Another Vent Thread

[soulunsung]

I frakking HATED CARLY WITH A PASSION on GH! I swear to god, I've waited YEARS FOR BRENDA/SONNY to get married and then THIS HAPPENS TODAY?! I swear to god, that character makes me want to re-evaluate being a serial killer, starting with her. And if I were to be able to get my hands on her, she would most certainly die and stay frakking dead.

 

[Abbeycat]

I keep finding cigarette butts near or under my car. The cigarette butts aren't lit or anything but this makes me worry though. I don't know when it's happening but it pisses me off! Because I worry about my car and etc. I don't know if the cigarette is still lit when hits the ground or what. Or if the person is making sure the cigarette butt isn't lit when they drop it to the ground near my car. I keep thinking that it may be happening at night.

 

[arabella]

I frakking HATED CARLY WITH A PASSION on GH! I swear to god, I've waited YEARS FOR BRENDA/SONNY to get married and then THIS HAPPENS TODAY?! I swear to god, that character makes me want to re-evaluate being a serial killer, starting with her. And if I were to be able to get my hands on her, she would most certainly die and stay frakking dead.

Ah! I missed today and had no idea I was so into it. PM me what happened? Please! I hate hate hate not knowing!
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[Skanky Vamp]

I keep finding cigarette butts near or under my car.

Maybe Spike is stalking you!

 

[Abbeycat]

Maybe Spike is stalking you!

Haha. Yeah, maybe so!

 

[Seeing Red]

How hard is it to keep weight on! I finally got to a good weight that I am comfertable with and now its going back down!Now everyone is going to be like "Blar dedar she needs to eat more" GRRRRRRR. I am not happy right now I eat 3 large meals a day and I loss weight. > : (

 

[This Year's Girl]

Overslept. Kind of ment to oversleep. I woke up and I couldn't bring myself to get up. 6 AM is not a good time for me. Now I found out that the lecture I missed was more important than I thought though. I feel like I worry a lot these days on how things are going to work out. I shouldn't - but I do. I live in a student building, and they have a rule about you having to pass at least one of the two courses you take in a period of 6 months. I just feel that I never have any time to study, 'cause 1. I've allready fallen behind so much that I feel it's impossible to keep up so then I just turn some kind of defence mechanism on and ignore all the things I have to do and 2. I keep making plans with people to do stuff because I want to make friends now when I have moved to a new town. The next course I'm going to take is the most difficult one too, so I would like to have that security, to be able to fail on it.

Oh, and when I'm meeting friends there is always money spent, like going for coffee or wanting to have something for them to eat if they come over. And that's money I should be saving. Money that I really don't have. And I also really worry a lot about finding a job in the summer when I won't have student loans. I have applied for a lot, but I haven't got any, and my rent is very high. And the student loans are less in the last month of the semester, so I really should find an extrajob starting like NOW, so I can pay rent for june and still afford food.

So yeah... I worry about not passing my class. I worry about loosing my apartment if I don't pass my class. I worry about not being able to pay rent and food. I worry about wanting to have more friends but them taking up so much of my time and some of my money when I do see them.

And because of this worrying I also get a little bitter... I never get bitter. But it's so easy for many of my friends, if they don't have money they can just take from their savings or ask their parents for a loan. I don't have that. I grew up really, really poor and have always had to make it my own. I'm not bitter on the people with parents who can help them out. I'm just bitter at society for making it so crappy for some people and so good for some people. There's no balance, and some people can do so much more with their life just 'cause they constantly doesn't have to fight to keep everything going. I know I have a pretty good life, and I'm proud of what I have done. Noone in my family except my big sister and I have studied an higher education and stuff like that. I don't know... I guess I just get tired of nothing ever being easy and all the worrying. Bleh. Tomorrow I'm making a plan. This has to work out.

 

[Tillow4ever]

Maybe Spike is stalking you!

AGH! I pressed enter before I meant to! ANNOYING! I was going to say "LOL! I just said the SAME thing!"

