I'm dreading Christmas. I'm usually a really positive person but this is the one time of year that everything sucks- I have disowned my mother and don't really see the rest of my family who are scattered over Europe so the family thing is not possible. My girlfriend is with her family and obviously I'm not going to invite myself to my friends houses at this time of year. I do get a few presents but this is tarnished by the fact that I have pretty much bought everything I want and I don't value many possessions very highly. At least I can get stuck into a nice Christmas Turkey, right? I'm a Vegetarian so no I can't, and don't want to. Anyway, cooking an elaborate meal for one is stupid.
Part of the reason I've posted so much on here the past few days is to keep my mind occupied and try to forget about the Christmas thing, but it's not really something you can escape from when it dominates the media and peoples mindset so much. Thankfully I'm working so that will keep me partly occupied, and as soon as boxing day is over life will return to normal and I will once again be perfectly content. As it is though, the following three days have been the worst part of every year since I was eight years old. I wish I had the ability to hibernate and forget they even existed.
Apologies for the rant, I do hope you all have a great Christmas 🙂
