Vent #14

[Sweetescape]

I have to go to the dentist tomorrow,by bus so that means waking up at 8am to get ready,so I can leave the house by 9 so that I can walk to the nearest bus stop and get the 9:30 bus. Then I have an hour to wait in town before my appointment,the buses only come once and hour so I have to get the 9:30 bus. Then i have to have my tooth pulled out which is going to leave me with a whole in the roof of my mouth,which is probably gonna bleed,now I can't walk around spitting out blood everywhere and I don't want to swallow it. Then I've got to walk the mile back home from the bus stop, I hope it doesn't rain.

 

[Aly Fan]

My Gran is coming up to visit me for a week, and i feel like such a bitch because i really don't want her to. See, she suffers from really bad Alzhiemers, and i am really not in the best place mentally at the moment to deal with it. It's the most horrific thing when she says, "Hi, I'm Stuart's granny, who are you?" (Stuart is my brother)...or she'll just repeat the same thing over and over and not realise she's doing it at all...it's horrible seeing someone you care about be like that...and have to smile the way through it...it's soul destroying..🙁

 

[Perny]

I miss some of the Dolls!

 

[Sweetescape]

Wondering if pain all be it a dull ache causes you to be sleepy? Im unusually tired to say ive been sleeping at 4am for like 2/3 weeks. Hmmmmmm, the pans not painkiller worthy either,i hate painkillers i never us them.

 

[luckystar]

Not one, two, but three damn banks I had to go to today, insanity and the panic because there shutting down for one day, people sigh.

 

[Lemon]

I get no respect in this house! At all. And it's been building up so I just LOST it over something so small. My sister asked "Do we have The Strangers?"

Now normally, I'd be totally fine with it but I flipped out saying there is no WE, it is MINE. She was scared. But understood. I let her borrow it with a vague disclaimer. (sw)

But the point is...I NEED to move out.

 

[definition of insane]

I found out one of my best friends back in Oz is moving up North. This is a friend who I've had since high school and we've gone though all sorts of humours and heartaches together. And I find out by an fb status that is a few days old that she's moving away and she didn't even tell me. It made me realise I haven spoken to any of my friends back home for months. And that's my fault as much as theirs, but it breaks my heart to think that I've been forgotten by people I've known and loved for years.