Vent #6

[Wishing Oceans]

Lesson to be learned: Never cry over a guy.

On extension: Never cry over a jerk. I think it's OK to cry over your male friends or relatives. 😉

So, I'm in this state of being excited for Halloween... But having to wait! And in this waiting I'm gonna have to clean and do homework. Lots of homework. Yay. 😛

 

[Willow My Love]

I'm aggravated that somehow my watching of Angel (never seen the series before!) keeps being disrupted. I think I'm not supposed to watch it.

I'm bringing my person's PS3 with me next weekend because I can watch it on netflix, which I don't get at home... (I have no internet at home...)

 

[Dancing man]

Last day of my holiday and then work tomorrow 🙁

 

[GrrArghx]

It really annoys the crap out of me when clubs have their only 18+ nights on a freakin' weekday. For most teens, that's a school night and who the heck wants to party before having to get up at like 5:30 in the morning?!

 

[zobothehobo]

I am really so sick of this! My father will not stop complaining about EVERYTHING I do. yesterday he bought me a book, when he handed it to me, I said "thank you so much dad!" About an hour later he came yelling at me about how I "didn't say thank you." My sister who I had just pissed off a lot came in and said "dad, she said thank you. I have every reason to want to get Zoà« in trouble right now, but she said thank you." He screamed at her and said "did you really hear it or do you just THINK you heard it?" It's like "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" Right now it's 2:08 PM. I've been up for 30 minutes and I need some water, I'm afraid to leave my room though because I don't want to get yelled at for something stupid.

 

[zobothehobo]

I know I've been posting in this thread a lot lately and I don't want to sound like all I do is complain... It's just I'm so tired of feeling unloved/unliked/unwanted with my own family. My dad will find something to yell at me about even if that something doesn't exist and my sister is at that age where she hates talking to anyone in the family. I'm so alone here and I hate it.

 

[Dancing man]

First day back at work really cant be arsed.

 

[Willow My Love]

Thank GOD I go home today. Ungrateful old woman.

 

[frankie]

Stressed! Designing 1200 christmas cards for my nephew's school. For free - big old stupid mistake. Trying to buy my family home which means sorting a mortgage with the looming threat of losing my job - I'm guessing they won't fork over a mortgage if I'm not working. And the evil bitch monster of death. aka. my ex-girlfriend showed up at my door last week and doesn't seem to get the hint that castration is more fun than talking to her. And she's in my hometown for a month! for some reason - to kick puppies, to steal kid's candy, I'm not sure. And the job I need to keep in order to fund the house buying is a job I loathe and makes me even more stressed. And my dad is sick again and I'm still the only one bothering to take care of him. And ...... my head is about to explode!

 

[Willow My Love]

*hug for frankie* Hang in there. It's always darkest before dawn.
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[caitaintdead]

I just had to do one of those stupid personality and intellect tests.

I hate hate hate them, and this one took an hour. There was only about 15 minutes of intellect and I don't think I did very well. Now I'm going to the interview today thinking that they already think I'm a moron. Great. I'm almost tempted to not bother going. Once I get to this interview I have to do another 3 hours of testing... I'm not good at this kind of thing at all 🙁

I just want to curl up in a ball and CRY.

 

[Big Damn Hero]

My back hurts and I want sweeties because I feel so crap about it, but also want to stick to my diet. 🙁

 

[Fusions2]

Everyone around me seems so miserable over... well nothing really. I understand those who are having a hard time or have family, medical or any other similar issues going on. But those who are just moaning for the sake of it is annoying me. Life isn't that bad if you haven't actually got anything going on in your life, your probably a lot luckier than others.

