Vent Here!

[zobothehobo]

Ok so now my dad comes in here and asks what I'm smiling about and I say "Savannah mailed my letter today!!!" And dad was like "Is that one of your made up online friends?' and I was like "Dad, she's not made up. And yes, she's an online friend of mine. And I love her very much." And dad said "You don't love her, you don't know her. In a month, you'll find a new made up person online to care about and you'll forget all about her. Your sick obsession with having friends online is just that, sick." I LOVE the fact that I have friends online. I LOVE the fact I have friends all over the world. the internet is an amazing tool. Because of it, me, a 19 year old girl can have friends ALL OVER THE WORLD! I love it! I'm really irritated he feels the need to judge me and be rude about my online friends. Shouldn't he be excited about how cultured his daughter is being? And who the hell is he to tell me I don't love my friends. I do.

 

[Tillow4ever]

Ok so now my dad comes in here and asks what I'm smiling about and I say "Savannah mailed my letter today!!!" And dad was like "Is that one of your made up online friends?' and I was like "Dad, she's not made up. And yes, she's an online friend of mine. And I love her very much." And dad said "You don't love her, you don't know her. In a month, you'll find a new made up person online to care about and you'll forget all about her. Your sick obsession with having friends online is just that, sick." I LOVE the fact that I have friends online. I LOVE the fact I have friends all over the world. the internet is an amazing tool. Because of it, me, a 19 year old girl can have friends ALL OVER THE WORLD! I love it! I'm really irritated he feels the need to judge me and be rude about my online friends. Shouldn't he be excited about how cultured his daughter is being? And who the hell is he to tell me I don't love my friends. I do.

How rude....... I'm sorry, Zoe... =/ I love my online friends too! Including you and Savvy!

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zobothehobo agrees: You two are my sisters! I love you two and I will never stop!

Awww, I love you two too!!!!!! 😀

I have something to vent about, I have to pee super bad, but I don't want to get up, because I am so focused on BB. ARGH!

 

[Doppelgang]

I'm fed up of false dawns, you keep thinking something new and different is going to happen in your life, but before long you find yourself in the same old pattern. 😕 You try different things, meet different people, but always end up back where you started, why is that?

 

[StarSlayer]

Grrr...argh!! The power went out in my neighborhood. There's no thunderstorm, just snow but not even heavy storm. Ugh, I have to change my study schedule now, which I don't like to do.
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[Username]

I'm really nervous right now, I hate this feeling.

 

[Washburne]

This fever. Being sick is never fun naturally, but this isn't a good time.

Something small since I'm in the mood for it. It's great when people find others to be around that they like. When their behaviour/tone get more aggressive and rude (in comparison to how they were before. Not like they'll win a "most rude award".) it get me down though. All the "hate" is just depressing me. Don't get me wrong. Of course people should be able to dislike/hate things. It's more the way it's expressed. I shouldn't be so sensitive.

 

[Goldilocks]

I'm getting sick -_- today my heart went crazy and my so did my blood pressure.. and I do not sleep well lately.. (im a whiner)

 

[Abbeycat]

Still haven't received my blood & urine test results in the mail and haven't received a phone call either. In another week or two, it'll be a month since I got this all done. I'm getting very antsy! I'm always disappointed when I'm checking the mail for the letter from my hospital.

 

[goodbyetonight]

My depression is starting to flare up again. Sigh. I just hate myself so damn much.

 

[Willow My Love]

Had to drop my class due to pneumonia... makes me sad.

 

[zobothehobo]

My depression is starting to flare up again. Sigh. I just hate myself so damn much.

Don't hate yourself! O used to and I'm glad I don't anymore

 

[goodbyetonight]

Don't hate yourself! O used to and I'm glad I don't anymore

I try not to, but it always happens. I hate myself the most for my gf breaking up with me a year ago. Even though she said it wasn't my fault, I still blame myself and feel like I could have done things differently to prevent it from happening. After all this time, I'm still not over her. I feel like such an idiot. 🙁

 

[Username]

I needed to mail a letter today, and it takes me a while to walk to the nearest mailbox, usually I don't mind walking but there's ice everywhere so walking anywhere right now is just a pain, but I walked all the way over there and then when I'm about
put the letter in the box I see that I forgot to put a stamp on the letter.
I am not going back there again tonight... sigh

 

[GrrArghx]

I usually don't care what people think, but when someone calls me self-centered, that just pisses me off to no end. And, it's like... everyone thinks I am. It infuriates me.

I have social anxiety, so I guess the reason people think I am is because that prevents from being all open and these-are-my-feelings!, but I am so far from selfish that I can't even... just ugh.

UGH!

 

[Willow My Love]

I can't breathe properly. I feel like I'm constantly out of breath and no matter how hard I try I can't breathe normally. This is horrible. I understand how people with emphyzema must feel. This is why I need to quit smoking.

