I'm not even enough of a believer to call myself agnostic or atheist so I've always struggled with an odd thing that happened to me. My niece died at the age of 14 under tragic circumstances. I loved her very much and it was a hard situation for me. My first day going back to work I was driving on one of those clover leaf things that are entrances on to the freeway and these 2 white birds were flying beside my car. I didn't give them much attention as I was deeply sad. The second day they were there again and I looked at them and thought, odd, same birds as yesterday I wonder what is up, they look like something you'd release at a wedding celebration, not native to here. The third day the birds were back, flying right beside my car as they had for the two previous days and I thought to myself, this is really weird, it looks like they are doves and they are here for me. After that I never saw them again. It felt like a message to see the birds and to recognize they were a message for me. The only white ish birds around here are seagulls and they were not seagulls with pointy wings, and seagulls are more gray than white. Every once in awhile I tell myself it didnt really happen, or the birds were seagulls and I thought they were doves, or they were released from a wedding and just happened to disappear when I thought they were a message. But everytime I think that they weren't a message I have this little feeling deep inside that my niece sent me these birds even though I don't believe in an after life. I don't think I'll ever understand the event.