Kana
Soulless human
- Joined
- Oct 15, 2007
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I really think that, at the time that Spike told Wood that about his mother, he had rationalized to himself that he had been a predator and humans had been his natural prey. Just as the lion doesn't feel guilt about killing the gazelle, Spike didn't feel any real guilt about the lives that he had taken. It wasn't until he was actually confronted with the tangible memory of the two Slayers who he had killed via Dana's channeling Nikki Wood and the Chinese Slayer that he realized that, rather than being any sort of "game," what he had been doing had been murder.
To Spike's credit, he did acknowledge at the end of LMPTM that Nikki's life meant more than the kill.