Vent?

[Ms.Trick]

I just hate it when people don't wait for me. I was supposed to go eat a pizza with two friends of my school, and when they are together, they always walk super fast. I naturally walk slowly but today I got a really bad cold, I'm exhausted and I can hardly breath with my nose and when I breath with my mouth, my throat hurts. So they walk super fast and I manage to keep up for a bit but I slowly start to be far from them. First a bit behind, then they are like a meter further than me so I say something very loudly so that they would hear me and maybe realize I'm super far from them. No answer, they keep walking at their fudging we-have-no-time-pace. So I think "Heck. I'm tired, they are not waiting for me anyway so I will go on to my own pace."
They were like 6 meters away from me and I was stuck because of the traffic, I was waiting for the green light to cross the street. Then, they finally decided to turn around to see where I was.
I used my very personnal body/sign langage to say "Keep walking I'm coming". But I was so upset and exhausted that I finally decided to get back home. It's not like they would miss me anyway.

They are both great individually, but when they are together you just feel like a useless big annoying nothing. It often happens, I can be in class with one and chat with her during the pause, when the other arrives, I'm just facing a back. I can say something and be totally ignored, even tough they are not talking with each other at all. Sometimes they go the same way to get back home so I say "See you!" but they are already gone and don't even say goodbye.
But when one of the other is alone, or needs to talk, there is time to wait for me, I suddenly exist again.

 

[Elfangor]

Sick of feeling nauseous in the morning.

 

[Christopher]

I can't believe the way some of you let others walk over you and treat you like shit, I wish there was a was to magically inject some self respect into people. While not completely applicable I'm reminded of my favourite quote: 'Those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind'. Apply this to your life where possible, just cut off people that treat you like shit if they don't change when you confront them. Life's too short to spend it with pricks.

 

[Goldilocks]

I'm starting to feel hungry, but I'm too lazy to go to the kitchen -_-

 

[This Year's Girl]

I went to shower when My dad was visiting my mum that I'm visiting for the holiday. When I came out of the shower My dad was smoking indoors in the kitchen. I have pneumonia, so I had to quickly walk away and go lock myself in My mums bedroom and open a window. This is a really small Apartment so it's not like it's helping. And its not like it's good to have an open window when I have pneumonia. My chest hurts now 🙁

 

[methos]

trying so hard to get some writing done but my muse is seriously not cooperating today

M

 

[Goldilocks]

Gotta go outside the house 🙁 geez.. it's -15 here.
But I'll do it anyway.. for Russell Brand 😀

 

[Big Damn Hero]

As of yesterday, I was over two years free from self harm. And three years free from overdosing.

Haha. And I can't get a docs or psych appointment until wayyy in the new year.

 

[luckystar]

This endless snow is gone way beyond the joke, people stranged in airports, others trapped inside their houses, car accidents, etc etc. Never thought id say it but this year I really don't want a white Christmas, but looks like its here to stay.

 

[xaphania]

I hate my job. It's only part time, I'm contracted 18 hours. Already this week, I've done almost 30 hours, now they want to change me from 9-5 tomorrow to 8-5. Just what I want on Christmas Eve.

They didn't even ask! Just put me down for it. Wish I had the money for my course next year already, so I didn't have to work to save up.
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[Taake]

I hate the stupid trains! Gaah! I sat outside in the freezing cold for an hour waiting! "Delayed delayed delayed" they kept saying and then after an hour and fifteen minutes suddenly it's "All trains from this station is canceled!"

Canelled?? Oh well thanks a bunch!! Totally worth not feeling my toes!

 

[Christopher]

I hate the stupid trains! Gaah! I sat outside in the freezing cold for an hour waiting! "Delayed delayed delayed" they kept saying and then after an hour and fifteen minutes suddenly it's "All trains from this station is canceled!"

Canelled?? Oh well thanks a bunch!! Totally worth not feeling my toes!

The rail service in Mordor is notoriously bad.

