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I allowed myself to believe it was the most horrifying thing ever, and it ended up looking like a giant lizard penis dude.
When Angel asked Buffy if she loved him, I totally thought she’d say no. When she confirmed that she did, I was a bit bewildered. Um…they have kissed maybe twice? Haven’t they had like…ten conversations? They haven’t even spent an uninterrupted twenty-four-hour period together! Does she love him? Really? Then I started thinking that wasn’t really fair. Not everyone was a hopeless loser like me, so why judge others by the same standard. Perhaps different people have different feelings on the word! I can accept that!
But seriously, shouldn’t they….hang out? I mean, we genuinely haven’t seen them spend more than one full night together? IS THIS WEIRD OR IS IT JUST ME BEING ALL TRAGIC AND GAY AND STUFF?
SPIKE, YOU LOVABLE VAMPIRE. PLEASE KEEP BEING WITTY FOREVER.
Buffy and Angel. I can’t deny it anymore. The two have this brilliant, furious chemistry that is absolutely necessary to make this episode work. I know I had my doubts earlier, but I’m ready to discard them now: these two love each other.
It’s not that I think either Angel or Buffy controls the other. The post-escape scene in Angel’s apartment is just an interesting contrast to what we’ve seen of the other vampire couple. The two are much more emotional, eager to touch and assure the other of how much they love one another. There’s an inherent pain to their relationship, as if two lonely souls are finally finding a solace they thought didn’t exist.
Thanks so much for the collected links. (Re: Marks, sorry, I'm not patient enough to follow Mark on his daily reviews, but I might be interested in reading his reactions after all 7 seasons were watched, reviewed and commented)There was a similar project a while ago: Arbitrar Of Quality was watching the whole series in 2005-2006 and writing about it at Alt.TV (I collected links to his reviews and comments here). And the more he progressed the more negative feedback became. So I think that later seasons will get much more criticism than earlier ones.
Angelus crossed the line, and he’s an asshole for doing it.
It's still just so hard for me to see Buffy struggle with a desire to talk to her mother, but have to hide her identity. And I know I am GAY GAY GAY projecting all over the place, but as someone who was in the closet until he was nearly nineteen, and then awkwardly unsure of how my own mother truly felt about me being gay, I can relate to this narrative so much. At this point in the show, I'm ready to just say that I feel most attached to Buffy, as her issues with identity and heartbreak are close to my own experience.
This gives us another one of my favorite scenes from “Killed by Death”: Cordelia doing research with Giles. She straddles this line of being utterly oblivious and then being more honest than anyone else in the room. The ongoing joke about Cordelia’s tact (and lack of it) is both funny and such an accurate depiction of her character. Yes, she can be rude, presumptive, and mean, but she has this biting sense of reality that she’s not afraid to vocalize.