing her to hiss slightly from the pain.

"We can easily fix that." He answered, setting Buffy down onto her feet and reaching for his duster. "You want a boy or a girl?"

"It doesn't really matter. I just want something to eat." She replied, giving a small smile in his direction shortly before another hunger-pang shot through her insides. "God, did it hurt this much when you were sired?"

"Trust me, once you have warm blood flowing down your throat, you'll forget all about it. I know I did." As he handed her a jacket, both of them set out into the cool night air, the moonlight above them lighting most of the land in front of them. The night air itself was slightly cold, despite how fast summer was rapidly approaching.

"I imagine so. Still, your words aren't quenching my thirst any quicker." As the words left her lips, the two vampires faded into the night, as if they had never existed.

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The grave yard was completely engulfed in silence, the moon light still bearing down on every inch of the ground below. As they continued to gaze down into the shadows that surrounded them, Buffy and Angelus said nothing to each other as they let their senses take over every part of their bodies. The smell of human blood was still faintly all around them, not sparing a single inch of air, and more than anything, Buffy wanted to taste the liquid as it flowed down her throat.

They had been here for almost an hour, and no-one had been foolish enough yet to walk through the otherwise empty grave-yard, the night beginning to grow closer towards its end. The hunger inside her stomach was constantly growing, to the point where her vision was threatening to turn red from the starvation. If she didn't find someone soon, she would risk breaking into someone's house and just feed on them instead. Either way, she was going to force this feeling to stop.

"Oh, come on Heaven, it's only a short cut!" A voice said, cutting through the night air and making its way towards Buffy's ears, her senses going mad inside her body.

"Yeah, straight through a grave-yard! Are you insane?" Another person added, the sound again echoing off of every tombstone and surface within the area around Buffy. Both voices were obviously female, and as the smell of the perfume they were both wearing drifted towards both Buffy and Angelus, the craving inside her stomach grew, the feeling of it almost entirely unbearable, even to a vampire. They're so close"¦ She thought as Angelus rested his hand onto her shoulder, looking down at her with a devilish smile on her face.

"Which one do you want?" He asked, his gaze falling on her face as she smiled back at him, a look of pure hunger flowing through her eyes.

"Both." As the look of hunger refused to pass from her eyes, he turned her around in order to face her.

"Easy, hungry little vampire. If you just drop down on them, you won't have any fun. And trust me, that's what makes the blood worth-while."

"But they're so close"¦" She almost hissed in response, the hunger finally beginning to drive her mad, her vision actually starting to turn to a pure red color, the sight only adding to the hunger she felt.

"Don't worry, you'll be full soon enough. Now go ahead, show me what a great actress you are." He said, giving her a small smile before she dropped down from the mausoleum they had been perched atop. Making her ways towards the two teenagers, she momentarily took shelter behind one of the larger tombstones, the shadows effectively hiding her from view. Quietly reaching down to the dirt beneath her boots, she rubbed some of it onto her face, forcing tears to start rolling down her face in the process. Satisfied at how the scene would look, she looked out from her shelter and saw the two teenage girls walking only a few feet away. And then, she made her move.

"Help, please"¦" She said aloud, making her voice sound tired and weak in the process. The sound caught the two teenagers attention and as they looked around them for its source, they spotted her, their expressions utterly priceless to the newly sired vampire. Both of them rushed towards her, their concern momentarily touching Buffy's non-beating heart. Oh, I'm going to have fun with this"¦

"Hey, just take it easy, what's wrong?" One of them asked, the girl kneeling down in front of her as Buffy continued to push the fake tears out of her eyes. "Look, just calm down, we'll help you."

"Y-You will?" Buffy replied, continuing to make her voice sound weak.

"Of course." The girl answered, giving her a kind smile. Smiling back, Buffy wiped the tears out of her eyes onto her sleeve. "Just tell us what you want us to do."

"Just stand still." In an instant, Buffy had transformed into her true self, grabbing the girl in front of her by the collar and pulling the girl's throat towards her mouth. As soon as she was within her grasp, Buffy bit into the girl's neck, the girl in question gasping as pain swelled through her entire body. As the red liquid poured down her throat, Buffy found the thirst in her stomach rapidly fading away as the girl's blood filled her stomach.

"Oh god!" The girl's companion screamed, scrambling on her feet in an attempt to get away, her shoes failing to find any traction in the dew filled grass. Leaning on the nearby tombstones for support, she started to run, gaining speed with each second. Ignoring her for now, Buffy focused on the warm liquid that she continued to drink.

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The girl's heart-beat continued to increase in its intensity, constantly growing faster and faster as she continued to run as fast as her legs could carry her. Whatever that girl had morphed into, she had actually bitten Heaven, that thought alone filling her with fear for her own life. As the numerous tombstones rushed past her, her eyes darted back and forth, searching for a way to get past the wall that surrounded the dead.

Twisting her head back to what lay in front of her, she found only darkness awaiting her as she slammed into whatever now lay in her path. As she fell backwards onto the wet grass, the girl looked up at the shape of a man, his features obscured by his completely black attire.

"Tell me, now what's a pretty young girl like yourself doing in a place like this, at night no less?" He asked, giving her a smile in the process, the action filling her with dread for a reason she couldn't place.

"Please, you've got to help me! There was this thing and it attacked my friend, and its comingafterme." She managed to stammer out, the words beginning to clump together as a result of her fear. As she got back onto her feet, she grabbed at the man's jacket, continuing to plead with him, the images that she had seen only a minute before still rushing through her eyes.

"A thing? What did it look like it? Looks of spooky things go around at night."

"It, she, it looked like"¦like"¦" The girl started, searching for the right words to describe the creature she had seen.

"Like this?" He replied, his face changing into the same thing that the girl's face before had, the look in his yellow eyes sending yet another massive wave of fear through the girl's heart. Letting go of his shirt, she took a few steps back, preparing to start running again when she felt someone behind her, the person effectively stopping her from moving.

"Oh, Angelus, you found me a present, how sweet." Buffy said, her voice echoing only inches from the girl's ear, the action sending untold amounts of shivers down her spine. Trembling, the girl turned her head, her eyes meeting the other vampire's yellow pupils. The demon smiled at her, as if the two of them were simply long-lost friends of some sorts.

"Hello again, I don't believe we really had a chance to talk before, do you have anything you want to say before we, you know, feed on you?"

"Please"¦"

"Oh, don't start with that shit again." Angelus said, rolling his eyes in the process. "I already had to listen to that speech."

