in my 5th year i had only 2 other girls in my class.. but i didn't like them very much, so i hang out more w/the boys..i was alwayas like this...playing football, wrestling and running w/ the boys.. it was probably because i didn't like the most part of the girls and what they talked and played.. but in the 8/9th grade i started to get bored w/the boys and now most of my friends are gils, but there still 2/3real boys left from the playground time..
i guess that who you hang on would probably affect your personality... i still have a lot of problems at being caring and showing my feelings (boy's influence... here, it's almost seen as a weekness to a boy to cry e.g.), but in reputation didn't even care... there was always whispers and gigles when i passed on the hall talking to a boy..it still happens..i just think they are imature and stupid, a girl can be friend w/boys...there are still great boys that can be happy just by being your friends...you have to look hard but they exist...
so my advice: if the rest of the girls bug you: F*ck them.. as long as you are happy w/yourself and what you have become what do other people mather?🙂
