Another Vent Thread

[Abbeycat]

I'm not able to drive my car because of the icy snow all over the driver's side and the back side of my car. So I have to rely on my dad to take me to work. Stupid icy snow!!

 

[zobothehobo]

I'm on the bus, I was untangling my headphones and the broke... I think I pulled an wire out at the base,.. stupid crappy cheap pieces of crap. Grrrrr
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[BuffangelLovE]

I feel sad/happy right now, because...

Hi guys,

I'm sad because I am currently unhappily in love. There's this incredibly wonderful man with whom I work. We got along great from the start and it was soon clear that we may be more than friends. Even our colleagues have already begun to give us a funny look and talk about us. We exchanged numbers and met on a Friday. Unfortunately, the date was not running optimally, and shortly thereafter he distanced himself from me. Currently we have recovered to the status back to where it started, but I do not know if he's just so 'nice' to me because he doesn't want to hurt me, or whether he's still interested. I'm getting desperate. It makes me sad that he has given up so quickly. Actually, we have so much in common and I would find it just totally a shame if he wouldn't give me (us) a second chance. He studies alongside the work and in his last short message (last week's Tuesday) he meant that, while the idea that we will meet privately again was 'good', but he has to learn too much and therefore we have to postpone it. So I don't know at all where I stand and that sucks. A lot. 🙁 Has anyone ever made such an experience and can give me any advice? I'm trying to distract myself somehow to not constantly thinking about it, but first, we work closely together every day and secondly, I do not even want him out of my head. He is my absolute dream man! I'm 27 and I've never been so much in love in my entire life.

Edit:
thx@Darla for moving my post to the right place 😉

 

[Doppelgang]

This forum was supposed to be an escape and I admit that now but having someone from my life come on here and read into things in the wrong way and then blame me for wanting a break from it all? How dare I. How dare I want to take such a great existence and turn my back on it for a forum? I am the most confident person I know and never doubt myself. Tonight I feel like I am the most selfish twat on the planet. I think back to when I was 15 and I was homeless, I have no right to complain about being so busy and having no free time. I have a roof over my head. Loads of friends and a girl who loves me. How dare I want to escape from all of this on the Internet?

I'm the most unappreciative and selfish person I know. I should be happy with what I have.

Sounds like you're trying to make yourself believe what other people want you to believe. We're all on here for different personal reasons, make the most of it while there's a reason to be here, don't let someone else decide for you that there's no reason to be on here.

 

[zobothehobo]

I was just walking back from the grocery store and this taxi driver pulled up and asked me if I needed a ride. I said no and kept walking. He watched me for a while and turned around to drive beside me. I pulled out my phone and told him if he didn't go away, I would call the cops on him. He was driving beside me and he was like "i'm a taxi driver, this is what I do. I drive people." And I'm like "I'm fine, I don't need a ride. Drive." I told him he had three seconds to just drive before I called the cops. He was like "all you have to say is you're fine" and I was like "I'm fine. Go. one... two... " and right before I got to three he put his foot on the gas. That scared the crap out of me...

 

[Washburne]

I was happy at one point today. I'm sure of it. Now I just want to get this day behind me. Feeling worthless even though I know I'm not. Feeling like I can't say anything right when the fact of the matter is that I can say loads of good things. Just not always. 😉 But mostly I feel like I deserve to feel like this. Go me...

New day tomorrow (soon midnight) and then I better feel better.

 

[This Year's Girl]

I was happy at one point today. I'm sure of it. Now I just want to get this day behind me. Feeling worthless even though I know I'm not. Feeling like I can't say anything right when the fact of the matter is that I can say loads of good things. Just not always. 😉 But mostly I feel like I deserve to feel like this. Go me...

New day tomorrow (soon midnight) and then I better feel better.

I know you're a great person. Hopefully you'll wake up tomorrow and know that tio. Until then - lots of hugs!

 

[Big Damn Hero]

Pretty much the closest I've been to suicidal in years.