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How hard is it to keep weight on! I finally got to a good weight that I am comfertable with and now its going back down!Now everyone is going to be like "Blar dedar she needs to eat more" GRRRRRRR. I am not happy right now I eat 3 large meals a day and I loss weight. > : (

I can eat nothing and gain weight. We should like share and we'd BOTH have a nice weight! lol.

 

[zobothehobo]

I woke up today about twenty minutes early to find out my phone did that thing it does where it heats up while on the charger and then just doesn't charge. The only way to fix it is to turn it off and let it charge while off... But if I were to do that, I would get rid of my alarm since I use the alarm on my phone. So then I decided... IPOD! I mean I used to use my iPod's alarm before my phone and I like my iPod's alarm kinda better than my phone anyway... so I tried to use that... But I found out the date and time was all screwed up. I had to set the date and time. I didn't have to set it ever before... Turns out January 1, 1971 was on a Thursday... Just so y'all know. I know that because that's what date it was set to. WHY IN THE HELL WOULD AN IPOD HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO BE SET IN THE 70'S?!?!?!?! If I had a time machine and went back to the 70's and then set the date of my iPod... and showed it to people, it would BLOW THEIR FREAKING MINDS!! It's only irritating because I had to scroll through forty years to get to 2011. and my iPod was still a few minutes off. GRR

 

[Ms.Trick]

I think I'm going to hit every single son of a hellgoddess who told me "Buy a mac, it never bugs and it work perfectly well".

Lying bastards.

 

[Ms.Trick]

I was cooking myself a delicious curry rice with chicken and omelet. It looked delicious. Then I added pepper, like always, just a hint. A hint? I open the pepper from the bad side, the one that trows like a spoon of pepper. I noticed it when my green curry was suddenly black. I ate it anyway, not to waste it, but gosh, I feel like there is a huge hole in my stomach, and I can tell you, if you need to unblock your sinus, it's wayyy better than eucalyptus.

 

[Fusions2]

I really must have the worlds invisible and push-over written on my forehead lately. Everyone I've messaged asking how they are hasn't bothered replying back to me... and this was well over a week ago. I say thank you to a friend for my birthday present, I get nothing. Its like I'm talking to a brick wall and to top it off my dad wants me to lie to everyone at work today just because he's sick of his boss being a moody arse. I feel like disappearing for good right now!

 

[zobothehobo]

There's this guy... and I want to punch him in the face. I do not like him at all. He pisses me off to no end... and he pushes my buttons on purpose. I get this shit from my father, I do not need it from idiots on the internet.

 

[Abbeycat]

Still annoyed by the morning shelvers complains of breakdown carts in the morning. My co-worker and I are sure thats why we were told to make sure no breakdown carts are left at the end of the night on Tues & Thurs. When on Saturday mornings, there is always at least one breakdown cart if not two. And the library doesn't look like it'd been straightened. That happens every Saturday morning. It's ridiculous that they make such complains when they leave a breakdown cart every Saturday.

(Breakdown carts. A cart with recently returned items to put away in the back.)

(Yes, I work at a library. Just call me Giles j/k)

 

[prophecygrrl]

Ugh...I'm taking classes that are way too difficult and time consuming than they should be, getting only five hours of sleep a night for no good reason, and I just can't shake this anxiety I have all the time. I keep panicking over really stupid things and details, and I KNOW they're stupid, but I can't help it. And that just makes it worse. Gah.

 

[zobothehobo]

