I miss money 🙁
I used to work every week-end but I had to stop because I couldn't keep up with my studies. It's been month I don't have any incomes. I know it shouldn't matter because I have the chance to have a mum who pays pretty much everything to me, but I was addict to the feeling of being able to buy myself anything I wanted so that my mum spent less money for me. I bought, for my studies, a Mac (999 euros), the Adobe suite (220 euros) and I still have to buy a reflex (about 500 euros if I'm very lucky, otherwise 600 or 700 euros). I also have many books to buy. My mum is willing to pay for this, but I don't want her to because she already has the loan to pay, the food...So I miss working because I could buy expansive (and always useful) stuff without thinking "Damn, I don't have any incomes!". It's just depressing to have no incomes when you used to be paid 400euros/month 🙁