 

[arabella]

Sadface for Uga VIII dying AND for not getting my rep comments since I am not logged into the non-mobile site!!
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[LoveLoveLovix]

I'm bipolar, and for me it mostly manifests in giant bursts of enthusiasm whether I'm experiencing mania or depression. I've been able to control having random outbursts (for the most part) for three years now without the help of any medication since it's considered a "mild" case. But lately it feels like it's harder to control. I have a lot of boundless enthusiasm when I'm happy, and I seriously almost destroyed my pillows because I got upset a couple days ago. I don't know why this is going on, and I'm worried I might need medication. I hate it, and we can't afford it. I am at a loss what to do.

 

[Firefly]

I'm bipolar, and for me it mostly manifests in giant bursts of enthusiasm whether I'm experiencing mania or depression. I've been able to control having random outbursts (for the most part) for three years now without the help of any medication since it's considered a "mild" case. But lately it feels like it's harder to control. I have a lot of boundless enthusiasm when I'm happy, and I seriously almost destroyed my pillows because I got upset a couple days ago. I don't know why this is going on, and I'm worried I might need medication. I hate it, and we can't afford it. I am at a loss what to do.

I suffer from mild Bipolar Disorder as well. My girlfriend pass way last year which made it worse, when Im depressed I stay in bed and sleep forever, the only thing that can get me out of it is a set of Claddagh rings I bought online for us (because we both loved Buffy/Angel), the rings were like my totem (if you've seen Inception you'll know what I mean). If you ever need someone who knows what your going through, you can PM me if you like.

 

[caitaintdead]

Why did I bother traveling for a boy. Should know better by now. Dying to get home to friends and family and boys that actually appreciate me and treat me like a princess.

 

[Fusions2]

I can't believe the forum I have helped run and maintain over the last year is suddenly going to be closed down or the thought has crossed my co-admins mind. The reason being shes not "feeling it" anymore and has hardly been around so everything has been down to me for the last 6 months or so on and off. I felt like walking out myself but realised it would be wrong. So instead I'd rather open up a brand new forum, it would be a lot less hassle. It's nice to see my hard work go down the toilet so quickly though.

 

[caitaintdead]

How did I manage to pack 4 bags but only one pair of flats and no cardys or jackets! Douche cait... Douche.

 

[Abbeycat]

Stop snowing!!!! Please? It's snowing again. I'm so tired of it. I want it all to stop. There's an inch of snow. I guess it started this morning. Now I can't drive in this. My car better not be snowed in from the snow plow trucks.

---------- Post added at 11:07 AM ---------- Previous post was at 09:10 AM ----------

Still snowing. No way am I driving in it. So my dad is going have to take me to work today. Also... because of this snow, we have to go into work at noon. Pro's and con's, the con is not getting paid for that 4 hours in the morning. Pro, only working half a day and still not driving in the snow.😛

I'm getting real tired of this snow.

---------- Post added at 11:30 AM ---------- Previous post was at 11:07 AM ----------

He touched my back and my hair ! wtf. I don't know you all that well. You shouldn't be touching me at all! My dad's friend touched my hair again, then touched my shoulder. It's like stop acting like it's okay to do that. I have the worse time speaking up.

 

[Willow My Love]

I am so over all this snow and ice. I had to push my car out of the driveway this morning. Trouble is, I was the only one awake, and I had to accelerate to get the car out of driveway. So I was half in, half out of my car pushing with my back and left leg while I accelerated with my right leg. It HURT. My back, I'm sure, has a bruise. I can feel it. I'm so ready to go to California next month!

 

[charmedones193]

I Have Got To Get A New Computer, I Haven't Really Been Online For 2 Days :/ (and I'm Sharing A Computer with A Friend)

 

[MissEH]

Someone keyed my car. I was in the shopping centre for 10 minutes and someone keyed my car /Stabs.

 

[Willow My Love]

Wow do I feel useless. I tried to help this cat and my roommate just called me and told me it died. I know he wasn't mine, but I'm still sad for the little guy. He was very sweet... It makes me absolutely hate his owners, who left him in the cold, not once, but TWICE for me to find. Poor baby...

 

[caitaintdead]

Bored in a crap city. Had to check out of my hotel. Still 11 hours till I get back home. Getting a cold. Can't find any clothes I like. Super tired. Save me someone?