 

[msfantastico87]

I hate it that every time I go to pay my rent, no one is there to collect it. Also hate the fact that we don't have an option to pay online. My apartment complex is way too ghetto. Too bad i'm stuck here for a year. If they charge me late fees, I'll tell them nicely where they can shove it

 

[Willow My Love]

My best friend was having problems with her boyfriend. She told me they were on a break, so to cheer her up, I invited her over to where I was after she got off work. She cancelled saying she forgot she worked early the next day. I let it go, because we were supposed to hang out with another friend after she got off work. She called me after work and said she was gonna call m.e when she got home. I ended up calling her after an hour and she said she was sleeping. But I hear the boyfriend in the background, and oh yeah, he moved back in. She told our other friend that she was sick so she was cancelling on me yet again. Turns out she couldn't have been very sick. She was out to dinner with the boyfriend. I was trying to cheer her up over him being an ass, and she cancels on me to have date night with him. I'm so done! I can't stand him. He takes advantage of her and treats her like shit and I stand idly by. He's a jerk to me too. She can stay with him, but I'm done with the sympathy for her. And she can call me when she realizes she's actually pissed me off. I'm not calling her anymore. I'm tired of being blown off for a d-bag of a boyfriend.

Thus ends my wall of text.
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[Akitta21]

I know I don't post a lot, but, I really need to get something off my chest. Things have been crazy lately and I just don't know how to deal with things anymore. I'm broke, still can't find a job and just feel like a total failure. I don't really have rl friends and I can't talk about this stuff with my mom, because she's already trying so hard to help me, I just don't want to add even more pressure.
Anyway, there's this woman I met at the dog's park and for some reason I thought we were sort of friends. But, lately, she's been giving me hell for pretty much everything. Yesterday she basically yelled at me to let her cut my hair because "she can't stand looking at it anymore." Also, I said something a few weeks ago, but, hadn't bothered to check the facts, so, turns out I was wrong. She (again) pretty much yelled at me, telling me I was wrong. I didn't think much of it, until today when she basically stuffed a calendar in my face saying: "Look, I'm RIGHT!! LOOK!!" And, I just...snapped. I didn't yell at her or anything, but, it was pretty obvious that I was pissed off. AND she ended up being mad at me, saying that if I don't want to talk to her anymore, well, so be it. And I know it doesn't sound like much, that there are people out there with real problems and here I am being upset over something so insignificant, but it just made me feel so worthless. It hurts even more, because it's so hard for me to talk to people, to open up to them, to be social. What's wrong with me?? *sigh*

 

[VisionGirl]

This is going to sound so petty compared to others' vents, but it drives me crazy that CBS doesn't have their shows on cable On Demand. There are so many CBS shows I want to watch or catch up on that I've forgotten to record on the DVR, and now I have to watch it on Hulu (& I hate watching on my computer), wait for the season to be over & catch the summer repeats, or wait for the season to come out on DVD. The CW does this too. Grrrr....

 

[caitaintdead]

Oh my friggen OWWWCHIES!

I played indoor 5-aside soccer tonight and another girl and I went in a bit to hard (and a bit to clumsily) for a tackle with another girl and we ended up kicking each others feet (and she stomped on my foot by accident). I played the rest of the game, but was unable to kick the ball and could only really pass gently.

Anyway I iced it for about an hour and now the feeling has returned and far out, I'm in pain. I can't move my ankle in certain directions or I get a shooting pain going through the arch of my foot, and I can't curl my big toe over... I can't believe I got injured in the first 5 minutes of the first game of a friendly! So angry, and in so much pain.

And super disappointed, cause now I have my job I only have a few more weeks that I can play before I have to start working Thursday nights.

VENTVENTVENT.

🙁

Plus my boyfriend isn't being sympathetic enough.

 

[Marisa]

I seriously was over my feelings for someone and stay talking to them because they are such a good friend and I don't want to loose that. All I hear about though is his girlfriend. I don't think it is jealousy as much as irritation. It is like he talks about nothing else at all. I am like do you have a hobby? I am tempted to just call it quits on everything, I am so sick of dealing with this problem. I kind of wish he would stop talking to me so I don't have to be the one to stop. I know that may not make sense but I don't know. My emotions are all over the place lately and I can't get a grasp on them. Ugh this just sucks.

 

[caitaintdead]

msfantastico87 agrees: sorry this is kinda funny, can't picture you playing soccer lol hope your ankle gets better though!

Haha, why can't you picture me playing soccer?! I played all last season for a proper club and everything 🙂 and I'm not a bad player... (although I'm a better playa... haha, okay that was a bad joke!)