Why can't one goddamn thing go right in my life? Sooo close to my goal of stretching my ears to a certain size and what happens? I've been feeling this tiny, little but constant ache in the right lobe all day and I finally decided to just see what was up. I remove the thingy...and there's blood everywhere! Dammit! Now I have to wait for it to heal, which probably means that it'll shrink back to its original size and I'll have to start all over again! The most frustrating thing about it, is that I did everything right, did the same thing I've always done, so what the frick happened?!?
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