it's all so complicated after the fact - but i remember at the time (being spoiler free was so exciting) being so shocked and slightly disturbed by them sleeping together - my brain just couldn't get around the whole - i'll sleep with the boy i was practically a mother to just so he can 'experience something real'
ugh it made me all uncomfortable lol
but after the 'big reveal' it all sort of made sense from the fake-cordy side of things, it's still weird from connor's side of the argument, that is one messed up (but extremely hot) guy