I went downstairs and dad asked me what I was smiling about and I said I was writing my acceptance speeches for my 7 nominations for the Buffies. And he started yelling at me about how I'm too old for Buffy and I need to get over this sick obsession and how he was going to join BB to troll (that last part was just a joke, don't worry)... but it upset me a lot. 1. I am NO WHERE NEAR "too old" for Buffy (and for the record, I don't believe there is such a thing as too old for Buffy). 2. This is not a sick obsession. Buffy helps me. It has helped me to realize what my dreams are, it's helped me to be more creative, it's helped me to once again actually USE my critical thinking skills rather than let them waste away and die. Generally, the conversation I engage in while on this board is a lot more complex and well thought out than the conversation I engage in with my friends. I can't tell you how many times I've gone to sociology class with a new idea to talk about because of Buffy or BB. And psychology too. And English... I've written 2 papers, 3 essays, and done an oral presentation on Buffy (I also did an oral presentation on Buffy in sociology class... forgot I was supposed to give a presentation and made it up in front of the class. Got a 99). I got A's on every school assignment I've done about Buffy. Season 6 and in particular Once More, With Feeling helped me so much this summer. Hearing Buffy sing in OMWF... I felt like her. Having those songs to relate to... and then being able to see what happened AFTER those songs.. and the epiphany in Grave... Oh and Xander's journey... being the deadbeat guy in his parent's basement and turning into a helpful useful person... and Spike's journey. Spike the most out of all of them. Watching Spike's journey showed me and taught me that it's never too late to become the person you want to become. If something's in your way, move it. You can be a better person, all you have to do is want it and work for it. And because of that, I've become a better person. My obsession with this show is not a bad thing. It's a good thing. and 3. Come on dad. I know you weren't serious but even pretending and suggesting to troll this forum is obnoxious as hell. Why couldn't he just be happy for me and move on? Why does have to be so goddamn obnoxious all the time?

 

[frankie]

Fed up! My dad is sick, he won't go to the doctor, or the hospital. Brought a doctor to the house today which made my dad furious and he said some very harsh stuff to me. Pissed off. I take care off him, pay his rent, buy his groceries and meds and he snaps at me. It would seem he thinks I'm ungrateful for all he's done for me. The man spent my childhood drunk. F**k him, maybe he should piss off and try getting that stuff done for him by his other 5 kids that couldn't be arsed to even visit. Think I'll go punch a wall.

 

[charmedones193]

I wish my internet would work!!!

Also my sister is driving me insane, so wants me to stay away from her boyfriend and for us to stop texting each other??? My mom thinks she's jealous because me and her boyfriend hang out a lot and all they do is argue lol! So I told my mom when ever he comes over I'll leave or stay somewhere else! I can't wait til I get my own place

 

[soulunsung]

Ugh! I've been having computer problems. Poor Hotch, I feel for him. *pets* He, apparently, hasn't been feeling too well lately. He's been over-heating a little bit, shutting himself down when he does so, and then tonight when I tried to shut him down before going to watch Criminal Minds, he was having a hard time even wanting to do that and I had to do a hard manual shut-down, which is something that I just don't like doing.

But, when I started him back up to check my email and to just check and make sure that he wasn't sick enough that he wouldn't re-start, he seemed to be working just fine. I'm getting worried guys, because he's my baby and I've done my best to baby him for the last year and a half. In July, it'll be two years and I'll have to re-new my warranty on him to stay covered, but this getting over-heated and shutting himself down two or three times, is about to make me bonkers.

So, I'm thinking of investing in a chill-mat and seeing how that works. I also keep him plugged in, as in always using the wall charter and I'm wondering if that could be partially the cause of the problems, like maybe I shouldn't be doing that and I should only be using the wall charger when I'm actually using him. I mean, my battery works just fine, but since I utilize him so often, it's just second nature for me to use the wall charger instead of running my battery down and all that.

Plus, I've been shutting him down whenever I'm going to be away from him for long stretches at a time. You guys have any other suggestions or tips, any advice?!

 

[Abbeycat]

Ugh. My dad's friend starts talking to me, I respond mostly with one word responses, like "No.", "Oh.", "Yeah.","Uh huh." In hopes that that will make him stop talking. I'm like clearly trying to leave the kitchen, I have the basement door open and he still talking to me! He just doesn't know when to shut up.

He telling me about sometime that he did karaoke some night, singing "Tik Tok" By Ke$ha and that ladies were slapping his ass. I was thinking , dude ! I DON'T care. And also thanks for the image. Gross!!

He sometimes follows you and continues to talk to you even when your walking away! He has done that to my stepmom once before. She told me about it. It's annoying. It's like we are clearly walking away so why follow and continue to talk!?