Thank you for your honesty. It's quite refreshing.
I'm one of those few rare people that can relate to you and vice versa.
In fact, I'll share my views on Michelle Trachtenberg here in detail:
As a male, Michelle Trachtenberg is one of the only few attractive female celebrities that I have unique / distinctive feelings for which I don't have for other attractive female celebrities. The others, I acknowledge they look attractive in a sexy, hot, beautiful or a cute way. The feeling is also usually just a form of lust or infatuation.
With Michelle Trachtenberg however, she is one of the only few attractive female celebrities that I actually fell in love with. The feeling isn't even lust or infatuation like it is with others. It's not entirely sexual either. It's mainly more of an emotional attraction that I feel towards Michelle Trachtenberg. Which is the feeling of satisfaction just to see her or be in the presence of her without needing any sexual activities. For example, I'd be satisfied just by hugging her, or just by being in her company. Whereas with other celebrities, it's almost always exclusively sexual attraction, which is satisfaction from only sex related activities.
I'll go as far as to state that I acknowledge there are other females out there that might even look hotter, sexier or more feminine looking than Michelle Trachtenberg. However, I still don't feel the same unique love and attractiveness towards them as I do towards Michelle Trachtenberg. I think it's because I find her subconsciously appealing which makes me love almost everything about her, such as her personality, characteristics, appearance and etc. It's also because she has unique combined physical features and characteristics such as skin tone, facial shape and etc. She looks like the most adorable and playful looking female celebrity I've ever seen. Every time I see her, I just want to hug her, squeeze her face, squeeze her cheeks or just eat her up. I don't get that feeling with any other female celebrity.
One of the main reasons why I even began started watching Buffy The Vampire Slayer in the first place was because of Michelle Trachtenberg, because I wanted to see her (in addition to other people saying it should be watched because of how great a TV show it was). This is also why I practically watch all the movies and TV shows Michelle Trachtenberg stars in, just so that I could see her.
I am truly addicted to Michelle Trachtenberg!
An excellent thread anyway! Top marks for creating this thread!