Skytteflickan88
Proud Spikette
What's your perfect life? How do you really want to live? What kind of person do you want to be?
I tell myself I want to win the lottery and find a suger daddy that looks like Angel or Spike, and live a easy sex-filled life, but I think that's too Bella for me. Would get old after a while.
What I think I really want is:
To work with something creative. Not sure why, but I would want to be good at it, and be able to get semi-rich of it. Maybe a comic book artist/writer, to combine my love for writing/books and crafts/art. Or somehow actually get rich from writing poetry (heard that's very hard and rare).
I would want to live in a big city, close to stores and entertainment, but at the same time I would want to have a cabin or something in the woods, since I love being able to be close to nature.
So I would live in a medium sized house/apartment (meaning at least one bedroom, living room, study/office, hobbyroom, giant bathroom with hot tub and two guestrooms), since I want to be able to clean it myself without feeling the need to hire someone to do it for me in case I get too much work.
I would love being able to make friends, and too keep then, Just 3-5 people that I can trust. Maybe babies one day, but I'd rather find a guy (girl?) than have babies right now. Or several guys, since monogamy might be dull. But that might turn out to be too much work : D Of course, if two super hot guys said "Let's make it work" I would try.
I will be wealthy enough to be able to give my family nice presents and give some to charity, but without being so loaded I can't say no when relatives I hardly know ask for "loans".
If possible (I think I would choose a dream job over vacation, but still) I would be able to travel a lot, at least two months per year, wherever I want. But to do that I guess I'd have to be "too" rich.
To get all of these things, I just need ambition. To stop being lazy, get out there, make friends and push myself. But I doubt I'll get a job I'm really passionate about, since I'm more of a "work to live" than "live to work" person. I would love to be able to get friends more easy though. Still putting that off.
So I think that's I'll end up living alone with a couple of cats, in a two room apartment until the day I feel ready to buy a house with a yard (meaning I might be able to get dogs, since I'm too lazy to walk 5 times per day and want to be able to release them into the yard). I think I'll manage getting a few friends, but never be the social butterfly I want to be. I'll have a midlife crises, buy whores and travel (not sure what I'll do with the cats and dogs, maybe leave them with family) get tattoos and do all those things I'm too scared to now.
To prevent this, I've made a bucket list. I think my New Year's resolution will be that I have to cross over something medium sized off those lists (eating a twinkie, which is on one list, won't suffice) per year. Atleast one thing. That will probably mean that I'll just travel to a new country each year, but that's at least something.
I tell myself I want to win the lottery and find a suger daddy that looks like Angel or Spike, and live a easy sex-filled life, but I think that's too Bella for me. Would get old after a while.
What I think I really want is:
To work with something creative. Not sure why, but I would want to be good at it, and be able to get semi-rich of it. Maybe a comic book artist/writer, to combine my love for writing/books and crafts/art. Or somehow actually get rich from writing poetry (heard that's very hard and rare).
I would want to live in a big city, close to stores and entertainment, but at the same time I would want to have a cabin or something in the woods, since I love being able to be close to nature.
So I would live in a medium sized house/apartment (meaning at least one bedroom, living room, study/office, hobbyroom, giant bathroom with hot tub and two guestrooms), since I want to be able to clean it myself without feeling the need to hire someone to do it for me in case I get too much work.
I would love being able to make friends, and too keep then, Just 3-5 people that I can trust. Maybe babies one day, but I'd rather find a guy (girl?) than have babies right now. Or several guys, since monogamy might be dull. But that might turn out to be too much work : D Of course, if two super hot guys said "Let's make it work" I would try.
I will be wealthy enough to be able to give my family nice presents and give some to charity, but without being so loaded I can't say no when relatives I hardly know ask for "loans".
If possible (I think I would choose a dream job over vacation, but still) I would be able to travel a lot, at least two months per year, wherever I want. But to do that I guess I'd have to be "too" rich.
To get all of these things, I just need ambition. To stop being lazy, get out there, make friends and push myself. But I doubt I'll get a job I'm really passionate about, since I'm more of a "work to live" than "live to work" person. I would love to be able to get friends more easy though. Still putting that off.
So I think that's I'll end up living alone with a couple of cats, in a two room apartment until the day I feel ready to buy a house with a yard (meaning I might be able to get dogs, since I'm too lazy to walk 5 times per day and want to be able to release them into the yard). I think I'll manage getting a few friends, but never be the social butterfly I want to be. I'll have a midlife crises, buy whores and travel (not sure what I'll do with the cats and dogs, maybe leave them with family) get tattoos and do all those things I'm too scared to now.
To prevent this, I've made a bucket list. I think my New Year's resolution will be that I have to cross over something medium sized off those lists (eating a twinkie, which is on one list, won't suffice) per year. Atleast one thing. That will probably mean that I'll just travel to a new country each year, but that's at least something.
