Schillaci
Scooby
Oh duh, do you know what really, really soothes me? Seeing two people argue. It just makes me feel so calm and tranquil.
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What soothes the soul?
- Thread starter Rayne
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freakydorky
Naughty Kitten 'rawr'
Parsel Deletriu
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zombie.apparatus
everything we had...
My intent was not to get attention, although you managed to draw some quite well. I don't think it is a big deal. I'm not pro-self abuse, but I'm not against it either. Gotta do what you gotta do. If it makes you feel better, go for it. Its no secret that I'm a little bit ****ed up, so it shouldn't suprise anyone that I have experience in this matter, so if I was going for attention, I think I'd pick something a little more shocking than cutting myself.
im crushed. as much as i love you. reading what you have said about hurting yourself making you feel good/better.. its .. its wrong. my teacher just committed suicide. .and.. gosh.. i cant belive you are even talking like this. i have really nothing more to say about this, its just.. nothing i would ever brag about.. especially because other people that have lost love ones are reading this.. they could be here today.. but no they arent.. yet you are hurting yourself.. do you not want to be here.
life is beautiful
im not saying you are TRYING to kill yourself.. its just that risk.. thats all. i just dont like the fact you are hurting yourself.. i love you xxx
You FD are un-f***ing-believable!
You think its not a big deal? A couple questions. Besides telling us, does anyone know about what you do? Do your parents know? Do your friends? If so, did you tell them? Or did they find out on their own?
Chances are if they all know and you told them all, yes, you are doing it for attention. Now believe me I have huge experience in this. Both because of myself and because of very good friends. Now I know that I never told anyone if I could at all help it. My mum didnt know for months. My dad only found out recently. Some of my friends still dont know. Thats because I hid it. Its not something I want to share with the world (and in fact the only reason Im posting this is to make you see how furious youre making me)
Yes, it made me feel better but the reason I did it was because I couldnt see another way. I have major issues that you cant even begin to comprehend. I didnt do it because everyone else was or because my favourite band made it look cool (which Im sad to say too many teenagers are doing just now) and the thing that pisses me off so much is the way youre acting about it suggests that you are one of these people. Now, maybe you are, maybe youre not, but the way you are acting is just wrong.
And if you think its not a big deal, you really should meet one of my friends. Her arms are the worst you will ever, ever see. No joke. And I can guarantee she is suffering a lot more on her good days than you are on your bad ones (Im not suggesting you dont have any shit going on, Im just saying she is so much worse) And for her its gone from just cutting herself to trying to kill herself on several occasions. Still think its not a big deal?
Now I am in no way preaching here or "trying to stop you". Chances are if you are being genuine and not just doing it for the attention, nothing anyone will tell you will convince you to stop. However if you are doing it for the attention (which I still think you are) then grow the f**k up and stop being so f***ing stupid!
You think its not a big deal? A couple questions. Besides telling us, does anyone know about what you do? Do your parents know? Do your friends? If so, did you tell them? Or did they find out on their own?
Chances are if they all know and you told them all, yes, you are doing it for attention. Now believe me I have huge experience in this. Both because of myself and because of very good friends. Now I know that I never told anyone if I could at all help it. My mum didnt know for months. My dad only found out recently. Some of my friends still dont know. Thats because I hid it. Its not something I want to share with the world (and in fact the only reason Im posting this is to make you see how furious youre making me)
Yes, it made me feel better but the reason I did it was because I couldnt see another way. I have major issues that you cant even begin to comprehend. I didnt do it because everyone else was or because my favourite band made it look cool (which Im sad to say too many teenagers are doing just now) and the thing that pisses me off so much is the way youre acting about it suggests that you are one of these people. Now, maybe you are, maybe youre not, but the way you are acting is just wrong.
