Dear Diary,
This is going to be my second to last entry. Someone happened today. Something big. My last entry ended with me going downstairs, to a meeting. I can tell you what happened during the meeting, but I can't begin to describe what raced through my head or what I was feeling. Buffy walked into the room and picked up the Scythe. She told us how she hated evil and that she was chosen to fight it. Then she continued, saying that we have to make a choice. It turns out that tomorrow morning, Willow is gunna use the Scythe to make EVERY potential Slayer into a real Slayer. Once that is complete, Buffy is leading the army of Slayers down into the Hellmouth and we are going to face off against the army of Turak-hon vampires. I don't know how I should feel about this. Happy? Scared? I don't know. I mean, I'm happy that I'm going to be a Slayer, a Chosen One, but I don't want to go down and fight an army of ubervampires my first few minutes as Slayer. I won't be alone. Now there are going to be hundreds of girls, just like me, and Buffy, and Faith, and girls all through the years that we've never known. I will be one small paragraph in the book of Slayers. I intend to go down into that Hellmouth. I intend to kill those basterds who threaten the world. And I intend the leave my mark on the world. Because, I will be a Slayer. I will have the power going through my veins and I'll be able to feel what other girls have felt for 1000's of years. I can't wait. The First better watch his ass.
*~Stephanie~*