"What do you want me to say?!" The girl screamed, tears now starting to freely run down her cheeks.

"Nothing. I mainly just want you to start running. If you're lucky, which I really don't think you are, you'll be able to reach the exit that's over there." Buffy replied, pointing over towards the wall of the cemetery, the gate of it hanging open slightly as the hinges squeaked in the wind.

"Please"¦" The girl started again before Buffy gave her a push in the gate's direction.

"Five" As the vampire started to count, the girl took off in the gate's direction, pumping her body for all of the strength she could muster. Her heart felt like it would explode inside her chest.

"Four." The gate itself was only a few meters away now, the sight of it growing closer and closer with each passing moment.

"Three." She felt like screaming at the top of her lungs as she reached out with her hand towards the gate that appeared only a minute away.

"Two." Her finger tips were almost able to touch the rusted metal of the gate, the chipped paint rubbing slightly against the very top of her fingertips.

"One." As her palm gripped the gate, she struggled to push it open enough in order for her to slip through, all of her thought and energy pressed into the simple task in front of her. Her heart was running faster than she could have thought possible.

"Nope, time's up!" She heard the vampire say, the sound reaching her ears only seconds before she tackled her to the ground, the wind being knocked out of her body. Struggling to breath due to the vampire's knee pressing into her lower back, the girl struggled for a few moments before she felt the sharp pain of the vampire's fangs breaking the skin on her neck, the feeling almost unbearable before the world around her direct vision began to fade to black.

"Oh, Buff?" Angelus asked, smiling as he watched Buffy retract her fangs from the girl's neck. "Save me some."
 
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy or Angel. They belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I'm simply playing around with their characters. So don't sue.

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Chapter 4​

The mansion was almost completely silent as Angelus and Buffy laid on the bed, both of them caked in sweat despite the cold that ruled over their bodies. Angelus himself was asleep, his arm still wrapped around Buffy's waist, an action that would normally have been seen as a sign of affection between two lovers. However, the way he held her showed no gentleness that love held an image for in many people's brains. If anything, the gesture held nothing but passion and lust between the two vampires. He himself couldn't fully explain the feeling that coursed through his brain and unbeating heart when he looked at her.

Buffy lay awake, her hand covering her forehead as she stared up at the ceiling, her thoughts darting back and forth in her brain. She and Angelus had made love for almost an hour after she had made her first kill, the blood from the two girls still fresh on her tongue as they had kissed. The sensations she had felt afterward were better than anything she had felt when she was alive; making it even better than it had been on her seventeenth birthday.

It still felt strange to be in a body that was, for all intents and purposes, dead. The cold was the thing that was the most noticeable, the sign only inferior to her unbeating heart. She had been close to the fireplace earlier, the flames that had once warmed every inch of the building only days before now barely gave off a feeling that she could feel throughout her body. It took some getting used to, but it was safe to say that she was happier this way.

For the past months, she had dreamed of nothing but Angel, how it had felt to have his fingers on her skin, to feel his lips on hers. For weeks before Acathla had even been a distant thought in Angelus' mind, the desires that she had felt had only gotten stronger, almost to the point where she simply thought of having him end all of this, allowing him to drain her, simply to make the urges stop. But she hadn't, she had managed to keep herself together, convince herself that life was worth still living, and that if Angelus was still running loose in Sunnydale, everyone she knew and cared about would suffer because of it.

Letting her hand fall over the side of the bed, Buffy was motionless for a few moments before she began to move back onto her feet, wrapping one of Angelus' shirts around her otherwise naked body. The Mansion was filled with silence, the only other thing around her in the living room being that of Acathla, the ancient demon's form motionless and stone-like. It was highly unlikely that either of them would decide to attempt to unleash him upon the world again, but at least it made a nice decoration.

A fire continued to burn inside the fireplace, the wood that fed the fire slowly beginning to burn itself out due to the lack of attention it had received. Coming to a stop in front of it, Buffy cautiously reached out and laid her hand across the old stone that was the fireplace's frame. As her palm made contact with the stone, she felt a small thread of warmth spread through her arm, some of it managing to travel upwards and flow into the upper part of her body. Closing her eyes, she lost herself momentarily in the feeling, finally realizing why Angel had always talked of why he had liked to stand near the fireplace at his apartment. It hadn't been for light, it had been there so that he would have something warm to feel in his otherwise cold body.

As she let out a sigh that had no breath behind it, she felt Angelus' arms wrap around her mid-section suddenly, to which she leaned her head back until it met his shoulders. Neither of them said anything for the longest time, simply standing near the fire place as the blaze's warmth shot up through her body and eventually found its way into his.

"Comforting, isn't it?" He asked, finally ending the silence that had spread out through the room and infected every corner.

"Mhm." She said silently, enjoying the warmth flowing through her body. Letting her other hand fall upon the fireplace, she almost purred in satisfaction as the warmth again shot into her body. After a few days of feeling nothing but the cold inside her body, it was good to be warm again, if only for a moment. As she closed her eyes, she barely noticed the small signs in her stomach that she was hungry yet again. The blood from the two girls had kept her fed for a few hours, but now she wanted more.

"You hungry?" She asked, her head still leaned back against Angelus' shoulders.

"Starved. But we've still got about five hours until the sun sets." He answered, his breath falling on her ear as he looked up at the antique clock that lay in one part of the room. "And I don't suppose that you want to take up sun-bathing."

"No, but I'm hungry now." As the words were still fresh on her tongue, Buffy's lips morphed into a pout, her eyes somewhat betraying the emotion behind it.

"And just where is it exactly that you would like to go for dinner tonight?" The room grew silent for a few moments as Buffy scoured her memory for anyone that she would particularly have fun draining. Finally, as the name came to light, she smiled.

"I know just the person."

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Shutting down the monitor on her computer, Willow slowly managed to wheel her chair back over towards her bed. The doctors had been insistent that she continue to use the wheelchair for at least a few more days, or at least until they were completely sure in their diagnosis of how much damage the book cases had done to her spine. She had been informed that they were almost completely sure, however, that there would be no damage, and that she would be walking normally in a few more weeks. Still, that didn't save her from the feeling of helplessness that she felt every time she thought of Buffy.

Her friend had been missing for close to a week now, and no matter how much the Scoobies tried to keep their spirits up, none of them were safe from feeling as if there was nothing they could do. Anyway it was painted, Buffy was gone, and no-one knew where she was. Until she returned or was found, all they could do was try to hold down the fort in the demon hell that was Sunnydale.

