Things are pretty bad for me and most people I work with right now. We have been so slow for months at the restaurant I work at, much slower than last year. Many of us are looking for new jobs, but the whole service industry is struggling now in my area. People are feeling the strain of inflation and not going out to eat or drink as much. I have applied for several other jobs, but not gotten any call backs yet. I am good at getting work and it's been frankly sort of scary not getting any calls back. I've been trying to get into bartending for a while, but it's hard to get anyone to train you.
Thankfully, early next year I can get started on my career change into teaching, and plan to look into getting a teaching assistant job to start. I'll still have to work at a bar though because the assistant job pays very little. But it will be good experience and a good way for me to transition into my new career. But for now? I feel completely helpless with getting caught up on my finances, and also trying to pay off debt and I can't afford to save at all.
Overall, I've been very stressed and feeling very helpless as I get father and farther behind financially. I've had to borrow from several friends and family just to make my car payment and utilities.
On top of that, my little side hustle selling vintage on eBay, which has been a pretty steady source of income for me for years, is pretty much dead in the eater. Despite having almost a hundred nice items for sale in my shops, I've not sold anything in over a month. I do have a booth at a vintage market in May, but that's so far off. At least I know I have enough inventory for it.
I've become so desperate I am considering getting a roommate. I really, really don't want a roommate. I resent that I can't afford to live on my own, as I should be able to, as a person with two jobs, living modestly and in an area with a low cost of living. I love living alone with my dog. My house is very small, and I have an unusual schedule. I think it would be very hard to live with someone else.
Some things that have been helping me are I am practicing gratefulness daily for that which I do have. Also spending more time in nature is very beneficial for me. I found a lovely nature preserve nearby where I walk. I'm really enjoying the fall colors.
I want to feel hopeful for the upcoming year, but I have a feeling things won't get better. Inflation and the rising cost of living is killing me. I have no help here. I qualify for no aid.
Ways I have been saving money is by eating very simply and totally vegetarian, and shopping with coupons. I've also stopped using my oven completely. I also try to use the heat as little as possible.
I hope everyone is doing okay and hanging in there. These are hard times for sure for many of us.