The Honesty Thread

[Perny]

I can't take compliments.....

 

[Sweetescape]

I have a really bad temper, I just explode at people. The red "mist" comes down and you better run from me. I've chased my brother with a knife and thrown a chair at him before.
I've slapped many of my friends before. My dad flinches away from me when I'm angry and I've have fights with my sister that have ended with black eyes and split lips.

I'm terrible at telling people how I really feel, "i'm fine" is my catch phrase.

 

[Fake Shemp]

most things i do, say, think, listen to, like, political views, conspiracy hoo har, watch etc dang etc make me feel like a cliché

i dont want to be like anyone else ever but feel like a puzzle of everthing and everyone around me

i throw mad shapes on the dance floor but i can only do it if im drunk or not in public

i wanted to have something interesting to write when i first saw this thread go up but i think im so boring

 

[November]

I'm terrible at telling people how I really feel, "i'm fine" is my catch phrase.

You know what FINE stands for tho dont ya?
F***ed-up, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional
Exactly what we are (sw)

 

[Friendly Lurker]

I spend too much time on the computer.

I'm a virgin.

 

[Crazy Flakes]

I don't care for people. I don't know why, I'm just annoyed by everyone.

I'm terribly bored with my life, but I'm too much of a coward to do something exciting.

I have a really bad temper if I lost even a little bit of my ability to restrain myself, I'd probably be a total psycho.

I convinced my mom to buy a removable shower head for me because I told her a magazine said it made your hair dry straighter. That's not why I wanted a removable shower head. (sw)

I don't believe in world peace and think that the idea of it is wrong. I have a few reasons for it, but I don't feel like writing them all out right now.

I'm the philosophical definition of a nihilist. Honestly, I'm not quite sure if I believe that so much crazy stuff can happen to and around me, and I wouldn't be too surprised if, after I died, I woke up and realized that I was really just some ethereal being floating around in nothingness and that I had just created an elaborate reality for myself to live in.

 

[Perny]

I love cats more than any other animals

If I'm talking danish, and I forget the word, I switch to english and finish off teh sentence.

I am in love....sadly, and strangely. I think it's love...Love or gas

I know I want to have children. I love children

 

[Revolver]

I'm a virgin as well, and I'm 25!

I've lost a good deal of my optimism in the last year. A good friend died in September, I was fired from my job at the end of January. Now I'm working one that pays hardly anything. I want to pack up my bags, go somewhere different, find a different type of job, but I just don't know where to go, where to begin, etc.

 

[atticus]

Honesty, ahhh. Ok, here I go.
. My mum suffered with depression her whole life, and was on a lot of meds, My dad was an alcoholic. When she died, he sorted his life out.
. I was suicidal by the time I was 13. Nearly ended it a good few times. After almost poisoning myself at 15, I had an epiphany, and have never tried it again. The epiphany being the thought of my mum finding me dead on my bed, She was already depressed, i knew it would push her over the edge.
. I have major trust issues. And most of my close friends know nothing about me. I don't talk about my private life, or anything in my past, I don't even mention family.
. I use my " nice guy routine " to get sex. Then I use my " nice guy routine " to explain why the time isn't right for a relationship. It always works, and they end up feeling that they're in the wrong. Girls find it hard to get angry at me. (until now, female board members curse my name. )
. I have bad insomnia. The most sleep I get is 3 hours a night. If I'm lucky.
. My parents never told me they loved me, since I was born long after the rest of my family, I am well aware, that I was a mistake. I got my first paying job when I was 12, most doctor or dental visits, I paid for myself. Guess I wasn't worth the money. So sometimes I love my parents, sometimes I hate them.

I don't like this honesty stuff. 🙁 But I feel better. 🙂

 

[Tueuse de Vampires]

I lost my virginity totally drunk to a guy I had just met 2 hours before that on a party and haven't really seen ever since.


When I eat, I need to watch TV...ask Sara, I freak out when I'm sitting there with food and can't watch what I want.

 

[JenniferAlice]

There's a really big one I want to say, buut, my sister is also a member on the board, and no one in my family knows, I wish I could say, but I think my sister would be freaked out.

 

[Harm]

My favorite hobby is to make fun of people. When I first see/meet someone the first thing I do is scan them up and down for issues/problems and then pick them apart! It's so fun!

 

[JenniferAlice]

I pure, heavy fancy CotA, he doesn't know this, but now he does.. Is it wrong, if he's my sister?

 

[CotA]

I pure well fancy Spoons. I've been trying to resist her for ages, but i can't any longer cause she's so desirable an that.

 

[Friendly Lurker]

I'm in love with 3 Scots and apparently they're all sisters.

 

[Big Damn Hero]

- I was eight when I was first sexually abused.
- I was 13 when I was first raped.
- I was 17 when I was last raped.
- I started self harming when I was 13.
- I'm nearly 6 months self harm free.
- I'm 20 in three months.
- That makes 7 years of my life ****ed over by my desire to punish myself, instead of the wanker who did that to me.
- I suffer from Bipolar Disorder (Type II) and PTSD.
- I take meds for that.
- I tried (& nearly succeeded) to kill myself when I was 17.
- And had to drop out of uni because of the Bipolar & PTSD & all that shit.
- I'm ****ed up, but determined to get over it.

 

[atticus]

I like this thread. It's great therapy. CotA's like Oprah, but not annoying. 🙂

 

[Big Damn Hero]

I forgot to add.

I'm fricking amazing. & people on here are too.

 

[Mesektet Ra]

I messed around with cutting in high school. Mostly for the simple fact that my boyfriend at the time was doing it because he has ~existential issues~, and I told him if he did it I would too. This didn't make him happy.

The same boyfriend was the most mentally abusive, manipulative, and egotistical f-ckwad I've ever had the displeasure of sleeping with.

I don't much like my family. My mother's priorities are out of whack, my sister is a selfish psycho, and my brother's a sociopath. There's really nothing I'd like more than to get the hell out of my house.

I've tried to kill myself a few times - nothing depressing about it, I mostly wanted to see if I could actually go through with it.

I have panic attacks like you wouldn't believe.

I'm constantly testing the people around me, and on purpose. I want to see if they're going to put me in my place if I need it.

I have a tendency to be less than sane sometimes. I've gotten over this and just accepted it as a flaw in my personality.

I'm stubborn as hell. When I say this, I want you to understand my full meaning: when I was kid, I used to stick keys in light sockets just because I was told not to. I don't take orders well and I my first instinct when someone tells me to do ANYTHING is to get pissed off and ignore them.

I value my knowledge of myself above all other things. If I feel like I'm not confident in myself and know the inner workings of my own mind, then there's no reason for me to even be around other people and try to understand them.

 

[Harm]

- I can read people very very well.

- I lie a whole lot because it's funny

- I find this thread hilarious

- I'm going to marry a rich, old (yet attractive -- like Zsa Zsa Gabor) woman for $$.

- I see no moral problems with gold digging.