But the Angel that spent 100 years eating rats, was guilt ridden and didn't know what to do with himself.
As soon as Whistler showed him Buffy and told him he could help her fight he wanted to help her.
Spike got the soul felt guilt while in the basement and then got better but didn't wouldn't fight. He even ran away from that demon in the alley with Anya!
And not once was guilt a reason for something, or ever hinted at after the start of Season 7, it was all about him just being there and not doing anything.
But Angle did know there was more that he could be doing than brooding under the burden of infinite guilt! What about his mission in WWII (
Why we fight)? What about his little brush with helping the helpless in the 50s (
Are you now or have you ever been?)? Surely these experiences would have made Angel see that there was more that he could be doing, but they don’t. He goes right back to brooding and isn’t spurred to act until he sees Buffy. Now don’t get me wrong – I’m not begrudging Angel his period of adjustment, but I do think that it’s a tad unfair to condemn Spike for taking a little time after he got his soul back and allowing Angel 100 years of grace.
And I think there is plenty of evidence that Spike was feeling very guilty after the soul was restored – He said all his victims voices were in his head, he said he wasn’t keen to add to the body count, he said he wasn’t really feeling the thrill of the fight anymore –all products of his guilt. But the biggest is his own self-loathing and the fact that he cannot accept that anyone, least of all Buffy, could possibly love him.
But to the topic of this thread – Did the AR change my feelings for Spike? Well no. I hate the AR, I invariably look away from the screen every time I get to that part but I would never remove it from the show. Without it I really don’t think they could have justified Spike choosing to go and get his soul. And the choice is the important part. Spike had to do something completely dreadful and completely dreadful to Buffy, to force him make that connection between his human side and his vampire side. To make him see that he could proclaim himself ‘good’ until he was blue in the face but it wouldn’t make it so. That he could never be the kind of man he wanted to be unless he reconciled the human with the vampire and the only way to do this in the Buffyverse is via a soul. So no, the AR didn’t change my feelings for Spike – I loved him before and I loved him afterwards, probably even more – but that was not because of the AR, but because of the choices and decisions he made
after the AR.
RE: Angel/Angelus and Spike/Spikeus
I’m glad that Spike is not a divided character in the sense that Angel/Angelus is. For me, it makes Spike more rounded, more mature as a character. He’s capable of good and bad and doesn’t get any easy outs.
He did what he did in the past and If he does anything ‘bad’ or ‘evil’ in the future, it would be because he chooses to do it and not because he has this unreconciled part of him that he can blame for his actions. Not that I think that Spike is going to suddenly go bad anytime soon… I suppose what I’m trying to say is that with Spike, you get Spike and all his baggage and all his bad vampire crap and all his contradictions and all the good things he’s done in one messy, confused package and you have to deal with it
all , whereas with Angel you slice and dice him, put part of him in column A and part of him column B and he ends up being diminished because he never seems to learn anything as a character – he repeats the same mistakes over and over and he’s got this unresolved question mark over him which I have to wonder is not the reason for certain developments in the comic which I won’t go into here.