The truth is, there are a lot of heartbreaking Bangel moments, especially now when I'm rewatching it for like 10th time, because I know what's gonna happen.
I think it all begins with Becoming. That was just a bombastic episode. The end, of course. Because she was saying before how she's ready to kill him, but she wasn't. She tried to convince herself that she's able to kill him. But when he came back, the real Angel, and when he said he loves her, all the feelings came back, and it hurted so much. Killing him meant that he's going to leave. And that's something she couldn't handle, because she was the one who made him go away.
Then her dreams after killing him. All people who knew about it saw her as a hero, who saved the world. But not her, because he was her world. And she made her world go away. And she felt guilty about it.
The next one was The Prom. When she asked "Heart? You have a heart? It's not even beating" just blew me out of track. I freezed for a moment. Angel realizing he's not the best thing for her made my world fall apart. They were my picture perfect, reflection of true love, and them not being together, just made everything go away.
Graduation Day. That distance made me cry. That look. The first time I saw Buffy defeated. She was always winning, and this time she lost. She was just standing there, like there is nothing she can do.
IWRY. It's just sad. There is no special interpretation of it, it's just sad. They got perfection, and then gave it all up. It just shows how reality is cruel, because there are other people we have to think of. We're not alone in the world, and our happines is not the only thing that matters. We can't be selfish.
Forever. Only because it's kinda of ironic, because of the title.
Chosen. Because it's the end. In one minute Joss gave me hope, but then, like usual, it just stayed at that. Buffy went to Spike. Angel went home. And no one won. They just survived.