Watching "Chosen" was very emotional for me. BtVS is my favorite show ever, and that show helped me through the hardest years in my life. I was sad to see the show going off the air, and having to say goodbye to these characters that I loved so much and invested so much time into. It was almost like parting ways with long-time friends for me... I was deeply saddned and devestated, especially by the deaths in the episode. I knew from reading spoilers that two beloved characters were going to die, and I was shocked by who it was. When I saw Anya get sliced in two, I literally gasped and clutched my chest. I sobbed through the last part of the episode. I was so deeply moved by it all. I was sad, empowered, inspired, relieved, happy... It was a very weird feeling, to be so attached to a TV show to feel so deeply for the end of it, and the characters.