Drug addicts come in all forms. They are not just people hooked on drugs or alcohol. They could also be people addicted to food, sex, etc. Do you think it's possible that someone could be addicted to drama?
Here's why I ask this.
From a very younge age I've lived a rough life. Girlfriend committing suicide, people dying, stalkers.. - I even died last year, and many many other things. So, drama has been an ever present factor in my life. When things get dramatic with me I either get very upset or very angry. When I get angry, my adrenaline rushes. Look at it this way. Crack is (in other terms) a cheaper form of cocaine, but it doesn't do as good a job. Drama could be as crack to me as adrenaline is to cocaine. Does that make sense? In other words, I use drama as a way to satisfy my adrenaline addiction because of how enthused I get with my rage. From the examples above -girlfriend dies = panic = adrenaline. people dying = sadness, sadness turns to anger = adrenaline. stalkers + danger = adrenaline. Maybe I'm more of an adrenaline junky than a drama junky. Because I can make drama out of little things. For example, last night on my way home from work I asked my roommate if he wanted anything because I was stopping at McDonalds. He said he wanted blah blah blah and then said how our friend wanted whatever. My mind started with "well what the hell? im not gettin them anything. i didnt say im stopping for two people too!" and I know in my head that that isn't a logical way to think. But that's almost my body's mechanism, create something out or nothing so my adrenaline goes off.
Does this sound crazy? Just figured I'd ask. I've also never done drugs, but what I referenced above is what I've heard. Don't do drugs, yall.
Here's why I ask this.
From a very younge age I've lived a rough life. Girlfriend committing suicide, people dying, stalkers.. - I even died last year, and many many other things. So, drama has been an ever present factor in my life. When things get dramatic with me I either get very upset or very angry. When I get angry, my adrenaline rushes. Look at it this way. Crack is (in other terms) a cheaper form of cocaine, but it doesn't do as good a job. Drama could be as crack to me as adrenaline is to cocaine. Does that make sense? In other words, I use drama as a way to satisfy my adrenaline addiction because of how enthused I get with my rage. From the examples above -girlfriend dies = panic = adrenaline. people dying = sadness, sadness turns to anger = adrenaline. stalkers + danger = adrenaline. Maybe I'm more of an adrenaline junky than a drama junky. Because I can make drama out of little things. For example, last night on my way home from work I asked my roommate if he wanted anything because I was stopping at McDonalds. He said he wanted blah blah blah and then said how our friend wanted whatever. My mind started with "well what the hell? im not gettin them anything. i didnt say im stopping for two people too!" and I know in my head that that isn't a logical way to think. But that's almost my body's mechanism, create something out or nothing so my adrenaline goes off.
Does this sound crazy? Just figured I'd ask. I've also never done drugs, but what I referenced above is what I've heard. Don't do drugs, yall.