Giles had tried to maintain a strong exterior while he assumed leadership of the group, but it was obvious that he was hurting worse than any of them. He had lost so much over the course of the past year, including his beloved Jenny, one of the first victims to Angelus' bloodlust. To add insult to injury, the vampire had dumped her body into Giles' bed, leaving it there for the Watcher to discover on his own.

Buffy had told him something the day after, when they had stood over Jenny's tombstone, a declaration that she had later repeated to Willow in private. She had said that she couldn't hold onto the past any longer. That Angel was gone and he wasn't coming back. The only way they could move forward was to look at Angelus and realize that only the demon remained. Angel's soul had been ripped from him, and now only darkness and evil remained in its place. And destroying evil was what they were here to do.

It had been obvious that she was still in love with him, no matter what she had told everyone around her. There was no doubt in Willow's mind that there had been nights where Buffy had cried herself to sleep after a confrontation with Angelus', the constant taunts and punches finally wearing thin on her heart. He lived to torture her, to make her break down, make her doubt herself. Killing Ms. Calendar had been the peak of that torture, for in that single moment, he had scarred all of them. He was a monster, the one with the angelic face.

Whoever had named him 'The Scourge of Europe' all those years ago had named him well.

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"So, there's no trace of her anywhere, Mr. Giles?" Joyce asked, folding her hands in her lap as she looked up at the Watcher standing before her. It was still hard for her to imagine the man as anything but a simple librarian, and yet, he was more than that. He was Buffy's guardian in a way, as crazy as the entire notion seemed.

"None. We have absolutely no idea what happened between both herself and Angel. She could be alive or"¦dead." Giles responded, taking his glasses off and wiping them using his shirt. He stopped before the word 'dead, the hesitation he felt extremely clear in his tone. The entire situation was awkward to him as well, with Joyce only having learned of his role a few days ago, amid a heated argument with her daughter. Family matters were nothing that he wanted to become involved in. Still, nothing had changed, and they had to move forward.

"So, you're telling me that she could be out there, hurt or dying, and you don't know?" She replied, the anger she felt feeding into her voice.

"No, I'm saying we're unsure."

"That sounds like another word for the same thing." In the blink of an eye, she was on her feet, obvious anger in her eyes. "So tell me, what do you know?"

"I"¦"

"Because it sounds as if my daughter is out there somewhere, and all of you have done nothing about it. You figure that as her Watcher you'd take more responsibility."

"I've told you everything that we've discovered. I'm sorry I don't have more to offer you, Joyce." Giles calmly replied, gathering himself as he began to walk towards the door. "If we discover anything more, I assure you, you'll be the first to be notified." As the door closed behind him, the entire Summers house grew deathly silent. As she sat back down on the couch, Joyce closed her eyes for a moment, simply letting the silence flow over her senses. The house had been filled with that single thing since that fateful night that Buffy had walked out into God knows what. As she poured herself another drink, she could still hear the last words that she had said to her only child that night.

"If you walk out of this house, don't even think about coming back."

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Inside the basement of the school, the sound of dripping water pipes could be heard over every inch of the otherwise empty and silent basement. Hardly anyone ever came down here, save for the janitors moving things down to storage, like old textbooks that the Board had decided to keep in case they would ever be needed again. Even then, the men hardly ever stayed down here for more than a few minutes, leaving it to be the emptiest place in the entire building.

As he moved the cover off of the sewer drain, Angelus quickly pulled himself up; satisfied that no-one was around to alert anyone left in the building. There was no need to give away their plan, at least not yet. After all, they came for blood, and it would be a shame to have come all this way and receive nothing for their efforts. Although it would be interesting to see how Buffy would handle the situation of a failed hunt.

As she pulled herself up from the dark and damp sewers, the young female vampire gave the room a second glance as Angelus searched for the stairs to the higher levels. She herself had only been down here once before, and even now she could see why. Only a demon who was suicidal would try to hide down here.

"Such a desolate place to put beneath a public school, isn't it?" She said, listening for a stray moment as her voice echoed through the room. Sticking her hands into her pockets, she joined Angelus in his search for entrance to the higher levels.

"Still, it has such a convenient access point for us. I'm surprised at that." He replied, beginning to walk towards a stairwell that looped around the wall and lead upwards to where the ground floor of the school was located. With luck, the man they had come to find would still be here. And if he wasn't, there was sure to be someone else lurking around outside that they could feast upon. With the night still so young, there would be endless possibilities.

As the two of them reached the door, he paused for a moment as his hand brushed against the door-handle. Turning around in order to fully face his mate, he smiled.

"Ready?"

"Just open the door. I'm hungry."

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As Snyder closed the door behind him, he found himself allowing a smile to grace his features. Things had been relatively calm after Ms. Summers had been expelled, with even the murder scene inside the library having been hardly any problem to the entire school. He had taken extreme pleasure and satisfaction expelling the girl, having known that she was trouble from the first time he had seen her. His observation had proven correct over time, and one only had to see her file to prove his point.

As he passed the various trophy cases that were scattered throughout the main halls of the school, he whistled the medley a song he remembered fondly from his youth. All of the main lights were off inside the building, with only the backup lights running, which they themselves never turned off. It was rather late, with even the janitorial staff having left almost an hour ago. The only reason that Snyder had stayed late was to finish filing some necessary paperwork regarding Ms. Summers' expulsion. That alone had been worthy of musing over, and he took great pride in the fact that there would be one less trouble-maker in his school.

"Well, well, well, what do we have here?" A voice sprang out from the darkness, breaking the silence that had surrounded him. Turning around, Snyder found himself joined by a young female, the upper-half of her body obscured by shadows. He recognized the voice never the less, the tone in it unmistakable.

"Ah, Ms. Summers. I was expecting you to come back sooner or later. Criminal returning to the scene of the crime."

"Well, you know me, I'm always hanging around."

"All too well. Still, that doesn't tell me what exactly you're doing here. I can't imagine it's because you want to pursue an education. After all, I'm sure that you'll learn everything you need to know in prison."

"Oh, don't give me that, you miserable little troll, you know I didn't do it. Still, I happen to have a question for you." Buffy replied, her tone mocking him. "Why were the doors to the school unlocked on a weekday? I'm sure it couldn't have been because the janitors weren't finished yet."

"Are you trying to imply that I had something to do with that girl's death?"

