Vent #5

[Washburne]

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The downside to being catched up on the boards.

 

[Willow My Love]

my cat killed my gerbil today. we've had her for like 8 months. i'm really upset. i didn't even get any pictures of her.

this one kinda looks like her:

i don't think i'll be here for a few days.

 

[Spikefan31]

Year 12 starts today! Arrgggh!

 

[caitaintdead]

I hate my stupid job and all the people I have to work with. They suck. Suck.

I have to put up with them eating all the time, friggen rotten egg in the sink and all sorts of foulness... The one day that I eat something in the office they all whinge and make me feel like crap about it. So sick of all these stupid snob boys.

I totally need a new job where the people are more down to earth. get me OUT of here.

 

[Airam]

FML. I very stupidly just ventured into the Angel - After the Fall part of the boards & managed to ruin the identity of Twilight in Season 8, when i'm only on like issue 15 or so. My own fault really, but DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!

msfantastico87 agrees: you're not alone. Someone *cough* ruined Angel s5 for me

Wait... it feels like that "*cough*" was meant for me! Was it?! My banner...? But wait, you still haven't seen S5 of Angel?! Surely you knew of Illyria before now right? It couldn't have been me...

 

[GrrArghx]

I hit a poor little birdie yesterday 🙁 It was flying across the road from a tree and it collided with the front of the vehicle as I was going down the road... I felt terrible!

 

[msfantastico87]

Wait... it feels like that "*cough*" was meant for me! Was it?! My banner...? But wait, you still haven't seen S5 of Angel?! Surely you knew of Illyria before now right? It couldn't have been me...

lmao!!!! no it wasn't you. It was Zalos...and yes I did know who Ilyria was but didn't know how she came to be 🙁

I am sick beyond belief. Coughing, Wheezing, Bleeding. No bueno.

Also, today is national coming out day. My cousin just got gay bashed for wearing a pink bracelet for breast cancer awareness. ugh people suck big elephant ones.

 

[caitaintdead]

I'm so angry at my fiance. He insists on being such a selfish arsehole all the friggen time. He doesn't know how to look after his money, and I'm the one that always always has to suffer. Last month he stupidly took a job where he doesn't get paid till a month after he starts and had no money saved up. That meant I had to pay the entire mortgage on my own and he promised he was going to pay me back. When I messaged him telling him I needed his rent money for last month and this month when he gets paids he tells me he can't afford it. It's just not fair. I have money owing on my credit card that I can't afford to pay off now, and so many bills due at the end of the month. I'm going to have to sell my house because he won't pay me the money he owes me. I'm sick of it. Absolutely sick of it. Then when I've threatened to break up with him he's retaliated by saying that since we've lived together for more than 2 years and we're technically a de facto couple that he will take half my house... Even though he's barely paid any money towards it and his name isn't on the mortgage. I just don't know what to do. I feel like I'm being manipulated, but there's nothing I can do about it.

 

[Big Damn Hero]

I am sick sorry and tired of starving myself, binging, making myself sick. Exercising 'til I pass out, and then binging some more.

I KNOW IT'S NOT WORKING. Although it's not really about the weight any more, it's about control. But I know it's not working, and yet I won't stop. Can't stop?

 

[Ms.Trick]

I just can't take it anymore.
My mum has had a nervous break-down since May. Meanwhile, she had a boyfriend who made her happier, except for the many times he was too busy trying to solve his own big problems to take care of her. So she was even more depressed with her "ghostly boyfriend". All summer long, I heard her cry in her bedroom, no matter how loud I put my music. She yells at my sister or me for nothing. She says that no one cares about her and yet, when I do something with her, when I cancel my friends to stay with her, she screams at me because I'm not supposed to do that for her. She won't listen when I say she need to go seeing a psy. She doesn't want me to do anything for her and in the same time she complains that no one cares. Tonight she broke up with her boyfriend, sending him a sms, and there she is, crying, just storming in my room to ask what time do I go to school tomorrow. My classes starts at 13.40, so I'm home all morning, and she told me "Well, stay away from me tomorrow, just pretend I don't exist".
I just never win. Nothing is ever good enough. No matter how hard I try.
I just really, really can't take it anymore.

