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I'm impressed by my body's ability to function on little sleep when it's necessary. And annoyed that I always have try thrice before getting the word "necessary" to look right.
 
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I can't spell that damn word right either without having to spell-check it every time. Going back years now...
I found another cat... I don't want it. Gonna make some calls to shelters. It's really getting too cold for a kitten to be outside, and it's a very sweet little thing. It won't let me check it's gender though...
 
I'm thinking I shouldn't have started tidying up my bedroom. Now it looks like it exploded. There are shoes and clothes and school stuff all over the room, I can hardly walk in it.
 
I'm thinking maybe I should calm down in defending my favorite character Tara. I've lost a few good friends on FB over it and not to mention I've had a few people upset with me here....

Then again, now that I think about it harder....I won't stop defending her 😀😀😀😀
 
What i'm thinking right now?
That i cba with anythingg, and especially feeling ill and so drowsy right now. :/

It's almost 8pm and i have to 1- make dinner, 2- tidy this place up 3- shower/bath
4- do last bit of hmwk for college tomoz.

Hatee not being well. It sucks all your energy out of you. ahaa 🙁
 
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Summerlilly
Feel better soon!
I'm thinking "I'm SO going to burn in hell". There is this girl I work with at school who is very lonely and has no friends and is socially...well she has a lot of difficulties. So, I'm always kind to her even tough I sometimes (most of the times actually) want to say "Just shut up already. Shut up!", but I can't help but listening to her and being kind of...kind with her (out of pity, it's terrible :/). Right now I'm sick, so home, and she sent me a text to say that she hoped I would be back soon because I was nice. I absolutely don't know if it's best to answer "you're nice too" while I mostly think "You are very annoying but you're not mean, so that's a plus" or not to answer and then not lying. So yeah, I'm going to burn in hell, I think. I feel like a bitca!
 
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hahahaha that totally made me laugh because i'm currently having the same issue!
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Bit-cha? :)
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Tasha
LOLLLL this strangely happening to me too just now with this guy. haha
What OM3.0 is thinking right now:

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do you ever think of anything else?
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So OM3.0 :)
I'm thinking about starting the replication process on the coin and key prop from Angel...
and also:"I should have my head examined...starting another prop?!"
 
Ms.Trick said:
I'm thinking "I'm SO going to burn in hell". There is this girl I work with at school who is very lonely and has no friends and is socially...well she has a lot of difficulties. So, I'm always kind to her even tough I sometimes (most of the times actually) want to say "Just shut up already. Shut up!", but I can't help but listening to her and being kind of...kind with her (out of pity, it's terrible :/).
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Occasionally people tried that with me - the pity thing. I'd be alone in the cafeteria, and someone would ask me to sit with them but they wouldn't even look at me. Or, I'd be in the doorway looking out the window and I'd get the "are you okay?" line but nothing more than that. I've got more examples, but I'll not go into it now.

In short, I was the girl you're talking to. In a lot of ways I still am. I don't know how sensitive this girl is, but I do know that whenever I thought people were nice just as you described, it always turned out to be nothing but worthless pity that didn't mean anything.
I know I would've preferred that people just say nothing at all, rather than feel pity, because I'll tell you - it's far worse than you might realize.

You just never know where you stand with anyone because of how fake everything feels, and ultimately is. Eventually I ended up telling people not to waste their time, and they seemed relieved at that. It was just better all-around.

If you want to be this girl's friend, BE her friend, otherwise just wash your hands of the whole thing and move on because if it's not genuine, it's not worth the time, effort, or humiliation that girl will feel when she thinks she's made a real friend when she actually never did.


That's two cents offered that you never asked for, but it's two cents from one of the social losers out there who knows exactly what it's like.
 
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Well done.
I understand!
The thing is, sometimes she has not-so-annoying moment and I understand that she's really lost and misunderstood and I want to help her with that, but it's really hard to handle the many moments where she just don't listen to you and makes hypothesis on everything to make the reality more like she wants. I already told her many times that she was thinking too much about things and she just had to let go of some other things. What is genuine is my desire to help her with her social problems and I don't want to let her down, but I just can't seem to like her more than that, you know what I mean?
I just can't give up on her even if she annoys me most of the time.

*I don't know if it's clear? I have myself difficulties to see what I want in this situation*
 
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The more you describe this girl, the more she sounds EXACTLY like me in high school.
I'm thinking:

1. I'm really happy. Happier than I've been in a long time. Everything is falling in to place, and I know that I've been realising a lot of things the last 2 years and gotten a lot more confidant and brave.

2. Why the HELL am I still worried about my weight? I'm not fat, I'm really not. And even if I were, so what? Why should that matter, that I weigh a few pounds to much? Many people I know does and I think they're beautiful. Aaaaand even if that weren't the case, shy should THAT matter? Looks is such a small thing really. It's so lame that I'm still thinking of this when I'm 24 years old. I'm SO getting over this. Blaaah.

3. Now I'm thinking number 2 should have been in the vent thread. 😀
 
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Yay for Happy!
I'm thinking why am I still wasting time on a person. I have been thinking about it a lot lately. I am going to lay down the law or just get over it pretty soon.

I'm also thinking of tom welling LOL. I'll be honest.
 
You are so right Blixten!
I'm myself overweigthed (I weight like 40 pounds too much). So what the heck? I still find gorgeous clothes that fits me, and I'm the kind of sporty-fat-girl, you know, the kind who likes to fight like Buffy against the wind when home alone, high-kicking and punching the air, dancing, I don't mind walking for 5 stations because of buses problems, moving a lot, eating fries without thinking "Oh no, I'm gonna get even fatter!".
And I noticed that I tend to lose weight when I feel good myself because I don't eat like a pig thinking "that is the last time I eat so bad, after that diet!"
 
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Aaaw, thanks! <3
Blixten said:
2. Why the HELL am I still worried about my weight? I'm not fat, I'm really not. And even if I were, so what? Why should that matter, that I weigh a few pounds to much? Many people I know does and I think they're beautiful. Aaaaand even if that weren't the case, shy should THAT matter? Looks is such a small thing really. It's so lame that I'm still thinking of this when I'm 24 years old. I'm SO getting over this. Blaaah.
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I know where you are coming from with this one.

I think that we put too much pressure on ourselves and we never see ourselves the way others do. I'm not fat, I could use toning but i'm not fat. I do Kickboxing, work out every day and watch what I eat so why do I feel guilty because i'm having wine right now?

Because we can't get our mindset out of the fact that we need to beat ourselves up. The hardest thing to realise is that it is not worth it. If you eat properly, work out you can relax and enjoy yourself. Life is short after all!
 
Ms.Trick said:
And I noticed that I tend to lose weight when I feel good myself because I don't eat like a pig thinking "that is the last time I eat so bad, after that diet!"
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Lol, If I had a penny everytime I have thought that thought... 😀 And you're so right.

Faith said:
I think that we put too much pressure on ourselves and we never see ourselves the way others do.

Because we can't get our mindset out of the fact that we need to beat ourselves up. The hardest thing to realise is that it is not worth it.
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Amen to that, sister! 😀 People tend to be their own worst critic, I know I am. But on the bright side I also think I'm my biggest fan. And I know I'm cool and funny and good looking just the way I am, so this weight thing needs to stop all together. But it is hard with a whole society that teaches us that we should always strive to be better and more good looking. Sometimes it's nothing wrong with to be content. Content isn't giving up, it's realising that you're awesome. And I AM. And you all are too! 😀
 
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I adore your empowerment speeches <3
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