Speaking of which, knowing I pneumonia, my person asks me do I want a cigarette... I have a lung infection, I think not.

 

[prophecygrrl]

I hate my economics teacher. He's such a jerk, I can't stand it. This is the same teacher who made fun of people with Down Syndrome that I complained about months earlier on a Vent thread... He apologized after I called him out on it, but today in class was a fun mix of classism and sexism from him, and he was tolerating racist comments from students. What a wonderful environment. /sarcasm
I could rage about this guy for days. I'm so glad I'm out of that classroom in a few short weeks.

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zobothehobo agrees: can't you report him or something?

Probably, but I doubt anything would happen to him and that anyone would take me seriously. Most of the class was laughing along with him at his offensive jokes. They weren't too horribly offensive or anything, but definitely not appropriate for the classroom and they bugged me. Funny thing is that there was another teacher standing in the back of the classroom today, but he was contributing to the racism. Bleh. It's not an environment I feel comfortable in, but it's also not one that I feel safe reporting.

Another thing to vent about. My classmates and their awful behavior. But at least they have the excuse of being immature teenagers...😛

 

[zobothehobo]

I hate my economics teacher. He's such a jerk, I can't stand it. This is the same teacher who made fun of people with Down Syndrome that I complained about months earlier on a Vent thread... He apologized after I called him out on it, but today in class was a fun mix of classism and sexism from him, and he was tolerating racist comments from students. What a wonderful environment. /sarcasm
I could rage about this guy for days. I'm so glad I'm out of that classroom in a few short weeks.

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Probably, but I doubt anything would happen to him and that anyone would take me seriously. Most of the class was laughing along with him at his offensive jokes. They weren't too horribly offensive or anything, but definitely not appropriate for the classroom and they bugged me. Funny thing is that there was another teacher standing in the back of the classroom today, but he was contributing to the racism. Bleh. It's not an environment I feel comfortable in, but it's also not one that I feel safe reporting.

Another thing to vent about. My classmates and their awful behavior. But at least they have the excuse of being immature teenagers...😛

In high school I was in marching band. Our band director is notorious for his rude obnoxious remarks. One day my Junior year (actually the year we went to the Rose Bowl) he said something along the lines of "Oh my god, you guys are so f***ing sloppy! You look like Jews! What's next, you going to try to bleed me out of every penny I've got?!" A guy (who actually wasn't Jewish) lied and said he was Jewish and was greatly offended by JR's comments. JR didn't get in too much trouble because for some unknown reason, he's above the law (he hits his students too. I have permanent bruises from his drum sticks). But it did lead to a full out investigation. A member of the school board asked each band member questions about JR and his offensive language and behavior. I think if JR didn't have the nice fancy connections probably obtained by blackmailing and/or being someone's literal f*** buddy he might have actually gotten fired for that.

My point is you never know... it's worth a shot.

 

[Marisa]

I seriously hate almost all of my family. They are some of the rudest, lying, delusional and above all that they are hypocrites.
My "wonderful" grandmother who has done nothing all my life but make me feel like you know what is the worst of them all. She has always picked on me and told me the meanest things I think the nicest thing she says is happy birthday. I sometimes wish I would have never had to know her she is so evil. She is always talking down to my mother and everyone else who is not her biological child. Her daughter gets gets gets and never has to worry about a darn thing. My mom a single mom works hard to get by and makes the mistake of asking her FATHER for some help and she can't wait to rub it in her face and demand the money at that moment when my mother already told her the date she could give it to her. At this time when my mother has cried because of this before she talks about her 2,000 dollar floors and what else she needs to buy without a care in the world. The best part is it isnt even her money she can't work because she is so crazy and no one can deal with her. But her daughter gets and does wrong but no one can say anything about that or your not aloud to talk to my grandfather and taken out of the will. She once told me that none of "those children" talking about my mom and her brothers were going to get to go to my grandpas funeral when he dies. Yet my mom buys her a mothers day gift every year even though she is not her mother has never acted like her mother or anything like a normal nice person to her. She does it for her dad because he suffers with that woman.
The worst part of it all is I do like my grandfather but it just isn't worth it anymore.

 

[Goldilocks]

I am *so* sleepy.. but I guess it's my own fault, because I stayed up until 2 am talking with my brother.

 

[zobothehobo]

Marisa agrees: Thanks Zobo it just sucks because no one can actually talk about anything you know?

I know. My family's got it's share of dysfunction too. I know how difficult it can be. My situation's not quite like yours but family dysfunction sucks. Especially big stuff like that.

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So I've been trying to count how many rep points you can use in 24 hours... but to do that I have to go 24 hours without using any rep. It's AWFUL! I keep forgetting and then I'm like "Damn! Well I'll just start now." And then I forget again! I'm thinking about asking the mods to disable my ability to give rep for 24 hours so I can do this.