 

[zobothehobo]

I have to give an oral presentation tomorrow in English class and it's supposed to be about 5 minutes... but while practicing, I can't get it shorter than 15. I can't cut anything out. It's about Spike and his journey to his soul and there's no way I could cut out anything.... It's not my fault there's a lot to say on the subject.

And I miss my sister. I want her back. She's in Paris for school and I haven't talked to her in forever. I miss her terribly. I think I'm going to try to catch her on Skype tonight... but I doubt she'll get on.

 

[Marisa]

I am so aggravated. I hate when you are there for a friend all the time and have to help her because she is crying over a boy. Then when she gets a new boy it is like you are poof not there. Then when something bad happens she calls again. I seriously am sick of it and considering ending the friendship. Why be there for someone and really be there friend when they treat you like crap and can't be there for you once.

 

[Washburne]

This pic came to my attention just now. A warnng is in place and there's a reason I don't post the pic direcly. Animal cruelty.

 

[zobothehobo]

Ok, so there's this girl who was apparently friends with my sister about 6 years ago... but I met her once. And she friended me on facebook and is CRAZY obsessed with messaging me and talking to me... she's super flirtatious... but it's like common online courtesy... you don't just randomly friend someone you met ONCE 6 years ago and act like you've been besties for years... I may not be well versed on the social rules of conduct in real life situations... but I know the internet social rules of conduct well. And this is in direct violation of them.

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caitaintdead agrees: She totally wants you in the pants!

I know and that's irritating... I mean... I don't know her. The only reason she could possibly have for wanting to get in my pants is that I'm a girl and I like girls. That's just as bad as a straight guy hitting on a girl... I don't dig the whole double standard the gay community thinks it has about hitting on people. I see it as the same thing.

 

[Marisa]

Ok, so there's this girl who was apparently friends with my sister about 6 years ago... but I met her once. And she friended me on facebook and is CRAZY obsessed with messaging me and talking to me... she's super flirtatious... but it's like common online courtesy... you don't just randomly friend someone you met ONCE 6 years ago and act like you've been besties for years... I may not be well versed on the social rules of conduct in real life situations... but I know the internet social rules of conduct well. And this is in direct violation of them.

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I know and that's irritating... I mean... I don't know her. The only reason she could possibly have for wanting to get in my pants is that I'm a girl and I like girls. That's just as bad as a straight guy hitting on a girl... I don't dig the whole double standard the gay community thinks it has about hitting on people. I see it as the same thing.

I agree with Cait she wants you.
Don't feel bad I have a boy that does that. Stalks my life I can't even say I am online on certain hours because he goes crazy with messaging me then tries to call me. I don't want to be mean but the edit friends button is looking pretty good right now.

 

[NL197]

Since this is a place for venting, my problems are pretty much the same every day - which is exactly the problem.

Hell, I wish I had some of the problems I see here that deal with friends and social situations, because I don't really have any. Not in the "real world". In the real world every one is a type, like it or not, it's true. I'm one of those types that no one likes or wants around, mostly because there are better things to do / better people to talk to. Here we get to talk about our favorite shows and characters, and it's been quite the positive thing to do.


Good night all. I have to give one of the dogs a bath.

 

[zobothehobo]

Since this is a place for venting, my problems are pretty much the same every day - which is exactly the problem.

Hell, I wish I had some of the problems I see here that deal with friends and social situations, because I don't really have any. Not in the "real world". In the real world every one is a type, like it or not, it's true. I'm one of those types that no one likes or wants around, mostly because there are better things to do / better people to talk to. Here we get to talk about our favorite shows and characters, and it's been quite the positive thing to do.


Good night all. I have to give one of the dogs a bath.