"You could say that, to an extent."

"Well, I'm afraid that you would be the last person I would tell." There was a certain confidence in Snyder's voice as he spoke, giving away the feeling that he was almost entirely certain that he would walk away from this encounter. The notion made Buffy grin slightly as she prepared her response.

"That's such a shame."

"So, what are you going to do now? It frankly won't matter soon anyway. I'm sure that you know the police have developed an interest in you as of late." As he finished, Buffy couldn't help but chuckle at the statement.

"Oh, what was it that you told me a few days ago? The police in Sunnydale are deeply stupid." She replied, the chuckle still running through her voice at a furious pace. "So I don't think that I have to worry about them for a long while. You, on the other hand, have me to worry about."

"Are you seriously thinking about harming me? As if the police don't already have enough interest in you."

"Trust me, hurting you is the last thing on my mind at the moment. I was thinking of something more along the lines of kill." Snyder's eyes lit up at the mention of the word 'kill', and he nervously took a step backwards, his frame meeting the locked front doors of the school. Buffy could sense his fear, could actually feel it coursing into her body. Letting the sensation drive her, she took a step towards the man.

"What's the matter? Afraid you're going to end up like your predecessor?" She mocked, taking a few more steps towards the frightened principal, a smile on her face as the shadows continued to obscure every other detail on her face.

"Buff, are you done playing around with our food? My stomach's starting to rumble." Someone else said, stepping out of the shadows and making his way towards Buffy, eventually coming to stand at her side. He himself stared at Snyder, a smile of his own on his face, and his eyes bearing down on the man.

"Yeah, I think I've played around enough." Buffy replied, turning her own gaze back onto her prey. In the blink of an eye, her face changed into that of her vampire self, her yellow eyes 'burning a hole' into Snyder's neck. The man's face morphed as well, his original emotionless brown eyes replaced with an even more unsettling pair of yellow ones.

"Oh, God." Snyder said, his voice coming out as nothing more than an almost silent whisper. Turning quickly on his heel, he pushed furiously at the doors, only then realizing that they had been tampered with somehow, leaving him in what was effectively a cage. As his body flew back for a moment in one last attempt to push the door open, he felt someone else's hands grab him. It was only then that he felt the burning sensation as two sets of fangs bit into his neck, the feeling of his own blood leaving his body leaving him powerless. As his legs gave out from under him, the last thing he saw were two pairs of yellow eyes staring down at him.
 
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy or Angel. They belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy.

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Chapter 5​

As his eyes poured over the ancient text in front of him, Giles' eyes began to blur as the exhaustion he felt finally began to overtake every sense in his body. Pulling his glasses away from his eyes, he rubbed his temples for a moment, trying desperately to make the coming headache disappear from his body. All around him, the room was silent, save for the sound of his own breathing. As that silence began to overtake him, he could feel himself finally just wanting to give into his body's need for rest.

From behind him, the sound of knocking upon the front door snapped him out of his own thoughts, momentarily startling him as he rushed to put his glasses back on. Returning to his feet, he made his way across the floor to the door, pushing back the deadbolt before turning the knob in his hand.

"Jeez, Giles, I know we're supposed to be taking precautions and everything, but a deadbolt? What is this, the nineteen-thirties?" Xander joked, sarcasm drenching his every word.

"Xander, stop it!" Willow said, slapping her friend on the shoulder in the process. "Don't listen to him, Giles; he's just joking to hide the bruises he has."

'Oh, my pride." Xander said, mumbling the sentence underneath his breath.

"Yes, quite. Call me old-fashioned." The Watcher replied, noticing Faith standing behind the two teenagers. "And hello to you again."

"They were doing what you said they would. And doing a poor job at that." The Slayer said, eying Xander as the teenager stared at her after her remark. "Don't give me that look, you know what I'm talking about."

"Still, I'm already starting to like this town. Nice nightlife." She added, readjusting the backpack that adorned her back.

"Well, come in. No sense in you three standing about in the cold." Giles said, moving aside so the three could come inside. As she plopped herself down into one of the arm chairs and swung her legs over the furniture's arm, Faith caught Giles giving her a frown. Still, he didn't ask her to move, and simply set himself down into a nearby armchair.

"So, anything to report?" He asked, reaching for the cup of tea on the table beside him.

"Three vampires dusted. We didn't see anymore, but I suppose that's a good thing, given where we live." Xander answered, cautiously leaning himself back into the couch in an attempt to keep his sore body under control.

"I showed up just in time to prevent Mr. Smartass over here from getting pounded into the ground by a vamp. Other than that, they did fine."

"You approval inspires us."

"That's what I'm here for."

"Oh yes, I believe proper introductions are in order." Giles said, setting the cup down onto the table in front of him. "Willow, Xander, this is Faith Lehane. She's the new Slayer that was sent to us by the Council to replace"¦Kendra."

"I can take it that there's still no sign of Buffy?" Willow asked, twiddling her thumbs as she spoke.

"No, although we can't yet give up hope. She could still be out there somewhere."

"I 'd still feel better if we knew exactly where she was, if she was safe." Willow added, her gaze falling to the carpet below her feet.

"Hey, until your Buff master gets back, I'm more than happy to fill in for her." Faith said, digging into the pocket of her jacket as she tried to find a pack of gum. "After all, that's what I'm here for. Or so they told me."

"And we love you already. Welcome to the Hellmouth, land of vampires and other bizarre things you thought never existed." Xander answered, slowly pushing himself off of the couch and grabbing Willow's jacket. "Come on Wills, we better get you home before your parents freak." Joining her friend, Willow waved goodbye to the Watcher and new Slayer as she and Xander walked out the door, shutting the wooden frame behind them.

"Nice little bunch of kids you have working for you, G-Man."

"They have given more to this struggle in the past two years than some do in a lifetime. For that, I'm thankful."

"Not dissing them, just saying, I find it kinda funny how they're involved with this. Not every day you hear about a Slayer with friends."

"It is uncommon, but not entirely unheard of. I assume your previous Watcher told you about the other cases in the histories?"

"Yeah, yeah, he read off the Watcher Diaries a couple times to me. Personally, I think reading Anne Rice would have been more fun." Looking back at her, Giles fought back the urge to grin, considering that he had finally been able to 'get' one of the teen's references. Overall, she reminded him of Buffy in the slightest sense, with the two teenagers sharing the same sarcastic tongue.