And if you think its not a big deal, you really should meet one of my friends. Her arms are the worst you will ever, ever see. No joke. And I can guarantee she is suffering a lot more on her good days than you are on your bad ones (Im not suggesting you dont have any shit going on, Im just saying she is so much worse) And for her its gone from just cutting herself to trying to kill herself on several occasions. Still think its not a big deal?
Now I am in no way preaching here or "trying to stop you". Chances are if you are being genuine and not just doing it for the attention, nothing anyone will tell you will convince you to stop. However if you are doing it for the attention (which I still think you are) then grow the f**k up and stop being so f***ing stupid!
Schillaci
Scooby
If a person has it in them to cause themselves pain, I say good for them. Just, can you maybe take pictures or get a camera so we can all enjoy the fun.
Oh it's totally a big deal now. If your friend is that close to the edge you'll have to follow her around with a camera. Don't let her off herself without the rest of us getting a looksie.
Seriously though....people only cut themselves because they are too cheap to buy drugs.
No but seriously, VIDEO CAMERA. Record the juicy footage.
And if you think its not a big deal, you really should meet one of my friends. Her arms are the worst you will ever, ever see. No joke. And I can guarantee she is suffering a lot more on her good days than you are on your bad ones (Im not suggesting you dont have any shit going on, Im just saying she is so much worse) And for her its gone from just cutting herself to trying to kill herself on several occasions. Still think its not a big deal?
Oh it's totally a big deal now. If your friend is that close to the edge you'll have to follow her around with a camera. Don't let her off herself without the rest of us getting a looksie.
Seriously though....people only cut themselves because they are too cheap to buy drugs.
No but seriously, VIDEO CAMERA. Record the juicy footage.
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Wicked
Youre sick :p
freakydorky
Naughty Kitten 'rawr'
I don't do it for attention. No one knows besides you guys, the only reason I told all of you is because we all have a mutual hate. I don't care about you and you don't care about me. I could care less if one of you never signed on again, and I'm sure that feeling is mutual as well. Thats neat that you do it, and your friend... but I don't care. I made one small comment, and you keep dragging it out... makes me wonder if you're not the one looking for the attention. And just because some little emo kinds listening to grown men in tight pants singing about how cool it is to kill youself, cut for attention, doesn't mean I am. Been doing it for much longer than it's been considered 'cool'.. which I will agree, is ****ed up, that cutting yourself has become a fad. So just because I happen to bring up my history of self harm to a bunch of people I will never meet in real life, I'm looking for attention? Better think again, cuz you just so happened to do the same thing I did babe, and I seriously doubt that your little admission was so that I would see the error of my ways. So you're mad? I don't care. You mean nothing to me really. Not trying to be a bitch, just being truthful, and I'm sure you could say the same thing about me. So why are we really having this arguement?
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zombie.apparatus
im not mad at you. im scared what might happen <3 xxxx
Randy Giles
Two sides to every soul.
A good nap? What's THAT like...
Tell me about it, I've taken maybe five naps in my entire life, all of when I was sick. I can't nap. 🙁
freakydorky
Naughty Kitten 'rawr'
Tell me about it, I've taken maybe five naps in my entire life, all of when I was sick. I can't nap. 🙁
:iamwithst me either, I guess we just aren't nappy people. If I fall asleep, even for an hour during the day, its not only super hard to do, but then I'll be up all night. Stupid body and its f-ed up sleeping habits
Schillaci
Scooby
Does passing out drunk count as a nap?
I remember when my doctor prescribed me temazepam, it felt like every night I was washing away the troubles of the day.
I remember when my doctor prescribed me temazepam, it felt like every night I was washing away the troubles of the day.
The problem I had was the way you and MCW spoke about it. Like it wasnt a big deal.
Ok, time to back off. You don't know the first thing about me or my experience with this issue. I never spoke lightly about it my comment was simply stating that it was often regrettable. From the sound of it I have more experience with this than you two put together and that is not only depressing but also the farthest thing from a bragging right. You have a right to your own opinion but when directing it at others please be a little less negative and judgmental.