I really just want to curl up in a ball, cry and never resurface. Let's just say there's a roleplaying website I'm kind of addicted to, and because of it I've lost some friends and stuff, because I'm always on. I decided to give up to focus on real life, and now my friends there hate me, despite the fact they have my MSN, facebook, etc. On top of that I'm having a huge argument with my best friend, and it's so...Violent? I don't know if that's the word I'm searching for, but it's not fun I can tell you that. I've lost most of my other friends; my parents are fed up of me and my school work is suffering so, so much. I'm just fed up, completely and utterly.