Yay! Ive been waiting for a New years thread! New years eve may be a rodeo for me, duno yet, if Im broke then home and toast it is.
My main resolution is to get off this horrible SSRI med. The side effects are just SO hard to handle! Im so freaking amazed at how much better my OCD is on this tiny single dose med than it was at a "therapeutic dose". I am scared of withdrawal in the next drop but its gotta be done, I need to function well enough to work, and its not happening when I randomly burst into giggles, song or cartwheels. I'd like that brain to mouth filter back up and working as it was before horrific medications. A job is certainly not happening when the akathisia is active. It' d be nice to have a fully functioning body and brain back l, but I wont know what damage is permanent until I am med free. So med free is my 2018 goal.
I'd also like to up my home food production to be less reliant on supermarket shopping.
Spending more time in nature is also on my list.
I'd like to continue bible study and this spiritual journey to find relief from pain and help others in the same quest.
I want to be more active in my community through volunteer work, its been difficult to adjust to such different surroundings and community culture, but Im ready to dive in for the new year.