"So, spill the details, is Mr. Hero and the red-head involved?" She asked, popping the piece of gum into her mouth in the process. "You know, are they google-eyed over each other?"

"I'm afraid I don't know what you mean."

"I take it that you didn't get out much when you were in Watcher's Junior High School? Are they dating?"

"Oh. Oh, goodness, no, they're just friends as far as I'm aware."

"You sure? Thought I saw some hormones acting up back there when I rescued them."

"It's not really my place to say."

"Alright, whatever you say. I'm gonna go grab a cheap motel and crash for a few hours." Grabbing her backpack from its place on the floor, Faith spat her gum out into a nearby wastebasket before waving at the Watcher and heading for the door. As he sipped his tea, Giles leaned back into his chair, and wondered about where his Slayer was, if she was in good health.

"Wherever you are, Buffy, be safe. For all of us."

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"Buff, really, it's almost the middle of the day, there's no need for us to be up at this hour." Angelus mumbled, unhappy at being ripped out of his sleep. As he turned his head to his side, he could already picture in his mind his young childe trying to wake up him in an attempt to either make a joke or purposely aggravate him. Instead, he found his mate still asleep, her own head trashing back and forth as she continued to mumble underneath her breath.

"Buffy, what the hell's wrong with you?" He said, shaking his mate with every inch of his strength that he could muster. Beneath his grip, her body continued to thrash as her eyes remained tightly shut, her voice beginning to grow louder as she traveled farther into the dream.

The room around her was utterly silent, with no color to any of the 'walls' around her. As she took a few cautious steps forward, she looked around, trying to find any sign of life. In the end, she was only confronted with the same dull white color that infected every inch around her. She was totally and utterly alone. In void.

"Buffy." The voice shot out and nearly overwhelmed her senses. Turning around, she looked around, looking for whoever had called out her name.

"Hello?"

"Buffy."

"Damn it, I said show yourself!" In the blink of an eye, everything around her changed, the white color giving way to a simple field of grass, with nothing else even breaking the distant horizon around her. Silence again took control over the air, consuming everything in its path.

"Buffy." The voice again sounded out, this time stemming from the area directly behind her. Spinning on her heel, the former vampire Slayer prepared herself to face any threat that would arise. What she found instead was a familiar red-headed girl, dressed in simple clothes.

"Willow?" The girl offered her no response, and instead simply raised her hand to point at the vampire.

"Betrayer." The word echoed around her, the effect almost completely deafening Buffy in the process.

"Stop." As if on cue, the word stopped and silence resumed its reign over everything. Moving her hands away from her ears, Buffy returned her gaze to her former friend.

"Vampire." The girl said to her, although the word didn't echo as the previous one had. Her gaze never once faltered from Buffy, and slowly her pupils began to turn to solid black, the solid color consuming every inch of the girl's eyes. Just as slowly as her pupils had changed, the red-head's attire began to change as well, changing into the same black color that now controlled her eyes.

"You have turned against us, Buffy Anne Summers." Willow's voice sounded different now as well, its tone matching the darkness that now controlled her. "This is not how you were meant to exist. You have betrayed all of us and everything you have ever fought and stood for."

"What do you mean?"

"You have become that which you were destined to destroy. You have become pure evil. And this shall only end with your death." As the words left the girl's lips, the entire scene began to evaporate back into the solid white color that Buffy had originally seen. The color growing bright by the second, the girl shielded her eyes as the bright light overtook her.


Finally her eyes snapped open, and her body gave one last shake before she slowly calmed herself down. Still, her body continued to tremble, despite Angelus' grip on both of her arms. Her forehead was covered in sweat, despite the cold that ruled her body.

"You mind explaining what you were dreaming about?" Shaking her gaze from the floor up to her sire, Buffy's body continued to tremble as she began to speak.

"I think I had a vision." She said, her voice sounding somewhat quiet. "I think we need to pay Willow a visit."

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Silently brushing her hair, Willow stared back at her reflection in the mirror. Satisfied with the way her hair looked, she returned to her feet and stretched. Her body was still begging her for rest, and she was only moments away from giving into that desire. She and Xander had gotten more than they had bargained for on tonight's patrol, and now more than ever, she wished she knew where Buffy had gone. Her friend had been missing for almost a week now, and with each passing day, the chances of finding her began to slowly slip away.

Sliding underneath the sheets of her bed, she reached over and turned off the light that stood on her night-side table. As her head hit the pillow, she closed her eyes, looking forward to losing herself in a dream for a few hours.

"Willow." As the voice crept into the room, the red-headed girl's eyes shot open, her mind already racing to decide whether she was simply hearing things or if someone had really shouted out her name.

"Willow!" The voice once again sounded out, followed this time by a tapping at her window, the tapping gentle enough so that it could be heard, but not so that it would echo throughout the entire house. As she turned her head towards the window, Willow wished that she at least had a stake with her. At least then she wouldn't feel so helpless. Turning on the light next to her in a swift motion, she turned back to the window, and caught sight of the figure that she had unable to see fully in the dark.

"Buffy!" She said, throwing off the covers above her, and rushing towards the window. As she quickly undid the locks on the window, she flung the glass open and wrapped her arms around her friend's waist.

"Wills, I know you missed me, but you're crushing my spine."

"Oh, sorry!" Loosening her grip on her friend, Willow nevertheless continued to hug her. "I was so worried about you!"

"Wills, I've only been gone for a week."

"And a week's a long time!"

"As much as I would love to continue hugging you, it's kinda nippy out, you mind if I come inside?"

"Yeah sure, come on in. You're always welcome here." Moving aside, Willow watched as Buffy jumped down from the window into the room before she wrapped her arms around her friend once again, hugging her with renewed vigor.

"Owww, Wills, crushing my spine again."

"I can't help it, I've missed you so much!"

"I can understand how you feel, but I don't want to be permanently paralyzed." Buffy answered, trying to squirm her way out of her friend's tight embrace. "You mind if we talk for a while? I've got some important things I need to discuss with you."

"What important things? Haven't you told Giles that you're back? He's been worried sick over what could have happened to you." Willow replied, joining Buffy as she sat down on the edge of the bed. "Or Xander, or your Mom? Anyone?"

"Not exactly, I've been kinda"¦busy, as of late."

"But everyone's been really worried about you. Your Mom thought you were dead."

"She'd love that, wouldn't she?" The blonde said, rolling her eyes in the process. "Considering the fact that she virtually threw me out of the house before I went to fight Angel."

