OK so my cousin now had her baby. And...I hate it. I hate this little baby! Why do I hate something that just entered this world? Something I never met? Because that damn baby represents everything that destroyed the friendship between me and my cousin. I feel let down, hurt, betrayed, and full of anger without any chance of ever getting rid of it. She was my best friend, and suddenly just moved to the other side of the country, suddenly had a boyfriend, and suddenly, at the age of 18, was pregnant. Whaddoyaknow. Best friends and I never saw any of it coming. Of course some people are like my mother "Just go to her and say you're sorry. Stop being stubborn."
I have to say sorry? For what? For being deserted, and left with a feeling I just stepped in the biggest cowdung without my shoes on? She has been so stupid throughout our childhood, and I was always there to reason her. To stop her from cutting herself, taking drugs, and do other stupid stuff. And then she gets preggo! I can't even express my dismay! She is one of those people who are just not mature enough to get a child...EVER!