Angel's vision
Silence! I Keel you!
Could also be that the "Wake up" spell plan will turn against her .... wasn't agood idea anyway .. I'm thinging Gigi will have something to do with it, they both have superiority complexes.
She could have moved on, moved away with Tara and the others, started a new life and been happy. But instead she revived the slayer (who was quite happy in heaven herself) and put Tara in danger by keeping her near the slayer who is like a big target, and it got her killed. So Willow feels responsible - her love would still be alive if Buffy stayed dead.I dont' get what Willow meant though about bringing Buffy back is what ended her relationship to Tara. I don't have the issue yet so I went off wikipedia.
I can't get over how breathtaking this issue is. I loved Robin's role and Joss wrote her perfectly. It seemed like she stepped right into the comic!
It's been very helpful, too, just this week. She's had a lot of episodes lately where she thinks people are coming after her to wrap her in barbwire and put her on the train to Hell, so she needs to find her tickets. I'll just remind her of the (incredibly accurate) metaphors that Joss used in the issue and she was able to come out of it easier. The visuals helped bring things into perspective that Buffy and Willow really are there for her.
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If I may share a moment that just happened, Robin was just yelling about monsters trying to come in the house to kill her. I reminded her that Buffy and Willow are every bit as real as those monsters, and then I held the comic in front of her. It took a moment to process, but then she said, "I'm a minder. Buffy and Willow's got my back!"
I said, "That's right. If anything tries to mess with your mind, they'll kick butt and cut tails off."
"Yeah!" Her face brightened and her face went "normal" again. "Can I have some decaf coffee?"
"Sure, sweetheart."
"With marshmallows?"
Her episodes can last a lot longer than that. I could have been working with her all night, the poor thing terrified that she wasn't safe. But not with that comic, and I'm not fooling her, either. Buffy and Willow really ARE as real as her hallucinations. They're a part of all of us.
I also keep reminding her that fellow Buffy fans all over the world are rooting for her and it means so much to both of us. Thanks again for everyone's support.
Well now, that is cool. I know a little bit about schizophrenia. Read a bit, knew someone, met the odd schizophrenic in a job I had. I was under the impression a lot of it was controllable with drugs, but I know there's quite a few different kinds of schizophrenia. I think autism is a kind of schizophrenia. Some people seem to think it's just split personality disorder, but it's not.
On Willow's problem with Buffy. My impression was Willow was thinking of her life as having 2 paths. The path that led to her and Tara alone, and the path that led to adding Buffy. The Buffy path in Willow's mind was one that led to destruction. She regretted putting Tara on it, and wasn't going to do the same thing with Kennedy.
So here's a thought...If Kennedy returns, and dies, how pissed is Willow going to be at Buffy. I still think that stone Willow's wearing in the upcoming cover to #13 looks like Anya's vengeance demon stone. What a twist that would be eh? If Willow took D'hofryn up on his old offer.
Good and scary thought about Warren killing Kennedy.
The scene where she is betrayed though.. she's somewhere in the Scottish castle, all cut up and beaten.. crying. It's really pointing to something and someone really personal who could upset Buffy so much.
The Willow with the demon lady is something that has happened. Willow says next 'I was never naughty here' (here being Buffy's castle) - so she is referring back to when she was naughty. Seems to me she was getting information from her.. we don't know why. Some have suggested to bring Kennedy back to life...
Took me a while to realize that the demon was showing them scenes from the past and future - not just showing them, but taking them to where it happened to witness it.. kinda like the ghost of Christmas past/present 😛
Think the only thing that confuses me about the issue is the last line by Buffy. When she tells Robin is was demons playing games (Willow mentions that he's playing with them before). But does she mean that she wants to pretend it didn't happen?