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This Year's Girl said:[originally posted on my LiveJournal]
It's taken just about a week for the news of Angel's cancellation to sink in for me. On Friday, February 13th, I was simply very sad when I heard about it. It was in the back of my mind. Then, on Thursday, I watched "Smile Time" and it finally hit me. It will all be gone, all too soon.
I am relatively new to the Jossverse. Even though I've watched Buffy casually since late Season Four, I didn't tune in obsessively until Season Seven (and have since seen every episode). When I heard last March about it being the final year, I was definitely saddened. However, I was able to look on the bright side. I worship Joss, and in my mind whatever he says, goes. Therefore, if he decided that Season Seven was the right time to end the show, so be it.
With Buffy over, I turned to Angel. I had only seen a few random episodes, so Season Five is the first time I've watched religiously (though I've been borrowing DVDs of the other seasons to catch up). Let me tell you, I was quite the skeptic. I never doubted Angel's quality, I just couldn't see how it could compare to Buffy, which was such a transcendent experience for me. The more I watch Angel, the more I realize that I don't need to compare it with Buffy. It is an amazing show in its own right: There are some overlaying themes carried over from Buffy, and of course there is that signature Mutant Enemy writing and character emphasis, but Angel has a different message and a different feel. And that's not a bad thing.
So once again my favorite show gets the ax right when devotedly I tune in.
However, this time I'm not only morose, I'm pissed. After reading Joss' post on The Bronze Beta, I went crazy. This is not how it's supposed to end. There are still more stories that the whole cast and crew want to tell. The fact that The WB is prematurely ending Angel based on money and some lower ratings enrages me to no end. It makes me especially angry because every single other show on their network gets lower ratings, is of worse quality, or both, than Angel. If Hollywood worked this way, there would be no independent films. Isn't it (morbidly) funny that intelligence and creativity suffer at the hands of widespread stupidity and greed?
The more upset I get, and the more I realize how much this whole thing is affecting me... all of a sudden, it occurs to me that in the few months I've been watching, Angel has already had a deep impact on me. I get excited each week to see what happens. I care about the characters, and I can't wait to get to know them better.
I know it's hard for "outsiders" to understand why the cancellation of a TV show is so crushing to us. Just imagine that your favorite movie or book of all time ended before it was supposed to, and you never found out the ending. The writer had more to say, and you will never know what that was. For a more drastic simile, it feels like some of my close friends are about to be taken away from me, never to be contacted again. And there's not a damn thing I can do about it.
But that doesn't mean we won't try. Personally, I will do everything in my power to save this show, these friends of mine. I'm fighting not only to protect what Angel brings to me; I'm fighting for every fan out there, current as well as potential. I'm fighting for the cast and crew, for their jobs, what they love to do. I'm fighting for Joss, whose amazing voice deserves to be heard, his visions seen.
Please, if you're a fan or not, help us out. Sign petitions, write letters and emails, and more. Check out www.SaveAngel.org for all the info you'll need. I know it may very well not work, and there's an overwhelming chance that we will not be able to keep Angel alive. But hey, at least we'll go down knowing we gave all we could. We were devoted to the end.
It is considered a cult for a reason, after all.
I swear I have teary eyes,...great post,...I think we all feel the same...gosh,this is so sad,...