Vent #3

[anyatara]

I stumbled across the Xander/Dawn appreciation thread. Dander *Shudders*

I don't want a repeat of how my life used to be. I don't want to have a bunch of people who don't even know me talking about me, and feeling completely depressed. Yet, it's starting again. People were whispering about me, for no apparent reason - And yet, they don't seem aware that when they're sat right behind me, I can hear them talking. I have eighteen long months left at school, and whereas I know everyone always says that the days you have in school are the best ones of your life...I don't care, I truly can't wait to get away from everyone who thinks it's really mature to make comments about someone they don't even know.

 

[Flannen]

I stumbled across the Xander/Dawn appreciation thread. Dander *Shudders*

I don't want a repeat of how my life used to be. I don't want to have a bunch of people who don't even know me talking about me, and feeling completely depressed. Yet, it's starting again. People were whispering about me, for no apparent reason - And yet, they don't seem aware that when they're sat right behind me, I can hear them talking. I have eighteen long months left at school, and whereas I know everyone always says that the days you have in school are the best ones of your life...I don't care, I truly can't wait to get away from everyone who thinks it's really mature to make comments about someone they don't even know.

My last couple of years at high school were awful. I had a lot of people against me and can relate to how you feel right now and I know it hurts but trust me when I say that the best thing you can do is to go in every day and hold your head up high. It's tough and it took me too long to do it myself but if you can do that, nothing can touch you.

You're right they don't know you, so sod 'em. Sounds easier than it is, I know, but it's true. Don't hang on to the hurt or the anger otherwise, like me, you'll carry it around with you for too many years afterwards. Let it go now, it's much harder to do it later in life.

Don't wait for them to grow up, be the better person now and that person will stay with you for the rest of your life! 🙂

 

[anyatara]

I just remembered I have an injection tomorrow. I feel sick thinking about it; I haven't had one since I was four, and they absolutely terrify me. The thought of having something poking through my skin into my veins...Oh God, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna pass out at school tomorrow.

 

[Sweetescape]

Incredibly crap tearful day.

 

[anyatara]

My injection arm hurts like crazy. Getting it was fine, but the pain now is really, really strong.

 

[Fusions2]

Some friends are just... grrr. I give people a second chance thinking they've changed and underneath it all their still the same, selfish, scared, immature brats who think coming and going is acceptable in a friendship. Not anymore it isn't. Learn to grow up before you claim you know whats best for yourself.

Rant over

(Not to everyone on here, your all lovely hehe)

 

[Xander's Girl]

I'm bored and getting a really bad headache again which isn't good since a few weeks ago I suffered a bad head and my arm is throbbing pretty badly at the moment.

 

[anyatara]

My arm hurts like crazy. Plus, yet again people seem to enjoy having a go at me, then when I ignore it all I get is grief for ignoring them. Why do I bother, sometimes? Urgh.

 

[BillyidolwannaB]

Ugh.My mind aint been right since i had a blackout cos of alcohol last night. The hell happened? Literally, 1 minute i'm in living room watching telly and drinking, waiting for food to cook, next thing i know i wake up in bed at 4am with a beer and ashtray spilled all over my bed. Is this what alcoholics go through lol. Sod this drinking caper. I see this as a positive though. This aint realitylol

 

[anyatara]

I felt so isolated today. These bitchy girls in the year above me (Plus one in year seven, even though she's horrible, she's so adorable. She's really bad at being mean. 😉) started being really, really horrible to my friends and I at dinner time. Everyone else just ignored them, and even though none of the comments were pinpointed at me, I slowly slipped out of the group, 'cause I couldn't stand them trying to act like nothing was happening. I hate when that happens.

 

[captain peroxide]

Ugh.My mind aint been right since i had a blackout cos of alcohol last night. The hell happened? Literally, 1 minute i'm in living room watching telly and drinking, waiting for food to cook, next thing i know i wake up in bed at 4am with a beer and ashtray spilled all over my bed. Is this what alcoholics go through lol. Sod this drinking caper. I see this as a positive though. This aint realitylol

Bloody hell, this remine's me of me. I call it the time warped theory. I lose all sense of time, then wake up in a heap next to a bottle of Jack Dee's.
My dog Brand ate my dinner🙁 He's a Rotty, and needs a bloomin' diet. I put it on the floor for a micro second, wham, all gone when i return again.

Do they do stomach stapling for dogs..........?

 

[Sweetescape]

Oh got Christ sake, I sent of my passport form and I've got to go have a ****ing interview. Just to check I'm actually me. For God sake, how much does a 18 year old girl look like a Fraud?!?!

 

[anyatara]

My feet are cold. I dislike it, thus I wanted to vent.

 

[riceballalien]

My stepdad has cancer...I missed my favorite band preforming...I don't have enough money to go to the college anymore...and I started smoking because I am so stressed. I am my families and friends emotional rock..and I am starting to break. I wish I had someone to lean on for me. 🙁

Sorry if this sounds a bit emo...I had a hard last couple of months.

 

[Bluebird]

I've got a stinking hangover. But at least I have the day off work, so that's good I guess.

 

[Spike Angelus]

More snow and ice are on the way.
I really don't like winter.

 

[Skanky Vamp]

I hate people. Period. I mean sometimes I really do. Lock me up, I plead guilty to misanthrope. If I ask you 'why cant I do this' I dont want you to tell me 'you dont want to do it that way anyway' yeah, actually I do thats why I friggin asked you how I can. If I tell you I want something duplicated.. that means duplicated the damn thing not rotate it 90 degree before you 'duplicate' it. And Adobe? Let me bend over and drop some tasty morsels for all the disdain I have for you right now. Would it be too much of a trouble if I dont go thru the 'community' and speak to a person via email or phone? You arrogant bastards think you can treat the customer anyway you want just because you have a monopoly and have handcuffed us? Well... sadly you're right. But hey, at least I got to vent. I was good.. I was going to punch the wall but I decided to refrain.

 

[anyatara]

Colds sucks. Honestly, I keep getting nose bleeds and my nose is really, really bunged up. I hate this.

 

[Bluebird]

I'm dead tired, not slept a lot in the last 2 days, and also I had to have 3 fillings this morning. Which cost me £30, ugh. And apparently I have to get another 5 next week. Fuuuuuuuun.

 

[Nix]

I have a very ill daughter bless her she has a bad viral infection and a massively high temperature poor thing. I'm so worried about her, she is 3 years old and spent the entire day on the sofa doing nothing but watching tv and trying wipe her nose. I hope she feels better soon.