Alright.
*takes breath*
Here I go.
Spike, as most of you know, is my favorite Buffyverse character. He always has been. I'd go so far as to say he's one of my favorite characters in all of fiction.
This is why:
I love everything about Spike. I love him in his nerdy poetry-reading days, I love him as an evil soulless vamp, going around with the Fanged Four eating everyone. I love him and Dru. I love him chasing after Buffy making "moon-eyes", I love him crying for her, "trying to save her every night". I love how he protected Dawn even though there was nothing in it for him. I love how without a soul he still had the capacity to love.
I love the endlessly fascinating complexity of Spuffy, I love how it was love for his enemy that inspired him to want to be a better man for her, to be the "kind of man she deserves". I love the real affection, mutual trust, and friendship he develops with Buffy in the end. I love the undeniable chemistry he has with almost every other character on the show. Most of all, I love him en-souled, willing to give up anything and everything to defend Buffy and her honor. Willing to fight to the end, with no concern for himself. Not so she would love him, but because she believed in him.
Spike goes out saving the world. He not only goes out in a blaze of glory willingly, but with what James Marsters called Spike's ability to "find glee in all the wrong things." Spike is brave, and funny, and gets all the best lines ("I may be loves bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it!"..."A bear? You made a bear! Undo it! Undo it!"..."I must be a noble vampire. A good guy. On a mission of redemption. I help the hopeless. I'm a vampire with a soul!") Spike is beautiful, and attractive, and James plays the part perfectly. I love all his Spikeisms; his head tilts, his eye-brow lifts, his coy smiles, all of his "bloody hells".
Spike is smart, sharp, full of keen wit that he can pull out on a dime with moments notice. I love the little things that define his character: his love for those onion flower things, his chain-smoking, his signature swaggering, his love for his duster, his stubborn pride.
I love how Spike is a paradox in the vampire world. I love how he embraces elements of humanity such as love and devotion, and even without a soul, he shows strong character in honor and loyalty, such as when he attempts to leave flowers for Joyce.
I love Spike's ability to move on with his life, except his mistakes, and learn from them.
I love his sense of humor. His snarkiness that often gets him in trouble. I love his gambling and drinking habits.
As Buffy says, "You faced the monster in you, and you fought back. You risked everything so you could be a better man. And you can be. You are. You may not see it, but I do."
Without a soul, I love his love of brawl. Of carnage and violence. His delight he gets in causing chaos. I love how excited he gets at the concept of wreaking havoc.
I love his tendency to nickname people.
I love that, in contrast to Angel, his personality remains somewhat the same with or without a soul.
Spike is my hero. He redeemed himself in a different way than Angel, but he's just as worth admiring.
There. Was that good enough?