I did write something which resembles a speech, it's basically a suckish ramble, but here goes...
When I got the message saying I'd won an award, I was shocked"¦I'd lie and say I was stunned to silence, but actually I yelped and freaked out everyone in my house"¦but next came the stunned to silence"¦I spent almost three hours in my room trying to come up with an acceptance speech"¦And I couldn't come up with anything. I'm not used to this type of thing"¦All I can say is"¦Thank You. I never expected anything, I mean, I know I can be "˜annoying'"¦Pretty much all of the time 😀 So I'm flattered that I'd get an award"¦And for being cute"¦do you people know me? "“laughs- But really, thank you, all, when I read I was getting this, I actually did cry, after, and I just, feel like I'm finally apart of something, expanding on that, what I mean, is I've never gone to a club or anything like that, and within my circle of friends, I'm an outsider, I've never felt part of anything. My Granddad, who was my best friend, past away, when I was 4 or 5, and you'd think me being so young it didn't affect me, but it does, always. I was the last person to see him before he died, and I never let myself open up to people because of it. You're probably wondering why I'm saying this in my acceptance speech? Well, the last thing I said basically proves a whole lot about how I feel about this place, you people"¦I've come to feel like this is the place where I belong. I've never felt that way before, and this award"¦it makes me feel special, I've never before felt special, not in about nine years, not since my Granddad went, and now, I feel it ago, and I know most of it is because of you guys at the BB, thank you for making me feel that way =]
Okay, random annoying me is over 😀