I too am the type of person no one wants to be around. People feel uncomfortable around me and I feel their discomfort which makes me uncomfortable. It sucks.

 

[caitaintdead]

Since this is a place for venting, my problems are pretty much the same every day - which is exactly the problem.

Hell, I wish I had some of the problems I see here that deal with friends and social situations, because I don't really have any. Not in the "real world". In the real world every one is a type, like it or not, it's true. I'm one of those types that no one likes or wants around, mostly because there are better things to do / better people to talk to. Here we get to talk about our favorite shows and characters, and it's been quite the positive thing to do.


Good night all. I have to give one of the dogs a bath.

Agreed. Except about the dog bath thing... Cause I don't have a dog.

Sometimes (often) I find that I enjoy talking to people from BB more than I do my real life friends. The conversation is more stimulating, and I feel more confident about being who I want to be, and saying what I want to say.

I had two tight knit groups of friends a few years ago, but now I find I have nothing in common with them. It's always talking about boys, fashion, hair, and even more irritating, that no one has anything to talk about anymore.

 

[zobothehobo]

Agreed. Except about the dog bath thing... Cause I don't have a dog.

Sometimes (often) I find that I enjoy talking to people from BB more than I do my real life friends. The conversation is more stimulating, and I feel more confident about being who I want to be, and saying what I want to say.

I had two tight knit groups of friends a few years ago, but now I find I have nothing in common with them. It's always talking about boys, fashion, hair, and even more irritating, that no one has anything to talk about anymore.

Oh my god! THIS! I had two tight knight groups of friends and now one of them just seems... boring to me. It's all "let's go party" and other stupid teenage stuff... like they like the "cool" things... and I'm just not like them. I think about things much deeper than they do. One of my so called friends said TV wasn't art and couldn't possibly be art. I'm like "tell that to the writers!"

The other group is cool though... I'm glad I have them.

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caitaintdead agrees: Why would someone feel uncomfortable around you?.... Oh... B.O.?

hahaha no! No, people feel uncomfortable around me because I'm not "normal." I do things that most people are like "what the hell?" And it's just normal... Like I sing. I sing along to my iPod quietly while I'm walking. Or if I don't do that, I lip sync. People think that's strange. Or I make obscure TV references like Abed... Or dress strangely... I don't know. I never have been one who "fits in." But to me, that's all part of my charm. Also, I tend to overthink things... and I'll say out loud what I'm thinking and people don't like that. And then there's my ability to form a strong opinion on any subject... just talk to me about something for five minutes and I'll develop a strong opinion on the subject if I haven't already. People generally don't like that either. Especially since I have a hard time keeping my opinions to myself.

 

[NL197]

Came back after the dog bath. Mind is too wired because I have a video idea I'm playing around with.

I too am the type of person no one wants to be around. People feel uncomfortable around me and I feel their discomfort which makes me uncomfortable. It sucks.

It's no wonder we're drawn to these shows, isn't it? It's like that Rudolph the Red-nosed Reindeer and the land of misfit toys.

Agreed. Except about the dog bath thing... Cause I don't have a dog.

Sometimes (often) I find that I enjoy talking to people from BB more than I do my real life friends. The conversation is more stimulating, and I feel more confident about being who I want to be, and saying what I want to say.

I had two tight knit groups of friends a few years ago, but now I find I have nothing in common with them. It's always talking about boys, fashion, hair, and even more irritating, that no one has anything to talk about anymore.

The biggest one seems to be the weather. It's a cold one today. Finally no rain. It's been lovely out isn't it? This heat's a killer. It's a cold one today....of course that was already said. Kind of the point.

Dog is now clean, wet, and sleeping, or I should say snoring, on my bed.

See?



When I took the photo I also took a bit of video for "hey, this is live!" feel. Might youtube it but it's just a sleeping dog and a close up of the BB on my screen.

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[ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K48lf6k9bRc[/ame]

It wasn't supposed to be stretched like that. I don't know...YouTube can be a pain.