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I'm getting so irritated. Thank god for BB because I was starting to lose my mind online... the other forum I'm a part of is so... let's just put it this way: I'm only still a member and check it every day for the special offers and news updates. It's overly censored and it's driving me crazy. We were talking about Veggie Tales and I said "I never watched Veggie Tales... my parents thought it was too religious." And that post was deleted for being "inappropriate or offensive." I should just stop posting all together... leave that site... But I've got this thing where when I see an injustice, it's hard for me to just walk away. Their overcensoring is making me want to stay just so I can argue with them and make the change... but I know they won't change. Which should make me want to leave more, but it just makes me want to stay so I can stick up for all the other posts that get deleted for no reason. You're not allowed to be yourself, you have to be a version of yourself the moderators want you to be. And I HAVE to play the hero and stick up for everyone who's NOT what the moderators want. My hero complex is starting to get on my nerves.
 
I decided to go through my wardrobe and get rid of some clothes that I haven't worn in years. Now it looks like a clothes tornado hit my room and I don't want to sort things out anymore. *sigh*

Give it all to meeeeeee!

I desperately want new work clothes, and have no money to buy any. 🙁 Sucks.
 
There is absolutely no coffee in this entire house.
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zobothehobo
there wasn't any in mine this morning either. DAMN MY FATHER FOR DRINKIN IT! haha
Why do people keep insisting on taking pictures of their food to put it up on Facebook?
It's not that interesting people, sorry to say, but your choice of breakfast/lunch/dinner/snack doesn't rank very high when it comes to topic of interests!

(also taking pictures of the escalator you're about to go on clearly indicates you have some kind of problem and should stop over-exposing the people around you to the trivial tasks of your daily life... gah!)
 
Washburne
Washburne
A certain Criminal Minds episode comes to mind. Allthough I post nothing but meaninless things on fb...
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Tasha
AGREE'D!
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kristin1105
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caitaintdead
caitaintdead
Bahaha, sorry to laugh but... SEE PEOPLE! That is why I deleted facebook!
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Big Damn Hero
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I hate when people use IMO or IMHO. cuz, um...duh?
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StarSlayer
Guilty. I use it, only b/c I've had experiences on some forums where people get upset if I don't.
Once again, I'm missing class because of unreliable bus service. This is what, the 7th time this semester?! This is NOT ok. And it's the last class before fall break... we have a test. Thank you CAT. I appreciate missing my second test of this class and the last class before fall break. It makes me look REALLY good. GAH I'm so angry! At least I got the name and number of the head of CAT (Capital Area Transit) operations. Maybe talking to the head honcho will do more good than talking to everyone else... oh and apparently I'm not the only one who's been complaining about this route being unreliable... because I'm not making it up! I'm so upset, it's not even funny.
 
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msfantastico87
*hugs* i know how hard it is to deal with the bus
There's nothing like a near-death experience in the morning...

Thank you Mr. Bus Driver for being about two seconds from knocking me down. You do realise that when the green man is showing, I have the right to cross the road and *you* have to stop?

Ugh.
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zobothehobo
That happened to me last week. Bus drivers are awful
My mother moved out of my house. She comes and stays here two nights a week, just to get away from where she is. Meanwhile, in those two days, she rearranges everything, eats half my food, (I'm unemployed) complains that I don't keep MY house in tip top shape, and takes with her whatever she sees fit. When she moved out of my house, she took all the food I had, pretty much, and I had $6 in my bank account.

It's getting on my nerves...
 
I'm pissed. Today, a friend told me "You're such a lazy cow! Whenever there's something interesting, you don't go because you'd rather stay home, and you lose occasion to meet new people and to do something with your life!"

It just really got on my nerves.
It's true I'm not doing a lot in my life right now. Before I even turned 18, I had done all the things I dreamed to do when I was younger: having a job, organizing an event, be on the team of a magazine (non-paid work) and have my own e-zine. Those were my life-project, and I did all of it before being 18. I'm now 19 and I'm still looking for new goals to reach. I already know I want to have my driving licence, and becoming fluent at English, Deutch and German. But I don't know what's next.
My 18th year was like the worst of my life: I ruined my health because of my work, I lost my motivation for school even tough I was finally doing the studies I wanted to do, and I so much wanted to be popular in the new school that I kinda got lost. I realized I was going nowhere, I was just...there. I met a lot of new people and I was more interested into be sociable than workable.
The results of the exams, in June, woke me up. It made me reoder my priorities. School and friends= what matters.
So I'm now incredibly motivated to work for school, even when I'm home. It's hard to see my friends because we all have very different schedules. So yeah, if something doesn't seem that interesting, I'd rather stay home and work or chat with friends when they are connected.
I think about doing some sport because I want to move a bit.

But her saying I was doing nothing with my life and was lazy really annoyed me. The things she proposes to do don't interest me that much, I'm not going to force myself into something I don't want to do!
And it was kind of bold from her to say I was losing opportunities to meet people, knowing that all the people she knows at school, she knows them because of me, because I'm the one who knows everybody. It's also because of me she met her boyfriend she let me down several times for.

And it pisses me off that I didn't think about telling her that at the moment. I was just too chocked.
 
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zobothehobo
I'm sorry, I've had friends tell me this kind of stuff too. You're not lazy
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Willow My Love
You need to have a talk with said friend.
Airam
Airam
*HUGS* Sounds like you need to head on over to the Drogyn Tea Bar for some R&R & then have a chat with your friend & straighten her out!
No one ever comments on the Buffy/Angel props I create and post on Face-Book...not even my Fiance'!
*SIGH* Maybe I'll start posting pics of the foods I eat instead...
 
caitaintdead
caitaintdead
Don't worry... No one lets me even TALK about Buffy related stuff in my life!
Why does my boyfriend have to go off with his brother and leave me alone when I'm not feeling well? I don't even wanna make soup.
 
And just like that I feel blue, so blue. I won't drown my bad feelings or see them turn to smoke. Maybe sleep them away?
 
Airam
Airam
Yep, the last option seems best. Hope you get to feeling better :)
Taake
Taake
right there with ya :S
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Tasha
me too, sleep is the best option :/ *
So apparently small Disney snowglobes with Tinkerbell are prohibited items to carry on an airplane. I really hate this stupid concealed liquid rule. I nearly had a fit at security! Thank God my mom was able to come back and get it. I guess I'll just have to mail it to my friend.
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