"Buffy, your mom loves you, how can you even say that?" Looking back at her, Willow's eyes were filled with disbelief.

"Because I know her, Wills. Trust me on that. Anyway, that's not what I came to talk to you about."

"But Giles has been worried about you, he's been avoiding sleeping, and the Council sent him another Slayer, and I'm rambling now, aren't I?"

"Yes, you are. Breathe, Wills, breathe." Buffy answered, resting her hand on the red-head's shoulder. "Besides, again, I was only gone for a week."

"You mean you disappeared for a week after you had a major fight with Angel, which by the way, how did that go? Did you"¦kill him?" She paused at the word kill, not wanting to upset her friend.

"That's the thing I've been trying to get to, Willow. He's alive, his soul's been restored."

"But... how? Oz and Cordelia told me the spell was stopped before I could finish it."

"I...I don't know. One minute we were fighting, and I was just about to strike him down, but there was this burst of light, and then, the next thing I knew, he was back. I could see it in his eyes that he wasn't Angelus anymore. "

"Burst of light? What do you think that was?" Willow asked, her eyes sharing her tone's sense of curiosity.

"I don't have any idea. All I know is that Acathla didn't open up. I think when we were fighting that I nicked his arm and some of his blood hit the statue's mouth, and it never opened. Either way, Angel is back." Getting back onto her feet, Buffy turned her back to Willow and crossed her arms across her chest. "I don't' know what to do with him. If I take him to Giles or anyone else, I'm sure that they'll kill him. And I don't think I can live without him."

"Buffy, we have to let Giles know. He has a right to! He's your Watcher!"

"After Angelus tortured him for hours on end? Yeah, I'm sure that will go over well." Buffy said, sarcasm drenching her every word as she spoke. Turning on her heel, she faced Willow once again. "I'm not involving Giles in this."

"But he can help!"

"That's not the point, Wills. You know as well as I how much he would love to shove a stake through Angel's heart. If we take him there, Angel will be dead by the time the sun comes up." As she looked back at Buffy, Willow felt as if something was wrong with this entire scenario, but she couldn't tell exactly what it was. Buffy seemed"¦different.

"Are you ok?"

"What do you mean?"

"You seem a little"¦off."

"Again, what are you trying to get at, Willow?" Buffy's tone was changing slightly, its sound becoming a little bit more threatening than it usually was.

"I was just asking. Maybe you should just take it easy for a while. I can't even begin to imagine what you've been through in the past week. I'm just gonna call Giles, and tell him you're ok. No mention of Angel or anything, I promise." Stepping towards the phone, Willow's fingers were almost in contact with the receiver when Buffy's hand slammed down atop of it.

"No." She said, her eyes ablaze with something that could be described as rage. "We are not involving Giles in anything. I'll let him know once, and only once I know that Angel will be safe. Now, are you going to help me or not?" As she looked at her friend, a shiver ran down Willow's spine as she gazed into Buffy's eyes.

"Buffy, I was only suggesting it. Just calm down, I'm sorry if I want to get Giles involved, I'd just feel a lot better if we didn't lie to him."

"You're suggesting that I just turn Angel over to Giles and that idiotic Council he's so fond of, and I can tell you right now, that is not going to happen." Taking a step towards Willow, Buffy moved her hand off of the phone. Peering past her shoulder, Willow managed to catch sight of her own reflection in the mirror, and around her, only an empty room. As she gave the reflection her full attention, all the pieces of her friend's strange behavior clinked into place in her mind.

"Oh god, Buffy."

"What?"

"Your reflection." Willow said, her voice lower than it had been before as she pointed at the mirror behind the Slayer. "You...your"¦Buffy, you're a vampire." As the blonde peered into the mirror behind her, Willow rushed to grab the cross she kept underneath her bed, her mind racing to remember a spell, any spell that could help her defend herself. Raising the cross at her friend, she could see the piece of jewelry shaking in her palm.

"Just"¦just stay back, I don't think you'll hurt me, Buffy, please let that be true." Her back still towards the cross, Buffy continued to look at the mirror, able to see the entire room behind her. "Buffy, please, just tell me how it happened."

"I didn't want this, Willow. I wanted anything but this." Buffy replied, forcing a few fake tears to fall down her cheeks. Slowly turning around, the former Slayer looked at the cross that Willow held in her hand. "Are you going to burn me with that? Hurt me? Kill me? I wouldn't blame you, I would have done the same if our places were reversed."

"Buffy, did"¦did Angel do this to you?"

"No, I was helping him onto his feet, and Drusilla"¦she must have blindsided me, because the next thing I knew, I could feel all of my blood being drained out of my body. Angel was too weak to really help, but he managed to get her off of me. But there wasn't anything he could do, except turn me. If he hadn't, I would have died."

"But you're still dead."

"No, I'm something worse than that. I'm dead, but I can still walk around, I can still see people going on with their lives. I can still see the world turning around me, and it doesn't ever matter." Looking at the girl crying in front of her, Willow slowly lowered the cross and took a few cautious steps towards her friend. As she reached Buffy, she wrapped her arms around the girl's body and ran her hand up and down her back in an attempt to soothe her dead friend.

"Ssshhh, it's ok, it's ok." She said, allowing the blonde-haired vampire to cry into her shoulder.

"Wills, what am I going to do? I can't go home like this, I can't go back to my semi-normal life. My mother won't take me back, and Giles would probably turn me over to the Council."

"Buffy, Giles wouldn't do that, he loves you like you're his daughter!" Willow replied, stroking part of the girl's blonde hair in the process. "He loves all of us like that."

"Well, I guess I've become the bastard child of this entire family." The vampire's crying has started to stop now, although her cheeks were still wet from the tears that now stained Willow's shirt.

"It'll be alright, we'll work it out somehow. Please, just stop crying." The room was engulfed in silence for a few moments before Buffy raised her head out of Willow's shoulder.

"I better go. Angel was worried about letting me come here in the first place." Through her tear-stained eyes, the vampire smiled. "I'll talk to you some other time."

"Take care, Buffy." Offering her friend one last hug, Willow watched as she made her way out the window and disappeared into the night.
 
Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy or Angel. They belong to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I'm simply playing around with the characters

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Chapter 6​

As she pushed the doors to the library open, Willow found the entire room to be engulfed in complete silence. She could see Giles sitting quietly at the table that lay in the center of the room, his glasses held in his hand and his eyes closed. She slowly approached him, hoping that she wouldn't surprise him in any way, considering that the doors hadn't closed silently behind her. As she drew closer, he still didn't raise his head to greet her.

