Darling Faithy
I feel saintlike
Ok for awhile now, ive been debating if i should or not put up some of my work, but i figure what the hell ahaha, so heres a couple of poems and songs that ive written all by me lonesome..ahaha
First Poem
What i'm made of
My eyes couldnt see until they met yours, my heart couldnt beat until it beat with yours, my hands couldnt hold until they held yours. I couldnt love until my love met yours. I looked into your eyes and saw my soulmate, I felt my heartbeat slower as with every kiss you laid upon my lips. My hands trembled every time they touched yours.
I had waited for a feeling like this, I waited so long for that one special kiss, you gave me my world and took it in the palm of your hand. I gave you my love and you took it tenderly, and then I took your name as we spoke those vows to each other, you are my everything, and I never take that for granted, every moment I have is yours, every day I have is devoted to you.
Our life began the moment i met you, and I never want to end, we'll go through trials and bumpy roads, and i'll have your hand through this entire time, you'll guide me through this world, and i'll never fall, because I have your love, and you have mine, and to me baby, we have it all.
second poem
Damaged
Tortured souls in the eyes of a lover, no darkness has seeped into the mind, no bruises upon the young ones lip. We are not born damaged, we are not bron perfect, we are a mold, a work of art that is either destroyed ir harvested. No angst passes our thoughts, no pain haunts our dreams, we are free of this binding. Society builds the fear. Fear and horror that seeps into our beings, it is part of growth. Life without fear is not life itself.
No swimming pool of hope to live in, no waters to wash our sins, looking for an escape, but always clawing at the unreachable goal. Life locks us in and leaves us to die, to finish out our decay in the shells we made for ourselves. Society formed us, but we made ourselves. We deepened the wounds with our nonchalant idle thoughts, we overanalyze the anguish that doesn't exist, and the ghosts of our pasts seep into our brains until relapse upon ourselves. We can not truly be happy until we have felt pain, no tear has passed our eyes uncleansed. The fire within comes with a chill, and there is no hope in this world for us.
first song
I don't love you anymore
I used to need you,
I used to see you,
I wanted you right next to me.
Every night you'd visit my dreams
Never thought you would leave
Always knew that we'd be together
and now im sitting here alone
I know i shouldnt be waiting here by the phone
but your voice i need to hear
just so my eyes wont shed a tear
I dont love you anymore
I dont need you anymore
Dont come knockin at my door
cuz i wont be there anymore
I had nothing to gain
but you kept me sane
until i lost you
you were my everything
and i tried to hard to hate you
There was no tears that you could see
no more care you gave into me
you left me broken up
and i couldn't get up
you expected me to live
but you just wouldn't give
you left me here alone
I dont love you anymore
I dont need you anymore
I can't believe how i was erased
you threw it in my face
You can't expect me to love you.
you cant expect me to be here for you.
I tried so long to make things right
but you werent interested in my fight
you moved on and thought i should too
but does she know you lied to her too
Now you need be as a friend
and i cant care or i be there to tend
Im your girl no longer
and somehow its made me stronger.
I knew you'd make me cry
but i always thought you be here to keep me dry
I was so wrong and i didnt know what to do
and now im better off without you
you cant tell me not to worry
because i dont, not about you.
I dont love you anymore
I dont need you anymore
But is all ok
because you're not here to stay.
Second song
Save
You wont forgive me
I can't forgive myself
not strong enough
to be
what you need me to be
I'm lost without your breath
too tired to keep fighting
and i know ive lost it
[chours]
You can't save me from myself
in the dark she lies
you cant save yourself
too many times you've tried.
All hell must rise now
to save the girl you once knew
broken, shattered, faded again
and you, you wont save a friend.
your memory it fades in time
the courage you left behind,
theres not so much time
so let her lie
[chours]
you cant save me from myself
in the dark she lies
you cant save yourself
too many times you've tried.
You'll let her fall before
you bear to lose it all
go on go away
theres nothing left for you to say
leave her to bleed
leave her to scream
because you cant save me
you cant save you...