 

[zobothehobo]

I just went to the store to get a new phone with my mother's husband. I've been SO excited about this! I knew I was getting a new phone because my contract was up and my screen was all busted in. Well we get there and Jesse says he's only got 100 bucks so I say I'll pay the difference. Then he decides as we're paying and he sees how much money I've got he pay 50 and I pay the rest. Jackass

 

[Willow My Love]

I had this whole vent typed up this morning, and my stupid phone ate it. I don't even care anymore.

I do have a headache though.

 

[Goldilocks]

I have to go all the way to the gym in -15..

---------- Post added at 10:33 AM ---------- Previous post was at 10:23 AM ----------

zobothehobo agrees: May I just say I adore how you're the last one to post in Vent and the What Makes You Happy thread.

Lol, you're so cute xD
It's just.. I have to go to the gym which I absolutely love, but on the other hand.. it is so freakin' cold 🙁

 

[Ms.Trick]

Jeez!
I'm so pissed!
There is that radio-work we had to do and it took us 3 sleepless nights and about ten hours more to finish it. We had a 14,5/20, which is okay (even tough I expected a 15.)
I just fond out that the highest grade amongst all students is 17/20. It's the group of the teacher's girlfriend.
It's just outrageous.

 

[Deus Ex Machina]

I don't think I'm ever going to make friends again. All the ones I've made have been mean, and I'm too shy to talk to people nor do I know how to take the talking stage to the friendship stage.

And the one friend I expect to understand is all "GET OUT THERE AND TALK TO PEOPLE, YEESH, STOP WHINING ABOUT IT". Yet, its hard. I don't live on campus and so people have already formed cliques and stuff.

 

[Chosen Enemy]

I don't think I'm ever going to make friends again. All the ones I've made have been mean, and I'm too shy to talk to people nor do I know how to take the talking stage to the friendship stage.

And the one friend I expect to understand is all "GET OUT THERE AND TALK TO PEOPLE, YEESH, STOP WHINING ABOUT IT". Yet, its hard. I don't live on campus and so people have already formed cliques and stuff.

You should be optimistic about it. Because I was once like you. Now I talk so well with people, especially those I've never met before. 2 things that made me come out of my shell: acting classes. I went to many but they didn't change me that way. But in the age of 16 I joined an acting class that was very good for me and the funnest I've ever been in. And of course we needed to act on stage, and you know what? My self-esteem was improved in like 100%. I don't know if that wouold work with everyone. Because I also had a friend who went to acting class with me and her self-esteem went worse. But it really helped me.

The second thing that helped me, was when I started working at the supermarket. I just had to talk to customers, to sell them things, and sometimes we would have a conversation. So I learned how to talk to people.

You're too shy because you don't have enough self-esteem right? I'm sure you can find ways to work this out. Takes practice, and interaction with people. It wouldn't help you if you hide from people. Start a good conversation with them. Ask them questions about them and then tell them about yourself on the subject you're talking about. Like: "I love cheese". Then you say: "I love cheese as well, I love cheddar. What kind of cheese do you like?" This way you show interest and also make people know you better.

You can also find a common thing. Say Buffy. I'm sure you have an opinion about many aspects of Buffy, so there could be a debate with another Buffy lover. I don't totally agree with your friend. You need to take your time and find your own way. If you force yourself people would notice the fake you. And you need to be real. And stay away from those who hurt you. They bring you down, and you need to find a way to bring yourself up. Be the lovely person I know you are and don't think you should be like everybody else. Let them come to you. Slowly you'll start opening up to people and they will want to be around you. People don't really get along with other people who don't talk, who don't interact. You need to put yourself in and be equal with them. Takes time, but you'll come out of your shell.

 

[Christopher]

Every single post I've seen Chosen Enemy make is amazing.

 

[Tueuse de Vampires]

This is the suckiest Christmas ever! I'm basically lying in bed all day, with 39 degree Celsius fever (103 Fahrenheit I just calculated), have this massive headache and this horrible cough that hurts all the way down to my lungs.
I'm even too weak to read or watch Tv.