"Giles?" She asked, laying her hand on his shoulder. Momentarily startled by the gesture, the Watcher jumped in his chair, causing Willow to withdraw her hand and take a few steps back. Pushing his glasses back onto his face, Giles took a deep breath as he realized there was nothing to fear.

"Hello, Willow."

"Sorry, didn't mean to startle you." She answered, continuing to hold some of her books in her hand.

"No, it's quite alright. I"¦I was just resting my eyes for a moment." He replied, leaning back into his chair in the process. "What brings you here?"

"Giles, I've got a question for you. A serious one." As the words left her lips, Willow took a seat across from the older man, pushing herself into the somewhat comfort feeling of the wooden material.

"Yes, what is it?"

"If"¦If a Slayer were to be turned, what would happen to her soul? Would it be destroyed or still exist somewhere in her?"

"I don't quite understand the question. Turned into what?"

"A vampire." As the words left her lips, she watched with slight unease as Giles leaned back into his chair. Taking a deep breath, he looked back at the young girl in front of him with emotion in his eyes. Emotion that could be likened to a fear finally being realized for the first time.

"It is a very rare thing in the histories, but there are a few recorded accounts of such a thing happening." He finally said, pulling his glasses off of his face in order to rub his eyes.

"What happened to their souls, Giles?"

"Whatever remained of them lived in a fruitless fight for control against the demon that existed within the same body." The Watcher replied, taking a moment to gather his thoughts before he continued. "There are no records of any Slayer managing to regain control of their bodies once they were turned."

"But their souls still existed, right?"

"The few recorded cases all mentioned that all said Slayers were hunted down by the Council and"¦disposed of."

"Meaning"¦"

"They either disappeared off the face of the Earth, or met their end at the hands of other Slayers." The Watcher's gaze refused to lift from her. "Willow, are"¦are you suggesting that Angelus turned Buffy during their battle?"

"It's just something that"¦that I thought might have happened. I figured we have to be prepared for anything, right?"

"Indeed." Returning his glasses to his face, Giles sighed. "I just pray that it hasn't come to that."

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"Come on, vamp boy. I'm right here." Faith shouted out, her fists clenched in front of her as she stared down the vampire that stood before her. Barring his fangs, he charged at her, a growl still fresh in the air around him. Standing her ground, the Slayer jumped as the demon was right on top of her, her hands gripping the cool metal of the over-hanging fire-escape. Searching the area around him, the vampire's face showed nothing but confusion and slight anger. Smiling slightly, Faith let go of the metal, her boot catching the unsuspecting vamp in the back of its head.

"Sorry, did that hurt? I hope so." She said, pulling a stake out of her jacket in one swift motion. "Cause, trust me. You'll be hurting a lot more by the time I'm done with you." His yellow eyes ablaze with rage, the vampire again charged at her. Rolling her eyes, she waited until the last possible moment before plunging the stake into the vampire's heart. As he burst into a shower of dust in front of her, the Slayer smiled.

"Can't say I didn't warn ya."

"So you're the new Slayer." She heard someone say behind her, its tone a cross between amusement and anger. "Well, you're kinda boney, but I guess that's just me nitpicking." Turning around, Faith still had the stake in her hand as she stared into the shadows that surrounded her. The alleyway was otherwise completely deserted, with only an occasional streetlight making it possible to see where one was going.

"And who might you be? Since it appears that you already know who I am." She answered, her senses still on edge.

"Who me? I'm nobody really. Just someone whose been in this town a little too long."

"You know, I've never really been much for all the foreplay in any relationships, so why don't you just show yourself and we can get this over with?"

"Alright. Seems that you're not one for conversation." As she heard the words, Faith saw a body enter the alleyway, virtually appearing out of the shadows. Looking her up and down, the Slayer noticed that she hardly looked threatening, considering that she was wearing a simple white t-shirt and blue jeans. Still, the way her voice sounded diminished any sense of security that the Slayer might have had.

"So, do you want your death to be quick and painless, or slow and painful? Because I can swing either way." Twirling the stake in her hand, Faith stared the new arrival down, the girl simply staring back at her as a smile came to her lips.

"Trust me, so can I." Her face morphing into its true form, the blonde-haired vampire leapt at the Slayer, managing to catch the girl unprepared for the moment. As she found herself thrown against the wall behind her, Faith barely managed to duck as the vampire launched another assault against her, her punches missing her only by mere inches. Bringing her arms up in order to defend herself, the vampire Slayer dropped her stake as she found herself being pushed back inch by inch, the vampire's attacks matching her own.

Managing to exploit an opening in the vampire's attack, Faith shot out with her fist, her face breaking out into a smile as she saw the vampire react from the attack. The creature's assault stopped for only a moment, Faith took that moment to retrieve her stake from the ground, twirling around on her heel as she plunged the wooden object towards the vampire's heart.

"I don't think so." Catching her wrist with only inches to spare, the vampire grinned at her. "Didn't your mother ever tell you not to point sharp things at people?" As she finished her sentence, the blonde-haired vampire threw her other fist into Faith's mouth, the force of the blow knocking the Slayer back. Only taking a second to regain her stance, she could feel the taste of blood in her mouth.

"Making me bleed, bad idea." She said, using every part of the emotion she felt to launch an attack against the vampire. She managed to score one hit against her foe, but every other punch or kick was easily deflected, as if the creature were able to predict her every move. As Faith swung her foot around for a roundhouse kick, the vampire simply laughed and caught her food in mid-air, holding her suspended in mid-kick for a moment before she threw the girl back yet again. Her body making contact with the chain-link fence behind her, Faith could feel pain erupting everywhere in her body. Standing over here, the vampire grabbed her by the throat, picking her up and pushing her against the fence, a smile on her face the entire time.

"I'm a little disappointed, I figured that Giles might have trained you better than this." She said, her face changing back into its normal state. "Guess you haven't been in town long enough for him to do that." Her hands pulling at the vampire's hand, Faith struggled to breathe as the vampire simply tightened her grip on her foe's neck.

"Don't try to struggle, I'm not going to kill you." She said, smiling for a moment. "Or at least not yet. I just wanted to see how you'd hold up from a practice fight. Again, I expected something a little better." Looking into the Slayer's eyes, the girl laughed slightly. "Don't tell me that's fear I see in your eyes."