The last one is my favorite! 🙂
First Poem
What i'm made of
My eyes couldnt see until they met yours, my heart couldnt beat until it beat with yours, my hands couldnt hold until they held yours. I couldnt love until my love met yours. I looked into your eyes and saw my soulmate, I felt my heartbeat slower as with every kiss you laid upon my lips. My hands trembled every time they touched yours.
I had waited for a feeling like this, I waited so long for that one special kiss, you gave me my world and took it in the palm of your hand. I gave you my love and you took it tenderly, and then I took your name as we spoke those vows to each other, you are my everything, and I never take that for granted, every moment I have is yours, every day I have is devoted to you.
Our life began the moment i met you, and I never want to end, we'll go through trials and bumpy roads, and i'll have your hand through this entire time, you'll guide me through this world, and i'll never fall, because I have your love, and you have mine, and to me baby, we have it all.
second poem
Damaged
Tortured souls in the eyes of a lover, no darkness has seeped into the mind, no bruises upon the young ones lip. We are not born damaged, we are not bron perfect, we are a mold, a work of art that is either destroyed ir harvested. No angst passes our thoughts, no pain haunts our dreams, we are free of this binding. Society builds the fear. Fear and horror that seeps into our beings, it is part of growth. Life without fear is not life itself.
No swimming pool of hope to live in, no waters to wash our sins, looking for an escape, but always clawing at the unreachable goal. Life locks us in and leaves us to die, to finish out our decay in the shells we made for ourselves. Society formed us, but we made ourselves. We deepened the wounds with our nonchalant idle thoughts, we overanalyze the anguish that doesn't exist, and the ghosts of our pasts seep into our brains until relapse upon ourselves. We can not truly be happy until we have felt pain, no tear has passed our eyes uncleansed. The fire within comes with a chill, and there is no hope in this world for us.
first song
I don't love you anymore
I used to need you,
I used to see you,
I wanted you right next to me.
Every night you'd visit my dreams
Never thought you would leave
Always knew that we'd be together
and now im sitting here alone
I know i shouldnt be waiting here by the phone
but your voice i need to hear
just so my eyes wont shed a tear
I dont love you anymore
I dont need you anymore
Dont come knockin at my door
cuz i wont be there anymore
I had nothing to gain
but you kept me sane
until i lost you
you were my everything
and i tried to hard to hate you
There was no tears that you could see
no more care you gave into me
you left me broken up
and i couldn't get up
you expected me to live
but you just wouldn't give
you left me here alone
I dont love you anymore
I dont need you anymore
I can't believe how i was erased
you threw it in my face
You can't expect me to love you.
you cant expect me to be here for you.
I tried so long to make things right
but you werent interested in my fight
you moved on and thought i should too
but does she know you lied to her too
Now you need be as a friend
and i cant care or i be there to tend
Im your girl no longer
and somehow its made me stronger.
I knew you'd make me cry
but i always thought you be here to keep me dry
I was so wrong and i didnt know what to do
and now im better off without you
you cant tell me not to worry
because i dont, not about you.
I dont love you anymore
I dont need you anymore
But is all ok
because you're not here to stay.
Second song
Save
You wont forgive me
I can't forgive myself
not strong enough
to be
what you need me to be
I'm lost without your breath
too tired to keep fighting
and i know ive lost it
[chours]
You can't save me from myself
in the dark she lies
you cant save yourself
too many times you've tried.
All hell must rise now
to save the girl you once knew
broken, shattered, faded again
and you, you wont save a friend.
your memory it fades in time
the courage you left behind,
theres not so much time
so let her lie
[chours]
you cant save me from myself
in the dark she lies
you cant save yourself
too many times you've tried.
You'll let her fall before
you bear to lose it all
go on go away
theres nothing left for you to say
leave her to bleed
leave her to scream
because you cant save me
you cant save you...
The last one is my favorite! 🙂
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