I'm not totally sure, it appears I don't know myself very well. But lately I've been having dreams/nightmares of natural diasters. I don't know if this is because of all of the natural diasters going on in the world (and man-made diasters, the house across the street caught on fire yesterday) but yeah ...
I hear you about that. Last year we had a Tiny earthquake (I think it was a 3.0 magnitude tremor) rumble through my neighbourhood. First time I'd ever experienced such a thing and it made me feel very uneasy particularly with all the news of natural disasters and the quake in New Zealand. I began to have recurring dreams about natural disasters and the world ending.
Its strange I used to be quite obsessed with apocalyptic scenarios always jokingly preparing and wishing for a zombie apocalypse, but ever since I read "The Road" and saw Threads(1984) I fear having to live through an apocalypse. Living a miserable existence scraping by with every meal. It'd be truly awful.
BananaBuffy
Awww, yeah. I totally get that. I live in NZ and my Dad is in Christchurch right now and they are still have aftershocks...it's pretty freaky.