"It's not. It's me being majorly pissed off at you." Faith said, pushing her head back slightly and spitting in the vampire's face. Wiping the spit away with her free hand, the vampire frowned at the Slayer, tightening her grip enough to make the girl begin to choke.

"Really, that's just a little rude." Curling her free hand into a fist, she swung at Faith, the full impact of the blow hitting her just as the vampire's hand let go of her throat. Her body being thrown to the ground, the Slayer coughed as she struggled to get air into her lungs. The vampire still standing over her, the creature simply smiled at her before swinging her leg out, her boot making contact with the Slayer's ribs.

"I'll be seeing you around, Faith. Toughen up." Turning on her heel, the vampire walked into the darkness and disappeared from sight, the only sound echoing through the entire alleyway being that of her boots. Not bothering to watch the creature disappear, Faith struggled to her feet, leaning on the fence for support as she continued to cough, her entire side having felt the full impact of the kick. Taking a few painful steps forward, the Slayer moved her way along the fence, her own body disappearing into the night.

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"Giles, you need help with anything?" Willow asked, pushing aside the pile of books that she had been reading. "I'm finished over here."

"No, that's quite alright. I'm just about finished here myself. After that we can move onto the last stack." The Watcher replied, looking up from the ancient tome that he had been pouring over with his eyes. "Could you bring me that volume I left on the end table over the-" He started before the front door pushed itself open, the wooden frame slamming against the wall behind it. As all eyes turned towards the figure that had entered, Faith collapsed to the floor, trying to push herself back up onto her feet as she started to cough once again.

"Faith!" Both Giles and Willow shouted, rushing to the young girl's side. From where she lay on the floor, the Slayer coughed up a small amount of blood onto her sleeve before she wiped the remaining amount off with the back of her hand.

"Are you alright?" Giles asked, helping the young girl onto her feet. Also at her side, Willow wrapped the girl's arm around her shoulders as she and Giles began to move the Slayer towards the couch.

"Yeah, I'm perfectly five by five." The Slayer pushed out, coughing up more blood shortly after she finished the sentence. "Perfectly fine."

"What happened?" Willow questioned, letting the Slayer's arm fall from around her shoulders as Giles carefully laid the Slayer onto the piece of furniture, the girl letting out a sharp hiss of pain as her ribs erupted into a furious pain.

"Some kind of super-vamp found me when I was out on patrol. Claimed she knew who I was, and that I was new in town. She didn't really take a likening to me." Helping the girl take off the jean jacket that covered her t-shirt, Giles flinched as he saw the girl's expression erupt into pain once again.

"Can you describe this 'super-vamp'?" He asked, holding his breath as Faith hiked up part of her shirt in order to take a look at her bruised rips.

"Some blonde thing, matched my every move perfectly. She was every bit as strong as I was, and had the training to back it up."

"Did you manage to get a name from this vampire?"

"No, I didn't get much beside the fact that she decided to beat the shit out of me." Closing her eyes, Faith tried to steady her breathing as she fought back more coughs. Leaving her side to gather a few things, Giles nodded at Willow once before moving away. Looking back down at Faith, the young red-head tried her best to comfort the injured Slayer.

"Just take it easy, Giles will be right back. He's taken care of Buffy before; he knows what he's doing."

"I hope so, I feel like I got hit with a train."

"Can you describe this vamp a little bit more? Did she say anything more about how she knew you?"

"She didn't say much, she mainly just wanted to fight. She must know you and G-Man because she mentioned something about Giles not training me yet or something." Her mind already starting to connect the dots, Willow looked down at the Slayer with questioning eyes. Fear coursed through her heart.

"Wait right here." She said, getting back onto her feet and rushing to look for the picture that Giles had of herself, Xander, and Buffy. Grabbing the frame from where it lay atop a nearby book-case, she rushed back to Faith's side and held the photo up in order for her to see.

"Did she look anything like this?" She asked, pointing to Buffy in the process. Squinting her eyes in order to better see the photo, the Slayer's eyes lit up for a minute as she remembered exactly how the vampire's 'human' face had looked in the thin light of the alley.

"Exactly like that." She answered, propping herself up onto her elbows. As he reentered the room, Giles made his way back to the Slayer's side, setting the medical supplies he had brought with him down onto the floor.

"Exactly like what?" He asked, helping the girl into a sitting position.

"I hate to say it G-Man, but I think your little Buffy's playing for the other side now." Faith answered, hissing as Giles started to wrap her bruised ribs. Stopping for a moment, he looked up at her, shock filling his eyes.

"What?"

"That vamp who attacked me tonight? Willow showed me a photo of your Buffy, and they're a positive match." Looking directly into his eyes, Faith watched as the Watcher quietly got back onto his feet, and slowly sat himself down into a nearby chair, his eyes staring into nothing.

"Giles?" Willow asked, sitting herself down beside Faith. "What do we do?"

"I don't know." The Watcher replied, his voice coming out as barely a whisper.

"I've still got the Spell of Restoration at my"¦house"¦" Letting her sentence trail off, Willow realized exactly why Buffy had wanted into her house the night before. She knew that Willow still had the floppy disc that Ms. Calendar had saved the spell to, and since the written copy of it had been lost in the chaos surrounding the failed spell at the hospital, the disc itself was the only link to the spell that they still had. Rushing back onto her feet, Willow ran for the door, not bothering to grab her jacket or her bag as she rushed out into the night, pushing her body for all the speed she could muster. Behind her, she could hear Giles calling out her name, but she was already too far down the street for his words to matter.

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She managed to keep running block by block until she reached her house, rushing up the steps and throwing open the door and running up the stairs to her room. As she opened the door to her room, she wasn't surprised to find the entire room in an utter state of chaos, with almost everything in her room thrown out of its normal place. As she looked at her desk, she found the drawer that had contained the floppy disc lying upside down on the floor, its contents surrounding it. Taking the drawer into her hand, she searched the objects scattered about at her feet, searching desperately for the disc.

As she looked at each and every object on the floor, she finally stopped, realizing that the disc wasn't here. Buffy had come back and taken it, no doubt with the intention to destroy it. Leaning back against the wall, she looked at the open window across the room, thinking of she should have realized how strange it was for Buffy to ask to be let in. There had been so many clues, and she hadn't caught onto them fast enough. She had actually believed that there might be a chance for a Slayer's soul to remain inside her body.

Buffy was a vampire now, and there was no way to restore her soul. They had lost.
 
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