Back to not good. Im not going to do the biopsy things that the doctor wants. Its just put me in a panic. I know I can push through and do these tests, because I have before, but I also know what a mess I am after these things and I just cant manage that again. Especially in summer. I barely get through the days as it is, I cant add any more to it all. It just doesnt make sense to me why they wont just cut the whole thing out rather than muck around with little cuts first. Stupid. And the rest of the tests for my legs are just so we can even get access to more tests, like the doc cant get medicare to approve the MRI's without first proving its autoimmune. I just want a cream or something to dull the pain, I cant jump through all the hoops anymore. Literally or figuratively lol
Its going to be ridiculously hot today. I have been up since 5am to walk the dogs but I cant even manage to water the whole garden today. At least it is retic day so some of the garden gets a spray. I hope not too much gets fried.
Its going to be ridiculously hot today. I have been up since 5am to walk the dogs but I cant even manage to water the whole garden today. At least it is retic day so some of the garden gets a spray. I hope not too much gets fried.
HowiMetdaSlayer
Good luck
Stake fodder
I'm thinking of you and wishing you well!