thetopher
Member of the Church Of Faith
From Spike's perspective? Perhaps, but not quite. From his very first episode his quest to kill Buffy was mixed with a twisted desire. He gets off on the violence, as he states, so he gets off on fighting her. Even when she kicks his ass on the regular he keeps on returning to Sunnydale to try and kill her.
As of S4 Spike shows seething contempt for Buffy and all her friends but obviously with Buffy there is the promise on one day he will get his violent kill with no shocks to the brain.
I do wonder if the chip shocked him in his sleep when he was dreaming about killing. Not fantasizing like he was when awake but unconsciously when he couldn't control it? It would explain why his dreams turned from 'kill' to 'kiss', as a defense mechanism to spare the pain.
Anyway his obsession changed in its nature and he so he ended up loving Buffy, but that wasn't exactly the same as what we saw in 'Something Blue'; in 'Something Blue' Spike still has a bit of sass and doesn't really have any desire to change for Buffy- asking her to give up the slaying, for example- whereas later on he is trying to change for her, he spends a lot of S5 learning how, and then for much of S6 showing why is isn't nearly enough.
Thinking about it I'm not sure I buy Spike's S7 declarations. He's tormented by visions, blacking out and murdering people and such, I'm not sure he's stable enough that I could say that his emotions are strong and sincere. Maybe its more projection; he's a romantic after all.
From Buffy's? Nope. She shows contempt for Spike for everything post S5 'Crush', then its disgust, then its confusion. There's some lust in S6 mixed in with her own self-loathing. Then in S7 her guilt is the thing guiding her in regards to Spike 'being a kind of man' and her investment in that. But it was never love.
As of S4 Spike shows seething contempt for Buffy and all her friends but obviously with Buffy there is the promise on one day he will get his violent kill with no shocks to the brain.
I do wonder if the chip shocked him in his sleep when he was dreaming about killing. Not fantasizing like he was when awake but unconsciously when he couldn't control it? It would explain why his dreams turned from 'kill' to 'kiss', as a defense mechanism to spare the pain.
Anyway his obsession changed in its nature and he so he ended up loving Buffy, but that wasn't exactly the same as what we saw in 'Something Blue'; in 'Something Blue' Spike still has a bit of sass and doesn't really have any desire to change for Buffy- asking her to give up the slaying, for example- whereas later on he is trying to change for her, he spends a lot of S5 learning how, and then for much of S6 showing why is isn't nearly enough.
Thinking about it I'm not sure I buy Spike's S7 declarations. He's tormented by visions, blacking out and murdering people and such, I'm not sure he's stable enough that I could say that his emotions are strong and sincere. Maybe its more projection; he's a romantic after all.
From Buffy's? Nope. She shows contempt for Spike for everything post S5 'Crush', then its disgust, then its confusion. There's some lust in S6 mixed in with her own self-loathing. Then in S7 her guilt is the thing guiding her in regards to Spike 'being a kind of man' and her investment in that. But it was never love.